SDAI-Tech1

He's Not Here.

2011-09-09T02:51:00.000-07:00

"I want answers! The Director of Shamballa just can't disappear."

"This one has."

"Where did he go?"

"He left without a trace. His fundamental frequency scan turns up nothing. So our working hypothesis is he's off-world."

"With that Yal-hune woman?"

"Unknown. In his capacity he had connections with a lot of aliens, almost any of which could take him off-world. We tried to access his computers but even our best guys know these drives are completely clean, the moment our access cards were detected on the base."

"Goddamn it! Is there anything left of value?"

"Everything that could be moved, has been moved. This is just the framework of an installation now, with the raw infrastructure. All the things that were here and the projects that were being worked on are gone. This place is so clean, it's actually scary. This wasn't cleaned by humans. Humans make messes, scrape walls moving furniture and heavy objects and leave telltales. This makes our best cleaning crew look like a bunch of pigs in a pigsty."

"You know, I knew this day would come. We should have taken over this installation 2 years ago! We have nothing. NOTHING. I goddamn HATE aliens! All of them!"

"What do you want us to do, sir?"

"Just set up sensors, beacons and all the rest. I want to know the moment even a fly enters this facility!"

"Sir?"

"What is it now, Nelson?"

"Do you think SDAI-Tech1 will ever return?"

"I don't know. I haven't a clue. But if he does, we will be waiting for him."

Sam Harris, Drugs and "Consciousness Altering"

2011-07-07T15:42:00.000-07:00

Some bloggers are pretty nauseating. Sure, it comes with the territory, but today I stumbled across a piece by Sam Harris that glorified "altering consciousness" as a valuable experience. I sent him a nice letter. Well it wasn't that nice, but it's hard to be too nice to an ex-druggie turned pied piper trying to whitewash his past addiction in a sea of prose and flowery words like "altering consciousness".

Mental impairment is never desirable. Any chemicals that alter brain function are damaging it. Death is caused as cells lose intelligence and reproduce with less data. Drug use destroys brain cells. I've watched bright students go from near-genius to stuttering dolt in two years time after smoking weed and abusing pharmaceuticals. It's horribly sad to watch someone ruin their life and their future before it's even begun.

And then there are the ex-druggies out there still pushing the lifestyle, in an effort to purge themselves of their stigmata. Unfortunately, for Sam Harris, the stigmata is still evident. The brain cells he damaged in his twenties are gone and have not been replaced, leaving him with a hopelessly predictable position on drug usage and its wonderful "consciousness altering" properties.

Sam Harris' site is big with the 18-24 year old male drug using crowd. Throw in a few female drug users as well. Basically, if you're a pothead - you probably read his blog and find comfort in his words. We see these new pariahs turned pied pipers appear, profiting on the young addicts. It's nauseating.

Now the ex-druggies and current druggies can post to the web about their own drugs of choice. They can talk about their trips and give recipes for impairment to the young and impressionable. We have sites that promote death imagery and gore and a lot of sick people find these things redeeming as well. The social outcasts, pariahs and miscreants all find the web a place to preach their own poison. The deviants find comfort in numbers and as they descend into oblivion, quickly or slowly, they grab at nearby souls. Parasitic to the bitter end.

The things that possess drug users, the entities that exploit and encourage there usage, are completely unknown to them. They have no clue about where they will find themselves after they die and what they have done to themselves by compromising their minds.

The drug producers, dealers, and users all prey upon each the other. It's a parasitic chain that constantly needs more blood, more users to feed upon to replace others that fill up morgues around the world every single day. And as Sam Harris has so ably demonstrated, the damage never goes away. And try as they might to drown out what's left of their conscience, they never quite succeed and so live in a purgatory of their own making.

So don't do drugs. Don't start. Don't experiment. Don't.

You don't experiment with cutting.
You don't experiment with Russian roulette.
You don't experiment jumping off of high buildings.

Every brain cell is sacred. It has to conduct signals of a certain frequency range, just like the cilia in your ears are each corresponding to a certain sound/frequency range and when they are damaged you loose the ability to hear those sounds. Once those brain cells go - a portion of your total intelligence goes with it. Don't let lines like "altering consciousness" seduce you into what is really going on - the drugs are killing you and destroying your brain with every single "trip" you take. Each cell has a fundamental frequency its supposed to maintain which is regulated by the DNA. Any modulation compromises your brain function, damaging those cells which never fully recover as chemical residue clings to synapses and deteriorates these delicate cell structures.

If you've started, stop - while you are still intelligent enough to realize the need to do so.

How to Make a Sexy Hit Youtube يوتيوب Video Enrique Iglesias, Katy Perry ET, McFly Party Girl T. Swift, Etc.

2011-06-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

The appeal of sex in a video is probably the strongest of all three of the video elements we've discussed:

SEX
Classic CONVERTIBLES
CHOREOGRAPHY
RAW TALENT

I received a number of e-mails inquiring what makes a video sexy and for clarification. So this entry we will take a look at some recent sexy music videos and see what it is that makes them sexy.

Here (above) Enrique Iglesias performs Tonight I'm Loving You. This video has sex, a classic car (not a convertible though, but a vintage Cadillac so it scores just about as many cool points) and only misses out on Choreography. As a substitute, here in 2011 we now have the "strip club" element where girls are dancing as if in a strip club. Sure that's more cheap than sexy, but in a short video they will use whatever gimmick holds the shorter attention span of today's jaded video viewers.

Here (above) we see McFly performing in Party Girl and the strip club element is combined with yet another theme sadomasochism and death/sex imagery which is what the video makers feel is appealing to a sub segment of more degenerate web surfers who spend their time looking at gore and other brain-killing stuff and can't get aroused normally anymore. McFly's fans remember a totally different group when they emerged and many have rebelled against the new "sellout" approach which, basically, insults them as a bunch of degenerates addicted to Twilight or something.

And that's one of the things these new videos significantly differ from old school sex usage in videos. Since MTV began SEX was used primarily to appeal to males. The videos above were designed for females.

The story-telling video has always been a grab at the female market and on youtube, unlike MTV or early cable video - females make up an increasing share of the viewership. So if we look at these two videos there are almost as many male bodies as female bodies with screen time and the story gimmick tries to arouse the female imagination which can fill in the blanks not supplied. What's really going on in that house and whats the background story with all of Enrique's interludes?

Enrique's video should've ended at the stairwell climb and left it at that. It lost a lot of sex appeal turning it into some sort of lesbian orgy at the end. And McFly's video was just too disjointed to really deliver the goods and I'm sure the record label is unhappy with its performance.

This one's scored a lot of views - not that it includes any real talent. Katy Perry's Extraterrestrial. The video is not a good example of a good video because it violates the video cardinal rule and only uses sex as the appeal (No convertibles, no choreography and no raw talent) and this video people either like or they hate. More designed with shock value in mind, it's more disturbing than sexy. But that's what videomakers feel is a new target group created by the internet - those who enjoy disturbing imagery.

I include it here merely as an example, certainly not as an endorsement of the video approach used. Katy Perry and Kanye West basically are perfectly matched here in the no-talent zone. Crude lyrics and double entendre's will only go so far and are pandering to an even less-imaginative group than McFly's Party Girl is designed to appeal to - which is saying a lot. That's why they mish-mash Katy with Kanye - because each is designed to hit a different market. The "Rap" interludes randomly appearing in a song will be looked back as the pop-40 meets ghetto approach of the 2007-2011 period. It gets old real quick and the gimmick has already worn out its welcome with most viewers and listeners. People who like rap will like rap and people who like pop will like pop - unlike an SUV merging with a minivan in music there is no such thing as "Crossover" musical tastes. And since I've given Kanye air-time on this blog it seems only appropriate to include something from Taylor Swift that uses sex to sell the video:

This Back to December is all about sex, but it's entirely designed for a female audience therefore there is almost no skin shown and it's all about the female viewers imagination. A romance gone bad, a boy with a broken heart, a lonely girl - and a possible happy ending. If your market is females, this approach will work. (though it would have worked better with the guy driving a classic convertible!)

There you have it. Just another look at how to make a sexy youtube video and climb the charts.

Tornado in Massachusetts? Another Fallout Tornado!

2011-06-01T22:34:00.001-07:00

The tornado in Massachusetts was another radioactive fallout induced tornado. As explained before the fallout from the Fukushima reactors is supercooling the upper atmosphere when I-131 condense surrounding water molecules with added energy/radiation release. This supercooling is *Not Normal* for this time of year and so the warmer ground temperatures create these conditions for tornadoes.

No major media has yet broken this story. Which surprises me because it is so important that places not prepared for tornadoes realize they can happen almost *anywhere* when you have enough fallout in the atmosphere. Here is the diagram posted last time which shows what's happening:

Tornadoes anywhere are possible right now. New York? Washington DC? The concentration of the I-131 is a constant problem until the Japanese get that reactor covered and to stop dumping seven tons per hour of irradiated gases into the atmosphere headed for the United States.

How to Become a Real Superhero!

2011-05-23T13:44:00.000-07:00

Millions of people have secret fantasies they entertain within their consciousness. One recurring one, since the advent of the comic book in the late thirties is to be a superhero. Well, for all who have ever wished this, today is your lucky day. Today I am going to discuss how you can become a very real superhero.

What is a superhero? Let's take a moment to define the traits they possess:

1) Superheroes are good.
2) Superheroes are often stronger than normal people.
3) Superheroes help others.
4) Superheroes have special powers.
5) Superheroes always win in the end.
6) Superheroes fight evil.

These are the most common traits superheroes possess. Surprisingly all these traits are quite accessible to everyone, even if they don't think they are. Let's lay out a game plan by which YOU or anyone so inclined can become a superhero.

Superheroes are good.
Becoming a good person isn't that hard. You are what you think and understand. Becoming a good person requires two things, understanding more and more of the universe around you and acting constructively using all your wisdom in everything that you do.

You've heard the phrase "you are what you eat," but the truth of the matter is you are what you think. What you put your mind upon will determine how good you are. All energy regenerates and recreates itself. One moment leads to the next and builds on what has come before. To become supremely good, you must do good things and you must understand why they are good. You must learn the ability to take darkness and twist it inside out into light. How does one do this? It's actually pretty simple. You simply must find the positive attributes and ramifications of any and all actions, events and happenings in your life.

Wouldn't that be Pollyanna-ish? No, because you are not seeing these events solely as good, rather you are seeing both sides, the good and the bad, and in so doing you prevent these from regenerating imbalanced in your own mind. This balanced information is more intelligent than imbalanced stored knowledge and thoughts. After enough time, you will become ever more immune to depression, self-doubt, fear, hatred, sloth, resentment, disdain and all the rest of the lower emotions a really good superhero should ideally not possess.

Superheroes are often stronger than normal people.
Superheroes help others.
While this often manifests as physical strength. The most important strength is strength of mind and strength of character. With these two, you can supplant the need for super physical strength because your mind will do the heavy lifting for you. Your wisdom will shelter the weak, give comfort to, and help heal, the ill and be able to be used to fight evil in all its many forms.

Superheroes have special powers.
Many special powers are available to those who seek to develop them. Mind projection, thought reading, seeing the future or into the past, mastery of light, manipulation of energy and mass and much, much more. Truth be told, the comic book superheroes only touch upon what developments can be had and all of these powers are solely the byproduct of your own mental development. Likewise, to develop these abilities you must acquire great wisdom and knowledge of the universe around you and how it works. No knowledge - no powers.

Superheroes always win in the end.
When you learn about energy and the way the universe functions you will always win in the end as well. Every bad event in your life can be balanced and mastered. Every negative experience will be a building block to an even more positive outcome. Every new thing that comes to you at first unbalanced will be able to be balanced, understood and give you even greater powers.

Superheroes fight evil.
This actually happens by default when you strive for the good. You don't need to seek evil out and conquer it. As you grow and become ever more positive, evil will be drawn unto you in corresponding measure. In a sense evil will provide your growth as you learn to defeat it through wisdom and understanding. The universe is in a constant state of balance. Left has right, evil has good, down has up and so on and so forth. As good as you become - there will always be a greater evil for you to overcome. And there will always be a greater good for you to develop and achieve. So you, and everyone, will be fighting evil in some form or another forever. And this will be good.

So there you have it, your own personal road map to becoming a superhero. No, magic rings, lanterns, invisible planes or utility belts are required. Just your mind and an insatiable hunger for growth and personal development.

Cutters, Cutting, Depression, Suicide and Other Manifestations of Darkness Parasites

2011-05-23T10:52:00.000-07:00

At last! Another metaphysical entry for those so inclined!

Today's topic? Cutting and cutters, darkness parasites and a curtain lift into another unseen spectral plane. Before we go on this small journey I place into your hands a small wand. This wand is crystalline in nature and looks completely transparent. This wand is a light wand and when confronted with anything dark, can summon the corresponding light force to counteract it. Yes, virtual light wands are free here and work with the power of your own mind combined with the infinite light forces that exist in this universe.

In the world today, there is a quiet epidemic sweeping the youth of the world. It is called cutting and is a form of self-abuse and is a way depressed youth try to deal with the pain of their lives. They hear about others cutting and the 'emo' generation now has a reputation for being prone to participating in this form of self-abuse.

But what is it that really causes someone to abuse themselves? The self-preservation instinct is the strongest one humans possess. What powerful forces can interfere with that instinct and make someone actually harm themselves?

The truth is, the world we are in sandwiched in the portion of a spectra. This planet and everything and everyone upon it exist as a set of fields of energy. This energy has intelligence.

In our material world we have parasites. Mosquitoes, flies, worms and all sorts of things that feed off of other things. In some ways everything on Earth is parasitic. All animals consume other animals and the nature around them and the trees and plants consume the nature around them as well. Some things however are detrimental parasites which destroy their host. Trees, animals and people succumb to these parasites all the time.

But there are more parasites in these unseen spectra around us that few know about and even fewer know how to guard themselves from.

Cutting is the result of a specific parasite. It was spawned originally by souls who committed suicide by slashing their wrists and these lost souls have drawn unto them and spawned other energy parasites that now feed off of this specific action and fear, depression and suicidal thoughts. These thoughts generate emotion - which by any other definition is just another form of energy. It's specific, just like a mosquito feeds specifically on animal blood and not dirt or milk, this specific parasite feeds on the emotions generated and associated with cutting, blood, etc.

Like a swarm of flies or mosquitoes, the cutting obsessions now have grown and multiplied and as a result their influence is greater and more people are infected. Every mind they get to contemplate suicide or to engage in cutting themselves is a feeding session for them. In these spectra, sustenance is not provided by eating a hamburger and fries. The only thing they can absorb is emotional energy. These obsessions seek it out and are drawn to it, the way a shark smells blood in the water.

So any depressed person, depending upon their own quantized fields of energy can attract one of these cutting obsessions. They will plant thoughts in the mind of their unwitting victim and strengthen the imbalances within their consciousness.

So what is the cure?

Awareness.

When one is aware of these invisible parasites one can guard against them. One's mind is a juicy morsel to some of these things that exist and they always seek to extract energy from it in some manner. All the human vices and emotions provide breeding grounds for these spectral parasites and some of the most tragic events in human history can be blamed, in part, to the influence of these parasites on the minds of some individual or group of individuals.

If one lives in an area infested with mosquitoes one screens ones house. Well, living on Earth one must screen one's consciousness. All thoughts that appear upon the surface of your consciousness are not your own. Some are vagrant thoughts that wash up upon the shore of your mind and they are poisonous and destructive to your well being. Hate, jealousy, fear, depression all these thoughts people think - radiate out from them and exist as very real signals.

A book one reads is really a signal - a string of data. It is absorbed upon the surface of our consciousness and we take from it the signals that are compatible with our own field structures.

If you walk into a room where two people are fighting, screaming and in the midst of emotional upheaval - these signals bombard your consciousness as well and if they find any compatible structures, you can easily be snared into this fight and a state of emotional turmoil. These imbalanced thoughts are fed upon by hordes of these things that exist in unseen spectra. They need to spur fights, trigger wars, incite jealousy, generate fear and more to survive.

So by screening your consciousness and being aware of these things you can guard your mind and you can protect yourself from these cutting parasites that have been multiplying and preying on those minds less guarded.

Parts of our world have been created and sculpted by these parasites and their influence on humans. The horror industry, films, movies, websites and books is one of the purest manifestations of parasite influence. These things were created by infected minds solely to feed these spectral planes. Like zombies without a mind of their own, writers like Stephen King, Stephanie Meyer and many, many others have fed these spectral parasites. Of course, they are not self aware of what they have done and don't understand the way the universe works, but they reap the feedback nevertheless. They will learn to more carefully guard their minds and not propagate these things that are designed to imbalance minds and generate fear, depression or any negative emotional state.

Everything regenerates. All energy does. Each act we partake of generates a reaction and if our actions are destructive, destructive forces will return to confront us. That's why it becomes so very important to always stand up for positive things, good, love, light, truth, joy, happiness and constructive development. These are the secrets to becoming ever more infinite and will always keep you traveling an infinite path of development, expansion and evolution instead of unraveling your soul into a state of complete dissolution.

How to Make a Hit Youtube يوتوب Video w/o Sex (Part 3) - Raw Talent (Featuring Jewel, Karen Carpenter & Suzanne Vega)

2011-05-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

Here we have part 3 of our series in creating a hit Youtube video. In our previous segments we covered the three essentials for music videos: sex, classic convertibles and choreography. Today, we are going to talk about raw talent. On Youtube there are millions of people trying to get their videos seen. Justin Bieber and Vanessa Black are examples of the power of mass media. How did music stars get discovered before Youtube came along? Well many played in small clubs and were discovered by scouts working for record labels seeking new talent. Others simply grew in popularity locally until sheer mass required record labels sign them up. Music history is filled with lots of interesting tales.

Raw talent is a rare commodity these days when auto-tuning, lip syncing and other gimmicks act as a poor substitute. The ballad singer is the ultimate test of talent. For they must play, perform and usually do so in a live arena without studio-tweaking to make them sound good.

Let's take a look at some crooners who achieved fame on their vocal talents and not much else. Let's go back, back, back to the early seventies where Karen Carpenter hit the big time with her voice and little else, here playing Close to You:

Suzanne Vega came on the scene in 1986 with her vocal talents, here with Luka:

She was not a creation of synthetics, did not need to rely on sex, convertibles or choreography. Sure she was packaged for mass consumption after her rise to stardom, but she can still perform today live and churn out her work and sound good.

Here we see Jewel, in 1997, who rose in this period to musical stardom based on pure talent:

Recently, the proliferation of award and talent shows has brought back raw talent in some quarters. Names like Faryl Smith, Paul Potts and Jackie Evancho are now well known and not for anything besides pure talent and successful promotion skills.

So, while it's clearly not prevalent that talent is always rewarded, and more often than not gimmicks replace talent throughout much of the music industry, it is possible for talent to prevail. It usually just takes longer. The agents and record labels all are in this business to make money and they want to be sure they have a marketable commodity. Rebecca Black is a marketable commodity because almost 200 million people have clicked on her video to see how bad it is. Marketing and packaging have created many stars who can't play an instrument or carry a tune.

As the internet hooks up more people to it and as sites like Youtube keep expanding it becomes harder and harder to get exposure - even though it seems the reverse should be true. The news industry and now the music industry are largely driven by internet traffic patterns. As I've mentioned before, web sites aren't rated on quality (imagine if they were!) or even time they have been around, they are completely weighted by web traffic, and the link traffic they receive. So the inertia for a new artist is incredible.

So what is the solution? How do you get to the top? Well, one has to get exposure and these days, that means web exposure. On youtube people regularly "respond" to popular videos with one of their own and in this way can tap some of the traffic and generate more hits. Eventually a youtube video will achieve critical mass and get enough links from other weighted sources to lift it up to public consciousness. What exact number of hits that is varies, but it is a sizable amount.

I started a new category here on the blog, it's called NEW TALENT and you will find a new pick every month, someone whom I feel has great talent but is not receiving the exposure they deserve. You will find Tech1's NEW TALENT of the Month in the sidebar. For this month of May 2011, the artist is Alexandra and she writes and composes her own songs. I think she is quite gifted and I hope she can break through the inertia and achieve her dreams. Here is another one of her original songs titled Myths About Forever:

Nothing is impossible. If you have talent and perseverance you can prevail. Before you do pursue such a destiny, make sure you really want it. Sometimes fame, wealth and all that goes with it, is a curse and not a blessing.

Fashion Spring 2011 - Picks & Misses Giorgio Armani, Jean Paul Galtier, Chanel, Etc.

2011-05-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

Fashion doesn't seem like a very important thing, until one remembers we all wear clothes (well most of us do) and those clothes serve both functional and symbolic purposes. What are SDAI-Tech1's picks and misses for Spring 2011? As one of the world's great arbiters of taste, I'm sure you're all on the edge of your seats in anticipation awaiting my verdicts. Well, without further ado...let's take a look!

MISS!

This design from Bottega Veneta's Spring 2011 collection, looks, to me, like a modified hospital gown. The lines, the collar cut look generic and unflattering. Definitely a Tech1 miss.

PICK!

Here we have something from the Valentino Spring Couture Collection that is far more flattering and will not make the woman wearing it look like a refugee from a maternity ward. The lined bottom, the long sleeves, the clean collar make this a classy and flattering outfit choice for women. This one is definitely a Tech1 Pick.

MISS!

Is this Chanel? Yes it is. This 2011 Spring Chanel Couture collection selection looks shiny but dumpy. The lines are unflattering making even this super skinny model look somehow overweight and tired. Just imagine how bad it would look on a normal weight woman. The whole look just doesn't work - at all. Lose it. This contraption is a Tech1 miss.

PICK!

Yal-hune once wore something very similar to this trim offering from Giorgio Armani's Spring 2011 Collection, so perhaps I am a bit biased. I think it looks great and flatters a trim figure. The contrast of shiny pants with the matte jacket work and give it just a bit of showmanship that will catch male eyes and make them look twice (or simply stare!) Even the headgear is not objectionable and if a woman is daring enough, she can pull the whole package off without having to dilute it much. This one is a Tech1 pick.

MISS!

The gloves are about the only thing I like here. This outfit from the Christian Dior Couture for Spring 2011 is too bulky and doesn't succeed in capturing the fifties glamour I believe they were shooting for. It's lines are just not right. If it were tighter in the bottom, it might provide a better contrast and give some needed definition, but as it is, it will not flatter. This one's a Tech1 miss.

PICK!

Giving Christian Dior another chance here...this outfit from the same Spring Couture collection is much better and one of the few offerings that didn't hang like an overfilled plastic trash sack. The neck line is great and many women could wear this quite flatteringly with a big or small bosom. I'm not overly thrilled about the folds on the bottom but they are passable and frame the legs attractively enough. This one is a Tech1 pick.

Finally, we arrive at the last pick/miss for today:

PICK!

Lose the distracting Mohawk and this outfit becomes a viable and interesting alternative. By Jean Paul Galtier for the Spring 2011 collection, it is daring but not so outrageous that it is at home only on a runway or under a circus tent, like so many over-the-top poor designs. The gloves are unnecessary and most women wouldn't wear them anyway. Which is good because visible hands would tie back into the skin shown on the shoulders. This outfit has a good cut on top and makes it viable. This is a Tech1 pick.

So there you have it!

All images: Imaxtree

How to Make a Hit Youtube Music Video - Part 2 - Choreography Featuring Paula Abdul, Britney Spears, Michael Jackson, Katy Perry & West Side Story

2011-05-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Here we go with part two of my curtain lift on making successful videos. Today we will talk about the importance of choreography. Ever since entertainers have been entertaining, groups have learned to use motion in unison, to catch the audiences attention. In live shows, this can be seen early with the Rockettes:

In my previous segment you saw how both Simply Irresistible and Rough Stuff featured choreographed dancers. Along with sex and vintage convertibles, choreography is the third most powerful tool in a video makers arsenal. Let's go back again to the golden age of video, 1982, and see early examples of this choreography:

At 3:52 when at last the choreography finally kicks in the video starts to exert its appeal. This video made Michael Jackson a star and his moves and videos all were about choreography. This video was really just a remake of Westside Story's elaborate opening scene gang choreography which made Westside Story a classic coming of age story for youth growing up in the early 1960s:

The choreography also doesn't come on til about 1:50. This made for more memorable scenes. Let's flash forward to the late 80s when Paula Abdul went from being a choreographer for the Los Angeles Lakers cheerleaders to a pop star:

Here, Paula Abdul's 1988 hit The Way That you Love Me was ALL about choreography and it ended up carrying her less than stellar singing talent all the way to the bank. The videos she created were visually crammed with lots of synchronous movement. Oh, yes, a few cars were thrown in for good measure.

Let's continue forward to the turn of the century, a young pop sensation named Britney Spears reaches the top of the charts with what else: sex and choreography. A great example can be found in the 1999 smash hit Oops! I Did it Again, which keeps the viewer entertained with synchronous movement:

Paula Abdul had better choreography, than Britney's video, and so this video relies a bit more on the whole Mars/Spaceman elaborate stage set for a bit more visual impact. The red jumpsuit is a great detail, as red and yellow wave-lengths of light (or in this case red & orange) when combined attract the human eye faster than any other color combination. So putting your lead singer in red is not a bad idea, if you can incorporate it easily into your video.

The backgrounds are really all just window dressing and unnecessary for a hit video. As you can see, choreography is a key element in successful music videos. Generally, mixing and matching elements we have covered so far is a sure-fire road to video success. Sex, Classic Convertibles & Choreography.

Katy Perry takes the convertible/sex combination route to success here with Teenage Dream:

Cheap as heck to film, since this one required no choreography needed at all. Almost anyone could make this video on a shoestring budget.

Seriously folks, this is the gospel truth to video stardom. It's not rocket science.

Let's review.

Here are your elements again:

1) SEX
2) CLASSIC CONVERTIBLE
3) CHOREOGRAPHY

Let's think up an example video:

A)Your lead singer, cruises around the (desert, beach, city nightlife) in a convertible.

B) He/she exits and arrives somewhere where there are lots of pretty women/men dancing around in synchronous movements.

That's it! You're done! Hit video-making was never easier. When in doubt, always add more than one element! Most videomakers try to mix and match at least two from the elements above. Do you see now how incredibly easy it is? Before you know it, you will be making music videos with the best of them. Many hit videos were filmed in a day or two on several thousand dollars expense. A convertible rental, some models/dancers hired for a day's worth of shooting and then it was all finessed back at a sound studio for packaging and public consumption. With today's video technology and editing, it's easier than ever to make a video that will climb the charts.

How to Make a Hit Music Video Hint: Sex More Sex & Rock & Roll (Robert Palmer, Adam Ant, Mister Mister)

2011-05-08T18:53:00.000-07:00

How do you make a successful music video? Since the dawn of the MTV or music television era, there has been one steady standby that works decade after decade. It's called SEX. Sex sells. Simply hire the most attractive models you can afford and have a choreographer come up with a few moves for them to perform in sync with your music. It's really simple and it works. Let's take a look at purist examples of this technique from the golden age

Here in 1988 Robert Palmer wasn't taking any chances there are enough women here to keep the eyes busy with Simply Irresistible. It spawned many imitations and while it was well received by males, it was considered a somewhat sexist and misogynist bit of video-making by the culture police.

Flash forward a few years later to 1990. Adam Ant, a familiar name from the early-80's British invasion, is trying to make a comeback. Following in the 'hire-the-sexiest models you can find' format he released Rough Stuff:

It was never as popular as Palmer's hit, but it is memorable for taking the style approach and just pushing the envelope. The full version which focuses on a lot of fit female pelvic motion was cut and considered too racy for 1990 music videos.

This basic approach to music video making is pretty inexpensive. A studio, some models, a make-up artist, and your talent are all that's needed to produce this style video and it almost always will capture a lot of the video viewing audience.

What's the second most popular gimmick in music video making? The classic convertible is the fall back for low-budget yet memorable video making. Tons of videos feature the artists cruising in a vintage convertible. Let's look at an example or two:

Here's 1985 and Mister Mister's hit Broken Wings:

That's now a timeless classic and inspired a whole ad campaign from Taco Bell a few years later which featured lots of classic convertibles, celebrities and tacos. That campaign revitalized the stale Taco Bell brand boosting sales all the way into the early 90s - here a 1994 commercial, even going so far as to imitating the convertible break down seen in Broken Wings:

This is in one way the triple hit: Sex, Cars and Food. Attractive young people in a convertible is a sure fire success tip for music video making. What...you don't believe me? C'mon do I have to prove it to you? Yep...I guess I do:

Yes, Rebecca Black's now infamous video, Friday, features the reliable convertible stand-by to video success. Had they used professional models instead of her friends who knows how popular it would have been?

There are literally thousands of other videos which feature these elements. I just wanted to show some of the purist examples.

Is any of this a substitute for raw talent? Heck no. This little curtain lift is just to reveal the time-worn gimmicks that hold people's attention and play on the human desire for love, affection and security which in their lowest common denominator forms manifest as SEX and POPULARITY.

Wikileaks' Julian Assange: Facebook: 'appalling spy machine'

2011-05-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

Julian Assange on Facebook

I revealed this some time ago. Recently, I have received a few email inquiries about why I can now be found on Facebook when I have so often railed against its use. The truth of the matter is this - I use Facebook quite differently than most do. My anonymity is still maintained and for all intents the SDAI-Tech1 presence on Facebook is a placeholder -just another means of distribution of data.

If you're on Facebook, you're on the grid. Your phone is tracking you and at any time someone can find you, wherever you are, in less than about 30 seconds, should someone want or need to find you.

The real shock of this is - you probably don't mind. You've already submitted to a total lack of privacy in regards to your life. The latest generations spend a lot of time INCREASING their exposure on social networks like Facebook and Twitter! They want perfect strangers to know when they are seeing a movie, or going to the bathroom, or what-have-you! They crave attention and electronic affirmation. So Facebook, like their cell phones, are like a second head and a third arm, respectively.

Millions don't care if their every action is recorded and known about and are happy someone is watching. This new generation practically begs for voyeurs and cyber-stalkers. They crave this affirmation of their very existence. So the pathos has reached a new crescendo and Facebook, Google and the government have very friendly relationships.

The overlapping of private and public sector creeps me out. The government has used Google and Facebook to do things it would never be permitted to do - to collect data they would never be able to collect - and certainly not so effortlessly.

It's too late. Most people are addicted to social networking and there is an incredible amount of peer pressure to place your life on line for all to see.

The real laugh is that Facebook even has privacy settings. Once that data is uploaded, it ceases to be private. What you read, what you watch and every little detail you choose to provide gives the government more than enough data for threat assessment and whether to probe even deeper into your life.

Death Picture of Osama Bin Laden, Drudge Report, Fox News & Donald Rumsfeld

2011-05-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

This issue has me nonplussed. What do people want to see the photos of a dead person for? Seriously? No matter what would be released, there are many who would say it's fabricated or photoshopped and they would be right.

We live in a very sick world. The Bin Ladens of the world were sick monsters because they did not value human life. In an eager race to see a corpse, those Americans and others who relish in his death find themselves one step closer to Bin Laden's sick mind set than they would ever care to admit. Yes, the world is a messed up place where people regularly visit sites that feature horrible imagery. Sites like Drudge Report make millions off of aggregating news and appealing to the lowest common denominator. Then we have Hannity on Fox News making some big deal about the photos and espousing the eye for an eye barbarism. What? After ten years you would think that the lesson of operation infinite justice, which begain in November of 2001, would have been learned.

We regularly get the Alexa reports to see what various nations are doing what and to keep a pulse on web traffic and basically, one can't go through those reams of data and not get depressed. It would be easy for me to point to the web itself as a medium for lowering the moral standards of the nation, but the truth is it's more complex than that. The web itself is an aggregate of cultural elements from video games to youtube videos. The emphasis on 'common' now really has been added to the lowest common denominator and this is what is now influencing larger and larger groups that before would have been isolated from these things.

Bin Laden is dead. No need to celebrate it. No need to embrace revenge - like the Koran itself does. An eye for an eye isn't what this was about, despite all the rhetoric to the contrary. This was about "asymmetrical threat elimination" as former Defense Secretary Rumsfeld might call it. When we took out Saddam, we did it for the same reason. It wasn't about revenge.

Revenge is stupid. It is. Why that person killed some people - let's kill him! That's not justice. That mindset fosters a society that slowly slides into the killer mindset. The video games, comic books, sick websites and all the rest pave the way for the west's next generations to become what they abhor - sick individuals who revel in violence and are numb to the worst forms of depravity.

Thor, Loki, Heimdall, Sif, Odin, The Rainbow Bridge, Einstein-Rosen Bridges & Wormholes

2011-05-02T18:48:00.000-07:00

Movies are interesting mediums of entertainment. Each, like all things in this infinite multiverse, provide varying degrees of value or meaning. The film Thor, which has just been released throughout most of the world and which will be released in the US this Friday, is on the surface a rather CGI-heavy interpretation of a second string Marvel comic book character, which itself was appropriated from Norse mythology.

Having watched two films this week, Atlas Shrugged and Thor, the theme would seem to be incredibly strong mythological characters. However, while watching Thor, I experienced a long deja-vu. For me this is a cue to take note of what is transpiring because it has important ramifications.

A deja-vu is an inter dimensional link - a Rainbow Bridge if you will and mine occurred just as the Rainbow Bridge in the film is destroyed.

You see, for those who set up their lifetimes in advance, deja-vu is like a marker, a link, which conveys a bit of needed data from one spectra to another. In the film Natalie Portman as Jane Foster is looking for Einstein-Rosen bridge, this strays from the comic book in which Jane Foster was a nurse. But this change served a definite purpose. In fact, this entire film had a message that will pass largely unrecognized. The message is each has this bridge within them.

Thor promises Jane he will tell her about the bridge she seeks. Then there is Heimdall, who oversees this bridge, and whom sees all and knows all that is transpiring. Each of us possess this ability to varying degrees, though at this time on Earth it goes entirely unrecognized and completely undeveloped. Everything in the multiverse is interlinked and one merely needs to develop the tools that link one bit of energy with another.

A telescope magnifies waves of light to bring one thing closer. In the future, telescopes will go much further than mere magnification of light waves. There will exist devices which can parse this light for subharmonic wave structures and actually recreate images of what it has been exposed to. Imagine what you could see if you were a ray of light passing through the universe. Well, someday, each wave of light will tell a story from galaxies and places no one can even begin to imagine.

Sure, I hear your thoughts. Fantasy. Speculation. Wishful thinking. The truth is I've seen these scopes and already used them. Because time is not linear in the truest sense.

Time is already a constant.

The past and future exist as infinitely diverse energy configurations.

Therefore, every possible future is already manifest. For a world such as Earth, being born in 1850 or 1950 or 2050 or any other time is quite easy to do when not chained to a physical body yet. One merely aligns a portion of one's component quantized field structures to the unique configurations of Earth at any of these points. One can live a lifetime in 3100 AD and return to be born again and live here in 2011 or 750 BC or whatever time period will afford the necessary lessons and growth one seeks out. Everyone on Earth is a time traveler. You are one too.

Heimdall may see all that occurs in the 9 realms, but there is truly no limit to such infinite sight. We are only limited by our own ability to interface with these things. A portion of the multiverse will always be invisible to us - for awhile anyways - and we will continue to increase this sight. So everyone is Heimdall and everyone can create their own Rainbow Bridges.

In our bodies, this time-space bridge is traversed by consciousness. The electrical signals in our brains oscillate with light speed - providing a connection between spectra and linking our indestructible energy fields with our temporary physical bodies.

If you have stumbled upon this posting it is because you are in some way compatible with what is found here. You may not think you are, but because you read these words - the harmonic compatibility had to exist with a portion of your consciousness.

My deja-vu happened for a reason - it prompted me to write this rather unusual entry so that others may increase their own true sight and recognize their own bridges that connect them with the rest of the infinite multiverse.

The Last Stand of Osama Bin Laden

2011-05-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

The President has released the news and the world now knows Osama Bin Laden is dead.

"We've got a GREEN code. We're going to get Bin Laden - inside Pakistan."

I look at what teams and men we have available for such an important mission and I pull one from Kabul, Afghanistan.

A 60 man team, usually reserved for large assaults on small targets, is suitable for an ambush on a surface structure. I review aerial footage of Rawalpindi from two camera carrying drones which reveal the compound Osama is supposed to be residing in. The Gunjmadi police station is holding some drug pushers - one of which narked Bin Laden's current location as exchange for his release. It appears most of the drug pushers know exactly where he is, probably because these sorts also smuggle medical supplies.

I review the building from all angles and decide that arrival by three modified Super Stallion MH-53E helicopters is the ticket. The structure can be surrounded quickly and Bin Laden will not have time to escape. The craft are in theatre.

A night time assault is the ticket and will give cover to our helicopters and we have a huge advantage in night fighting with our latest nightvision capabilities.

Operation Final Assault is a go. The helicopters make their way over the Pakistan Afghan border and feed from their cameras is arriving at Shamballa. The three Stallions are doing in excess of 220mph and are loaded with troops and weapons.

The choppers arrive simultaneously and surround the compound. Automatic weapons fire from Bin Laden's look outs is directed carelessly at one of the choppers. Return fire cuts him down instantly. The troops descend from the choppers under cover of strafing fire from the choppers themselves. Small arms fire is being returned by several windows and the familiar sound of AK-47s is heard in the distance.

The teams shoot in canisters of gas to provide additional cover and start moving forward, taking out a dozen or so jihadists that streamed out of the compound to fire on the troops.

They are so overpowered and overwhelmed that our troops enter in less than a minute. I see camera feeds of troops busting down doors and running up a flight of stairs. In less than two minutes, Osama is found in a room with several followers wielding AK-47's the followers and Osama are killed in an exchange of gunfire.

Osama Bin Laden - mastermind of multiple attacks on US interests is dead.

Note: The previous description is not guaranteed to be accurate as the exact circumstances, individuals and equipment used in the mission are classified above top secret and can't be officially (or unofficially) divulged. ;-)

Radiation Fallout Tornadoes, The Royal Wedding, Youtube Sensation Alexandra & Top 40 Billboard Music

2011-04-29T14:41:00.001-07:00

Lots going on in the world today! While we've been busy increasing public awareness about the I-131 induced tornadoes appearing all over the United States during the past month, the world has been focused on the Royal Wedding. I'm not much of an Anglophile and for me pomp and circumstance is fine in small doses, so I watched very little of the coverage. I'll probably watch some more later.

As I mentioned in a previous posting, I am very excited about a young woman with an amazing amount of talent, currently going mostly unobserved and unrecognized, named Alexandra. She is going to become a Youtube sensation, very soon hopefully, and her music will be heard alongside other TOP 40 billboard pop artists.

She is the first in the blogs NEW TALENT of the month category which will now be appearing in the sidebar. This is an effort to bring positive attention to those whose efforts inspire and and uplift society in whatever field of endeavor, from song-writing to poetry to what-have-you!

I know this blog is certainly not the blog one first comes to when one thinks about popular culture! Things change! ;-) I will be doing my best to promote those whose work, talent and inspiration deserve recognition. So here is another video from Alexandra:

I'm "Crazy" about her song and talent. I think she has wonderful abilities and I hope you all check out her video and will join me in trying to get her the attention she deserves. On Youtube, fistfights erupting in fast food restaurants can get hundreds of thousands of hits as the lowest common denominator gravitates towards the low end of the cultural "entertainment" spectra. From now on, mixed with the philosophy, futurism, science and politics - I will be promoting those whose efforts inspire and sit on the other side of that spectra and uplift and inspire viewers. So share this with others if you feel so inspired, never underestimate the power of a single individual action.

It's all frequency relationship, all cause and effect. We all make a difference and we all, literally, create the type of planet we want to live on by our words and deeds.

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Be Prepared for Radioactive Fallout Induced Tornadoes - Almost Anywhere in the the US

2011-04-28T17:58:00.001-07:00

The tornadoes are continuing to wreak havoc with the United States and more people are dying because people are not aware of the reason WHY these tornadoes are forming and why they are more intense than what has been experienced before.

The tornadoes are caused by I-131 now flooding the upper atmosphere over the United States. This radioactive waste adds energy to nearby water molecules in the upper atmosphere, increasing their mass/weight and causing condensation. This forms ice crystals and sets off tornadoes that are vicious, more powerful and longer lasting.

What's more this I-131 is causing tornadoes where weather conditions usually do not permit such formation. Places like California received tornadoes at the same time the I-131 arrived over the jetstream from the reactors.

Again - BE AWARE. Even places like Arizona are receiving the high winds caused by the passage of these upper atmospheric I-131 supercooled clouds. Given the right combination and intensity - a tornado can result in places where such is unheard of. This is what makes this so dangerous - a lack of preparedness. People need to be aware. The media hasn't been much helpful in publicizing the cause of these tornadoes. We're not sure why - possibly they are afraid some folks will sue TEPCO for damages? Whatever the reason, it's time for people to know the cause and BE PREPARED. Preparation will save lives. This will continue for sometime until the reactors are covered or the I-131 isn't pouring into the atmosphere at the rate of 7 tons per hour and being blown straight to the United States.

Spread the word. Share this via the social networks. The media has dropped the ball on this one and it's going to cost more lives before this is resolved.

Lawrence O'Donnell Serves Rush Limbaugh -Why? Religion!

2011-04-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

The Achilles heal of conservatism is the religious segment. Limbaugh's Easter Broadcast about Jesus was turned back on him by Lawrence O'Donnell of MSNBC, you can watch the video here on RCP.

This is a great example of why religion and politics don't mix. Watching Rush bluster about Jesus and then watching O'Donnell's almost sardonic joy in plastering him with their own book is a classic example of religious conservatism backfiring.

The truth is, the bible and conservatism don't mix. The bible is an almost entirely fictional book put together originally by two Greek scholars from the tales of an illiterate former Roman soldier who suffered from heat exhaustion added to tracts from the old Babylonian religion and its god named Jahweh, now renamed Jehovah.

Just as fundamentalist Islam creates a nightmare of ignorance in the Middle East, so do religious conservatives and their belief provide an equal growing nightmare in the United States. We've already had government by Christianity - it was called the dark ages and had a Holy See instead of a Supreme Court and had inquisitions instead of trials. There was no President only a Pope. It was a failure of the grandest scale and caused more murder, torture, suffering and poverty than anything seen before or since, excepting perhaps Stalin's pogroms.

Here we see the well educated O'Donnell relish in turning religion back at Rush. And why? Because Jesus was anti-materialism, what's more he was anti-church and was vehemently opposed to those who prayed in synagogues and temples. Jesus would be disgusted by every church-going Christian for not listening to his words. The scary thing is those who have actually read the bible from cover to cover know this. Churchgoers by their very actions illustrate they haven't read their own bible.

So when the religious right contaminate conservative politics with their mumbo-jumbo, it backfires. And before the religious right get all irate or call me godless, I know far more about true spirituality, the soul, heaven and hell than is contained in the bible. I know true morality and don't limit my list of sins to what Moses scrawled down on two rocks to impress followers and then proceed to pour molten gold down their throats when he catches them worshipping other gods than his own creation.

No, the bible is a book filled with violence, perversion, rape, molestation and murder - a classic image of the time it was written. It's various authors over the centuries failed to realize that the combining of these two tracts - the Babylonian Old Testament detailing the murderous, cruel exploits of Jahweh and the New Testament describing Jesus and his loving, merciful God didn't quite fit together - in fact such a merger is an epic fail of the grandest proportions and has been used to enslave the minds of billions of people over the past two thousand years.

And now MSNBC's O'Donnell can use the bible to justify taxing capital producers through the roof - because indeed, Jesus was against material possessions. Jesus was also against forcing people to do anything...but O'Donnell conveniently ignores that point.

If we all lived like Jesus wanted us to, there would be no government, no churches and we would voluntarily give our money and wealth to those in need.

I don't see that happening anytime soon. The liberals and socialists want their government and the power it gives them to loot and the religionists want the churches and the power it gives over the uneducated and well intentioned who misconstrue and reinterpret Jesus' words every single day in every church in the world.

It's time for conservatives to reclaim their agenda and distance the religious zealots and fanatics whose agenda is a disastrous one for the United States.

The Problem with Roger Simon's Pajamasmedia, Erickson's Redstate and Redneck Conservatism Media Outlets

2011-04-26T15:30:00.000-07:00

Here at Shamballa, I am forced to make many decisions that are unpleasant. One gets used to it, but it never gets any easier. I debated awhile on this one, but it's time for another curtain lift.

As a matter of professional courtesy, I usually have refrained from lifting curtains on the conservative side of the political aisle. Today, however, I will lift the curtains on a disturbing trend in conservative media.

I started blogging back in 2004 when President Bush was up for a close re-election battle. Knowing the money and agenda that was backing Kerry, and the dystopian reality that same money and agenda has now brought us with President Obama, I used my voice to help re-elect President Bush. Along the way, I posted on numerous websites, both liberal and conservative. Most of these sites were rather disappointing places where the conversation was always inflammatory and those who ran the sites were not necessarily...well...smart. However, clashes of wills and verbal tug-of-wars were par for the course in 2004 and these sites drew vast numbers of the lowest common denominator (LCD) from both parties who enjoyed nothing more that a shout-fest and a mudslinging session.

Here we are in 2011 and these sites have evolved somewhat and a number of conservative bloggers have grouped under Roger Simon's Pajamasmedia to preach to the choir and generate revenue simultaneously. Blogging isn't a high revenue occupation and so the concept of corralling talent and bringing them under one roof isn't unusual. Syndicates do it all the time. Of course it also creates a coherent message - an agenda, if you will.

However, as a conservative, I've watched the Republican Party slowly poisoned by the influence of what I'll call backwater burgs, whose grasp of conservative politics is centered on bible tales taught to these folks as children. This element is loud and vocal and the issue of abortion is a the epicenter of their conservative ideology and the politicians they support must pass this litmus test - a religious one.

Well, religionists and intellectuals have the tiniest of crossover. It's hard to be really smart and religious. It's hard simply to be well read and religious. So, by default, the folks being put up for office by these backwater political machines are religious rubes who are clueless about economics, world affairs, history, objective reasoning...and the list goes on and on. They turn off, not just liberals, but many conservatives too, from California to New York.

This is the problem with Pajamasmedia and the Redstate type political jawflapping machines and as time passes they have been largely responsible for furthering candidates who were not intelligent, unelectable and merely religionists entering politics.

The conservative movement has suffered as a result. Obama was able to be elected because no good conservatives, without a lot of religious baggage, could be found and McCain, who is the epitome of whats wrong with career politicians, was doomed to lose.

Flash forward to 2011. Pajamasmedia and the rest of the slicker backwater political machines are already taking potshots at Donald Trump. Why?

It's real simple Trump isn't backwater enough for them. He's certainly not a bible
thumper and is a city-dweller.

Sakes alive! With all those pretty wimmen around him...he might even secretly have paid for an abortion!

So let's make it clear now. A choice between socialist "liberal" politicians who don't understand capital generation and who pander to the poor and uneducated and the religious, "conservative" politician who is solely beholden to the religionists that made it possible for him to run - is no choice at all. Both are Epic fail.

So if you read junk attacking Trump already, you'll know why. If you wonder why the last batch of conservative Presidential candidates was a bust, you'll know why.

Religious conservatives are conservative only as pertaining to their religion of choice. Keeping church and state separate is imperative and these organizations have poisoned the conservative well and keep throwing their hat in with losers that meet that one criterion - anti-abortion. Fanaticism is a scary thing and even though I myself am opposed to abortion - I would much rather see someone like Trump in office, who has some measure of experience with generating capital, even if I found out he had stock in a health clinic that performed abortions.

These bible belt media outlets have outlived their usefulness. They are now keeping qualified candidates from office and are anathema to conservatives who want to see America led by someone with a real, working brain.

It's time for intelligent Americans to elect someone who has the intelligence to restore America - not just someone who will tell his fellow pew-warmers that he will repeal Roe vs. Wade.

They say a conservative is unelectable without being sold to the hordes of religious southerners that are the largest block of conservatives. If such is the case our nation is doomed. Forever. Game over. If Roger Simon's Pajamasmedia, Erick Erickson's Redstate and other religious-centric conservative propaganda outlets are permitted to torpedo Trump, or some other electable candidate in favor of their theocratically screened selections - we are doomed to four more years of Soros/Obama and a third world America.

I don't want to see that and neither do you.

Sneak Preview of the Future

2011-04-23T18:00:00.000-07:00

Here you get a sneak preview of the future. Not just in the way humans think, or the understandings that make their life that much more complete, but also in the technological future that is to come about in the next 50, 100 and even 1000 years.

Today, I am going to give you a big peek. The world needs this now, when the economies of the world are failing and the masses are disillusioned. So today, you all will get a sneak peek at Project Atlas:

What is Project Atlas? It is only the most revolutionary event in the history of the world in the past 15,000 years (give or take a few). Project Atlas details a map for near limitless clean power generation - with no radiation, pollution or harmful byproducts. The world will make a new gargantuan leap forward that will make the atomic/rocket age appear laughable. Children two hundred years from now will look back on this time as a technological dark ages. No clean power, no electronic medicine and no scientific understanding of the human soul - when man didn't even know what he was!

Yes, while I know many of you would just like to hear the juicy technological details, my job and my position requires this new knowledge be tempered with wisdom and intelligence. Nuclear power when understood was quickly perverted into a weapon. Most new technologies find themselves used in such capacities by those who wish to wield power over their fellow man.

Balance. All life is balance. Every day of our lives we are constantly trying to attain balance. We sleep when we are tired. Eat when we are hungry. Earn income when we need money. Heal when we are injured. So an introduction of this sort of immense power and drastic change requires an equally big improvement in human understanding. In other words, humanity can't handle Project Atlas if it does not make a measurable movement upwards. What good is more power if it only is used to wage more wars or enslave others? What good is introducing new technologies only for them to become a great burden on man - not a blessing. Since 1945 the world has lived in fear of atomic bomb warfare. This fear still lingers and the threat of some unhinged individual, group or nation using these weapons to mass murder other humans is very real and has actually increased over the past 20 years, as portions of the world that are not as developed or educated have access to these technologies.

That is why the activism we see in the world today is a good thing. I see people, young and old who are hungrily waiting this change in the world. You see, they set up to incarnate at this time in history to be a part of this. There is no fate, no chance - all events are cause and effect and when seen in the naked light of truth - simply energy motions following specific principles of energy.

Everyone needs to understand what their soul really is - a field of infinite, indestructible energy. They need to understand that everything they think they know about the way life works is wrong. We are not simply biological organisms, we are regenerating fields of energy so complex and with literally an infinite amount of subharmonic wave form structures. We live in an infinite universe and even the sub-components of an infinite universe ARE infinite. You, yes you reading this, right now - you are eternal. You are immortal. You are energy which has recorded within its structures infinitely complex algorithms which determine the way you think, behave and feel. Once this knowledge becomes commonplace, the world will change.

Why?

Because most of humanity act out of fear. They fear death. They fear poverty. They fear loneliness. They fear being unloved. These fears are based in ignorance. There is no death. Each soul that has died and will die on this world will come back on this world and many others - because a soul is a field of energy and it, through field principles will be drawn back to a fetus to continue and re manifest all that it is.

Yes, for some this will all be metaphysical mumbo jumbo. The nuances of field mechanics of all atomic structures is not taught in the schools or universities, nor is anyone taught that their life is all about manipulating fields of energy.

Now you know. You can think about it. You can ask that small voice within - and ask it... "What the heck is he talking about!?" It will answer you very quietly. It will tell you that yes...your soul is indeed a field of energy and it is constantly finding balance with it environment - and its past recorded data will seek balance as well. So let's say two people die in a fire in their past lives *yes, we all have past lives too) and one of these individuals becomes a fireman and the other a smoker and both are finding unique ways to try and balance positively the wave forms stored with a negative bias. These experiences are fields too and so they are drawn magnetically to the imbalanced field of experience.

Think about your life. What do you desire? If you analyze it this desire is proportionate to a corresponding imbalance. If you desire love it is because you feel unloved and these negative waveforms seek balance. If you feel friendless you will seek out friends for the same reason. If someone wants to change the world - its because they have, in their pasts, sat back and couldn't care less about it. So now all these impulses are driven by waveforms of imbalanced energy. Life here for most people is day after day of acting on these impulses trying to find balance. However, because they are unaware of the science behind it they often mess up - and make things worse. The smoker gets sick and dies again. Instead of balancing that past life of dying in the fire of smoke inhalation - he has simply found a way to repeat it and ends up creating even more of an imbalanced field.

Finding positive in all we do is the secret to a constructive life.

This is what mankind needs to know and start to live with daily, the knowledge that can turn unhappiness into happiness - without requiring a single outside change in the world about them. Self-development is why we are here. I'm just a field of energy here chatting to you all. Oh, I have a body - but it's just a shell. My fields are directing it and transmitting this data into this blog for you to read. My own pasts drive me to find positive ways to use technology and to help sentience evolve. So this is my own way of finding balance and that is why I am going on and on about this before getting into the rest.

If you have been patient this long and have absorbed even a small portion of what I was trying to convey here, and how important it is to your future, then your future is already altered - in a very good way.

Atlas carries the heavens on his shoulders. He was a Titan and after losing a battle with the Olympians found himself so burdened. Project Atlas utilizes the heavens to provide power for the Earth. This power is obtained by using the Earth's enormous, constantly regenerating electromagnetic field for power:

Our planet has a molten iron core. When hit by the sun's radiation it takes on a charge and generates a field of energy - an electromagnetic field. This field is fed twenty-four hours a day by incoming solar radiation. Tapping this electromagnetic field for power is what Project Atlas is all about. By converting a portion of the electromagnetic field into electrical energy, the planet will have enough power to do almost anything. This is the long awaited "Star Trek" level of technology. This is when you actually can create force fields and phasers and all the rest. The reason those shows seem so real and struck such a nerve is because those technologies do exist in the future.

When this project began, I joked with some of the engineers that it might be called project Pandora if misused. And like Pandora, the world would curse the day the endless energy box was opened. Walt Disney depicted atomic power as a great genie that could do good or evil. This new power has the same awesome potential.

Spread the word - the future of Earth, your future, is brighter and more wonderful than even your most fantastic dreams.

I know because...I've seen it.

The Radiation Problem - Poisoning Us All.

2011-04-19T15:58:00.000-07:00

The radiation problem is still with us and the lid of suppression is being used to keep most of the public in the dark. The milk being produced in the west coast, particularly the Pacific-Northwest is already irradiated with I-131.

In the last entry you read the exclusive on how I-131 is influencing the weather and acting as a tornado seeder.

It's doing all sorts of things, but no one is paying too close attention. Once in the food chain as milk it enters into cheeses, yogurt, whip cream all other dairy products and then into things like TV dinners and frozen entrees which use cheese. We detected radiation from whipped cream that was about twice the level of normal background radiation and releasing lots of beta particles.

The truth is, the farmers can't separate the radioactive particles from the milk. How could they unless they had an elaborate and costly scanning process in place, So samples are tested and as long as they don't exceed the FDA's limits - are shipped out and put into the human food chain. The government is pretending, and a portion of the scientific community is going along, that all this I-131 is mostly harmless and are not taking hardly any measures to protect the public.

The EPA has monitoring stations up and a website where one can obtain the latest background radiation readings. Unfortunately, if you check the dates - much of the collection data is for periods before the radiation arrived and in places like Hawaii, the Beta particle count has been offline and is not "fixed" yet. Which is, of course, to suppress fear from extremely spiked rates. In Hawaii Cesium 134 (half life about 2 years) and Cesium 137 (half life 30 years) have ALSO been detected in the milk samples tested. None of this should be allowed to be consumed by humans or permitted in the food chain. Many of these particle become imbedded in bone cells and if you live in Hawaii, you should definitely scan your food with a Geiger counter before consuming.

Officials are not suggesting anyone scan their food for radioactivity with Geiger counters or take ANY protective measures at all. That's... well, stupid. The ignorance is bliss approach will lead to new cancer cases, particularly in areas of the west coast and Hawaii most saturated with the I-131. If it lands on the grass that cows eat, it is also inhaled by the masses living in a region. It is in the water you bathe with and drink and it is in the milk and the food chain. All this radiation in addition to the normal background radiation means in some areas of the United States they are going to be receiving a significant spike in beta particle exposure. Eye irritation and lung irritation seem to be a common complaint among many at this time - and this is natural. If a particle of I-131 is inhaled into the lung or lands in the eye - it is going to cause irritation as its beta particle release bombards surrounding tissue. The body's defense mechanisms will kick in and coughing, sneezing, eye-watering will result.

You hear a lot about the 8 day half life. That I-131 loses half its potency in 8 days. This is true - but still that is only half its potency. And the real problem is the event is ongoing - fresh I-131 evaporating out of the containment chamber is constantly arriving. So we are being cumulatively poisoned with I-131 with no end yet in sight. Our suggestion to cover the reactors and redirect this I-131 into the seas was rebuffed, which of course is yet another stupid decision and the US should take a strong stand and insist our suggestion is put into place- because the winds are blowing all this I-131 straight towards the US every single day. We receive more than many nearby nations surrounding Japan - simply because the wind blows it across the Pacific to us.

The danger of course is highest for the smallest and youngest among us - the children. They also consume the most milk and can't protect themselves from anything.

Demand action. Demand that food irradiated be kept from the foods infants consume. Demand that the Japanese cover the reactor and redirect the I-131 into the ocean. Demand that more food products be checked for radiation contamination. You should invest in a Geiger counter, regularly check your meals for contamination. As the rain of I-131 keeps falling down on our crops and being inhaled into our lungs and ingested as we eat and drink, the radiation levels will increase exponentially.

Help spread the word. The threat is very real and will get worse in the weeks and months ahead if the reactors aren't covered.

241 Tornados in 72 Hours - The Real Cause: Radioactive Fallout

2011-04-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

Okay, here is the place the world comes to for the curtains to be lifted and today we will lift them. We have seen 241 tornadoes in 72 hours over the United States - a new record.

Why? Why are their so many and why are they so potent? The answer has to do with the nuclear fallout in the planet's atmosphere from the Fukushima reactor complex meltdown. The radioactive iodine 131 (I-131) is, for all intents, acting as a tornado cloud seeder. Starting in the 1950s silver iodide was used to seed clouds and generate rain. The silver iodide promoted condensation and super cooling of water nuclei from the vapor phase and turning them into heavier water droplets and, higher up, ice crystals.

What we are seeing over the US is extremely polarized weather induced by these radioactive particles which are interfering with the Earth's natural climate system. The I-131 is emitting radiation that condenses these water gases by adding energy to the nearby water molecules. This energy transfer adds weight to these water molecules. When this happens in the upper atmosphere the water condenses into ice crystals and the polarity of these condensed (cold) positively charged nuclei collide with lower atmospheric negatively expanded (warm) charged nuclei and induce an energy vortex - a tornado.

Tornadoes are vortices of energy created when atmospheric conditions of two opposing polar energy masses collide (+ and -). Like the pull of a magnet, these two suddenly generate a great force. Here on earth, we get to see these tornadoes manifest when hot and cold air collide. Polarization now induces a high frequency flow of energy,creating an energy vortex. It is the same reason we freeze superconducting rings to absolute zero so they produce almost no resistance for electricity. The I-131 is supercooling parts of the upper atmosphere and some of the planet's atmospheric energy (a byproduct of sunlight and our planet's electromagnetic field) is now released as tornadoes. It sounds complex, but it is actually very simple:

Radiation always speeds things up. Radiation is energy. A radioactive particle has a potent quotient of energy it releases. When enough of them gather in the atmosphere, it promotes condensation. This is why California was hit with a big storm just as the radiation from the reactor reached the west coast. This is why this tornado season is the worst in history and why tornadoes are appearing in places they usually do not.

Be on your guard. This will not be a normal weather season. All over the Earth more extreme weather conditions will be spawned by the radiation release into the atmosphere. It is hard to imagine that particles so tiny, they cannot be seen with the naked eye, can cause so much devastation and damage - but they can.

Here at SDAI, we had done some post nuclear attack simulations and analysis that took into account these weather altering fallout ramifications. If more fallout is released from the reactors, things will only get worse. This is why those reactors need to be covered and the radiation redirected into the seas ASAP. 7 tons of water per hour is being poured in to cool the spent fuel containment chamber. This water is irradiated and the result is a blend of steam with these radioactive particles entering the Earth's atmosphere - at a rate of several tons an hour! The responsibility to protect the masses from things not understood falls upon the scientific community. Personally, I have been very disappointed with the results. I am disappointed in TEPCO, who must now realize their company is effectively already bankrupt. I am disappointed in the Japanese government for not taking charge. I am disappointed more folks are not using their minds to protect and serve humanity.

So, that's the scientific explanation regarding the massive quantity of tornadoes.

Push for more knowledge. Knowledge is power. Knowledge gives you power to protect yourself and protect humanity from the unknown. Demand background radiation readings in your local paper, right alongside the temperature, around your neighborhood - whether you have nearby reactors or not. Push for more science in schools. Right now we have never been so backward in our goals. We need a healthy manned space program - we need more scientific research. We need electronic medicine to replace outdated chemical treatment techniques. We need power generation technologies that use the global capital of human genius.

Stagnation is retrogression.

Ayn Rand's Atlas Shrugged Film Released Today.

2011-04-15T14:51:00.001-07:00

Atlas Shrugged is one of the most important films released in the past quarter century. The anti-socialism message is so important to a world needing to generate enough capital to offer everyone a measure of wealth.

It's getting a small release and will be crucified by liberal reviewers whose parasitic worldview will be threatened, but that's par for the course. If you haven't read Atlas Shrugged, go ahead and do it. You will not regret it. Even if you don't agree with the philosophy expressed entirely, it is one of the few books that really open up the eyes and demonstrate how the handout is actually immoral when compared to the creation of capital and how those who rail against selfishness are the most selfish of all because they want to keep a portion of humanity dependent upon others.

I, naturally, see beyond even this view and understand the past-life circumstances that bring about negative circumstances, but Rand's message isn't really selfishness it is self-development. Had she chosen this word she could have easily avoided the stigma that has been associated with "selfishness" and people would have more clearly understood her true message - which is everyone is here to develop themselves and become as skilled and intelligent as they can be, and that no person has the right to demand another care for them or provide for them, much less have a third party demand that someone else provide for another.

In more advanced worlds, the people all understand this self-development and how it truly is the secret to infinite abundance.

So...see and support the film. Read the book, if you have not and see it in the context of bettering the human race and the entire planet - making each person the best that they can be and taking responsibility for their own circumstances.

Pretend This is a Normal Blog: CISCO SYSTEMS FLIP, DANCING WITH THE STARS! GLEE! CHUCK! REBECCA BLACK!

2011-04-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

Here we go! This ought to be fun! Today, we're going to pretend like this is a normal blog. I'm just going to chat about some banal stuff and fill up my Japanese Syndicate's weird contractual requirements! (Shhhh. Pretend I didn't just say that!)

Okay...hmmm...what is CISCO Systems thinking about giving the Flip the axe? Or did they give the Flip the Flip? I don't know. I do find it funny that I purchased one of these things and now it is being discontinued. It actually isn't half bad, so I don't know what the problem is? Sales not that good? Unlike almost all of CISCO Systems products the Flip was the only one that didn't smell like burnt Chinese plastic when I opened the box.

Dancing with the Stars! I never thought I would be discussing any of these shows, but here goes nothing. So...who are you rooting for? Ralph Macchio? Kirstie Alley? My gosh but it's going to be an exciting thing to watch.

GLEE! I've never seen an episode, but supposedly it's about a glee club in HS that sings lots of old songs worse than the way they were originally sung and yet they compete with other schools or something. I don't know what to say. This must be captivating entertainment! I don't think my high school even had a glee club. Maybe they did? Maybe they competed? Maybe they ripped off 1/4 century old songs and sung them to elevator music? I just don't know.

Okay...I think I've covered my contractual obligations. But I better throw in some more of this before I wrap up.

Anyone seen Chuck? A show where some guy gets the CIA database stuck in his head from an email sent to him. Sure it's insanely impossible. But is it entertaining? I watched two or three episodes from the 1st season some years ago which were tolerable (some blonde Australian actress named Yvonne [????] plays a CIA agent) and now one episode from the this latest season and it's...well it's now really awful. The writers must've changed somewhere along the way.

Let's see...popular culture...popular culture...

Netflix? Showtime? Vevo or Viva? Oh...I got it! FRIDAY FRIDAY! Rebecca Black!
I watched the video. Some girl is singing a song about Friday. Woohoo! Definitely the highlight of human popular culture for 2011. Warhol was right. 15 minutes for everyone. Maybe now it's down to 5 minutes.

Okay.

That's it.

I'm out of here!

Normal SDAI blog operations will be back with the next post.

The Donald Trump Dilemma

2011-04-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting at the head of a long conference desk, made of a solid piece of teak, here in Sub-level 18. This room is one of the world's most secure. Joining me here are folks who shall remain nameless, but are part of the powers that be. Billionaires, industrialists of some merit and some unofficial and official representatives from certain allied nations of the United States - both free and otherwise.

We are discussing the future, particularly the potential candidacy of Donald Trump for President. Everyone wants something. Tax breaks, loopholes, foreign aid, preferential treatment of one kind or another and much, much more. Everyone wants to know how the land will really lay.

Pointed questions are asked of me. I sit back and listen.

"Is Trump electable as President?"

"I think over the past quarter century we have proven that almost anyone is capable of being elected to that particular office."

"Would you make him privy to SDAI assets as was Bush and other Republican Presidents?"

"Of course."

"What about his skeletons? I don't want to invest and then have it all go to hell!"

"I'm sure he has some. Lord knows, Obama does and all the previous residents have had them. The key is, as it has always been, in suppressing them. Our researchers found a huge surge in people who are willing to try out someone like Trump. He is electable and with a little help can easily defeat Obama and his backer Soros."

"What about that Fox interview? Is he really going to put tariffs on Chinese goods? And is he going to militarize the border with Mexico?"

"I can't speak for Trump, but I'm sure he will explore those ideas. I'm sure he will receive lots of discouragement. Though, for the record, both ideas are doable - if handled properly and with the right people - such as yourselves - backing him up. Our data shows the decline is exponentially accelerating in all industries and the long term setbacks Japan now faces will only empower China more quickly. Confucius has a saying that is most important to remember: 'Balance is the perfect state of still water. Let that be our model. It remains quiet within and is not disturbed on the surface.' We do not have balance with China right now - or with Mexico and we need to find that balance quickly before the tempest destroys our nation."

I look at the various faces as I speak. Impassive, pugnacious, determined, resistant, pretentious, disinterested and rabid.

"You promised releasing a new power source. Will it threaten the oil industry?"

"Not in the immediate future. Oil will be needed for a long time to come and since your industry has perfected price manipulation regardless of circumstances, I am certain a new technology, even after its introduction, will not dent oil prices further than what they were...say... in 2003. This should still be more than enough for you to keep making trillions of dollars. And this technology will still be marketed and sold. It will not be a gift and most of the world will still run on oil for many decades to come. Your great-grandchildren will still all be richer than Midas from oil revenues."

I laugh to take the tension out of the room. Materialists here are all overshadowed to a greater degree and I have the advantage of seeing these spectres as they try to manipulate their hosts. Achieving a favorable outcome for the United States is of paramount importance. Trumps oft-quoted line about the US becoming a 3rd world country is not a joke. From population composition, to education, to infrastructure expenditures the US has been flushed down the toilet over the past twenty-five years. QOL has been going down in the US since 1989-90, not ironically, at the same time the Berlin Wall fell and corporate interests started bailing out on the US for other fortunes to be made around the world, particularly with the fall of communism.

"What's the downside?"

"If this were even 6 years ago, I would tell you about potential instability, global unrest and such - but the truth is, right now, there is no downside. We are already experiencing it. It's the fourth quarter and the ball is at our 10 yard line. We have to make a Hail Mary pass, because in 15 years - or less - the game's over. Not just for the USA either - for USA, Mexico, all of North & South America actually, most of Europe and, believe it or not Asia and China will be struggling too. The data points to a total collapse of industry, development and the outbreak of a small world war three by 2020, primarily financed by resource seeking nations and A-bomb wielding theocracies, if the US, Europe and western interests keep on their downward paths. We will no longer be able to protect our allies as we have done for over half a century."

I let that line sink in, because the bottom line is we are protecting the Saudi royal family, Europe and more. Once the US pulls out - as evidenced by the Libyan fiasco, the world just twiddles it's thumbs and those with the largest arms will rule.

The meeting adjourns after some other unimportant discussions. Most of the various individuals are escorted back to their jets, leaving me alone with Thor, Tech2 and a few others. Thor turns to me.

"What the hell do you REALLY think?"

"You don't want to know what I really think."

"Have you even met Trump?"

"Nope."

"We're screwed aren't we?"

"It was irreversible after that bastard Paulson from Goldman Sachs bent Bush's ear, and before that when they decided to manipulate real estate prices to make up for China making all our goods. We should have let the banks fail."

"But China would've swept in."

"That would be fine. This just crippled the economy further. China still holds the debt, but the people are poorer and the banks - they're still liquid on the taxpayers dime and they're now investing those same dollars overseas! It was total BS. Bush's worst decision was listening to Paulson and not consulting us."

"The banks wouldn't let him not do it. They painted the horror story of total collapse."

"Yes, but it would have been THEIR total collapse...now it's America's"

"I know...goddamn it. Jesus, I hope Trump can perform miracles."

"Me too."

Understanding the Severity of our Nuclear Predicament.

2011-04-01T19:37:00.000-07:00

The world has some serious problems to face ahead regarding the plethora of nuclear power plants now in use.

This will be a bit technical and dry for some, but I will try to keep it simple enough for a layperson to get a handle on.

The reactors in the US and around the world are structurally decaying.

The reason for this decay is because the storage ponds have been storing more spent fuel than they were designed to hold. In many instances, this is twenty or thirty times the amount they were originally designed to hold. The containment vessels were designed to withstand a certain level of bombardment of the spent fuel and right now most reactors are exceeding their design capacity and the result is the containment vessels are decaying more rapidly and because many reactors were already built with a "we'll figure that out later" mentality (brilliant, right?) many reactors are going to be compromised a lot faster than anyone ever expected. Our analysis indicates this same structural decay is what caused the pond damage to the Fukushima plants in Japan which are less than 40 years old.

Nuclear reactor engineering is a very precise science - but it is executed with an unacceptable amount of variables. Spent fuel rods release specific quantities of radiation in various environments. In water cooled reactors, heavy water cooled reactors and other special mixes (mercury, liquid metals, etc.) spent fuel releases a fixed quantity of radiation per hour, which now bombards the coolant and has both a specific thermal impact upon the surrounding materials and a whole array of nuclear effects.

In the fifties, materials were tested extensively in regards to how they reacted to radiation and suitable blends of concrete and other elements were used for shielding. You have baryte concrete, a few exotic blends and plain old Portland cement being used most often as the biological barrier. However, with the increase of spent fuel stored in the ponds WAY over the designed and intended use - even the most durable concrete shielding now grows BRITTLE and loses TENSILE strength at a much faster rate due to radiation absorption and heat. This, in a nutshell is the problem with our reactors. They are drowning in spent fuel which is weakening their containment chambers - just like the weakened Fukushima storage pond that cracked during the Earthquake. That reactor and those pools were designed to withstand a 9.0 Earthquake. The fact that it didn't is because the concrete containment chamber had become too brittle over decades of spent fuel storage over the designed capacity and when the tsunami wave hit - it cracked like an eggshell and plutonium and other extremely dangerous contaminants have been seeping out.

Why?

Why are the world's reactors drowning in dangerous spent fuel rods? This is because no safe way of transporting them has ever been conducted. All means of transferring a spent fuel unit were failures and had to be abandoned. Somehow, even "radiation proof" chambers could not keep the rods from seeping radiation out onto the trucks and drivers that drove them. Scientifically, the nuclear community couldn't explain and didn't quite understand what was going on and why the radiation was getting out and it was simply too dangerous to keep experimenting with them (and it threatened to generate horrible press because some of this testing went down around the same time as Three Mile Island) so they basically gave up on transport and disposal.

Basically, this is insanity. But we are stuck with it.

Yes, we have created a terrifying situation that the general public wasn't well educated enough to understand. And those in the industry want to keep making money and so everyone tried to ignore it. Well, the cat's out of the bag and we have reactors from coast to coast - including the inactive ones - that are drowning in spent fuel - each and every one are literally Fukushima's in the making.

What's going to happen?

Well, eventually these reactors are going to leak - not just a little bit, but a lot. So we need to maintain a public awareness of the background radiation at varying distances from our nuclear plants (and not just the corporate entities having this information and concealing it - but the public as well) With this info you will quickly know which reactors are already compromised. 50 years from now probably 50 percent of our plants will need containment reinforcement. 100 years from now probably *all* of them will need it because they will be seeping radiation including plutonium and thorium and a host of other nastiness that will have poisoned the ground water tables and much of the surrounding areas. It is quite likely 15-20 percent of our nuclear reactors need retrofitting NOW.

We need the power. We need to keep this nation electrified. But what we really need is a new technology. We will be introducing some new technologies in time for the 2012 election and we will get a candidate elected who will make these things happen. Who will be smart. Who will address the problems and not be afraid to deal with industry.

Don't read this as an assault on the nuclear power industry. The people in charge today inherited this situation - just like the TEPCO workers.

However, now we need to be smart and address it. We need to accept the reactors in place, strengthen and retrofit ones that are seeping radiation and employ people to find new and better ways to contain existing reactors.

The new power technologies coming in the near future will make the US TRILLIONS of dollars and will technologically take the US off of the oil standard. The US will not fall second to China in 15 years. The US will rebuild its infrastructure - which is desperately needed. We will continue to lead the way in technology, architecture - and in quality of life.

We can only do this if we do not sell out our country with poor leadership and corrupt educational systems. We also can't leave our borders open to an uneducated 3rd world country and let our nation bleed to death economically and intellectually.

US Covert Action in Libya, Al Qaeda & Obama

2011-03-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

I always get a kick out of these things. Well, usually I do. Obama has apparently signed off on covert action in Libya. This is rather fascinating to me, of course, because there already has been US covert action in Libya for months.

The real truth here is by publicly declaring the potential of covert action against Gaddafi, the people are supposed to rally around and give three cheers for the rebels and hope that Gaddafi gets the knife. However, I cant sign off and drink that Kool-Aid right now. We have active Al Qaeda in Libya and some of the very same terrorists and mercenaries there that are leading the Rebels. In essence, the rebels fighting to take over Libya are Al Qaeda and the government they would set up would not look like a democracy - quite the contrary - we would see Libya emerge as Afghanistan or Pakistan with all the billions of dollars yearly oil assets funneled to Al Qaeda.

This is serious folks. This is not a game. That oil money really represents future atomic bomb purchases. Al Qaeda must be denied and subsequently President ~~Soros~~ Obama must not be allowed to cede Gaddafi's Libya to Al Qaeda. The Rebels in Libya are not the mass uprising in Egypt. Same is true with half the other uprisings in the Sunni led nations which have been bought and paid for on Soros' dollar.

So don't buy into the rhetoric. Don't buy into the hype. This is one the US will win when Gaddafi stays in power. Otherwise we have to not only dispose of Gaddafi, but of the largest groups of the rebels when its all over - a bloodbath the likes no one wants to see. Arming Al Qaeda mercenaries is the most insane notion to come out of Obama's WH yet - which is saying quite a lot.

Like I mentioned in a previous post, this is Manchurian Candidate territory - for real. The future of the economy of the world depends largely on the free markets remaining free. It depends upon radical fundamentalists being denied oil wealth. Look at Iran - the first they do is start building reactors and trying to create weapons grade uranium by hiring the service and products of Russian and North Korean nuclear specialists. If you think the fallout from Japan is scary - just wait until a real nuke goes off in a major western city courtesy of Al Qaeda.

The rebels (Al Qaeda) are losing in Libya because covert forces *are* already active. So when you read newspaper reports of the rebels getting their rears kicked - its because Al Qaeda and the mercenaries hired by Soros and his associated are losing - just as they lost in Iraq. Gaddafi's government is repressive and tyrannical. But compared to Al Qaeda or a Taliban style government he is almost harmless as a fruit fly.

Don't let the media snow you. Don't be suckered into believing all these revolutions in the middle east are real or are about Democracy and freedom - far from it. Most of the revolutions underway are paid for by anti-western interests using the most illiterate expendable mercenaries, in an effort to depose governments that currently are pro-western in their outlook. The truth is, many of these nations need an iron fist ruling them because the residents are inherently savage and violent. Not everyone is ready for democracy - many are anathema to democracy and are simply not intelligent enough to earn the right to have an equal say in the welfare of others - because they don't care about others.

Government by the consent of the governed is fine when the people are somewhat caring regarding others welfare. When you have individuals who can blow up thousands or millions of civilians without a second thought and whom strap explosives on to children - you have a whole new class of violent people who must live subject to the rule of force - government by force. In the Middle East and Africa you have such conditions and democracy will not be effective in these regions anytime soon.

Träumerei oder Albtraum? More Radiation and Fallout From Japan.

2011-03-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

The number 3 reactor of the Fukushima plant has a breach to the core and, as expected, has probably been seeping far more radiation than the "experts" and Japanese government have admitted. This whole scene is like something of a nightmare for those caught up in it and for the rest its sort of like a daydream, happening far away and something they think they can ignore.

In the United States, the radioactive particles are in the air over most of the continental US now and you probably have noticed other pollutants as well. More people are coughing, sneezing, experiencing lung irritation and watering eyes. I know - I've got my index finger on the pulse of the hospital admissions and complaints from states in the path of the fallout. While much has to do with a late-blooming allergy season - the truth of the matter is we are all being exposed to minute amounts of certain reactor coolant chemical particulates - not just radioactive Cesium, Strontium and Iodide. These are creating lung irritation.

Again, my previous guidelines for protecting yourself still are advisable. Until those reactors are sealed or completely contained the radiation and pollution is going to travel here. Unlike Chernobyl, where Europe suffered the most pollution and contamination, in this instance we (in the USA) are first in line for the particulate fallout. So stay indoors, as much as reasonably possible, until these things are no longer spewing contaminants. It's being played as 'business as usual' and it is a reminder that this administration is the absolute worst in recent history - worse even than the Clinton administration.

Obama is fighting the "good" (quotes ARE THERE for a reason) guys in Libya and supporting Al Qaeda and as I mentioned a few days ago, the self-same insurgents who were blowing up US troops in Iraq and Afghanistan!

Only Obama and Soros could create such a sick situation. Call your Congressman and Senator and demand a cessation to this unauthorized and completely, counter-productive action. Libyan rebels are Al Qaeda - we are fighting in Afghanistan to PREVENT these folks from ruling. Gaddafi appears like a saint next to these fundamentalist mercenaries who are the absolute worst people we would ever want ruling Libya and controlling Libyan oil!

Obama will be out shortly. His reign has been disastrous. While the average US IQ is dropping dramatically (and subsequently the knowledge of global affairs alongside them) those who still have these understandings have a responsibility to educate others and vote wisely in the next elections. There is no more margin for error for those who want their children to earn at least 25k a year after 2020. Yes, the salaries are going to be dropping, the unemployment ripple from the Tsunami will reach the US this summer - by July. The economic downturn is going to be disastrous and is precisely why Obama/Soros must be contained and politically/economically castrated to avert further damage to billions of people throughout the world.

If used properly, this disaster can be a new beginning. A fresh awakening for the West. Wisdom can be gained and those who will incur health problems or economic distress will demand changes to the status quo. Real progress can no longer be kept on hold - while millions play video games and waste their lives. Technology must move ahead or the video game players will wake up from their daydreams to a startling nightmare when the next nuclear disaster or attack takes away their electricity, their home and quite possibly their lives. Watching the confusion in a nation as organized as Japan reminds one just how nightmarish a US reaction to a nuclear disaster would look: "911 times 100...That's right 91,000."

Unfortunately, the world is already going to be reeling from this disaster. Which is why we must keep our eyes on Obama/Soros who will be looking for anyway to make it worse. The Manchurian Candidate is no longer fiction. We are living it out and even while I key in this post our brave military men and women have been tasked by this President to assist Al Qaeda! Others are risking their lives to defeat Al Qaeda in Afghanistan. Can you imagine arming these Libyan rebels - so that our own guns can be turned on US in Afghanistan, Iraq and elsewhere? Unfathomable!

We are a nation divided. The Executive Branch of the US government is now a poisonous snake and is undoing the good done by the other branches - because it's leader has been compromised by foreign interests working against the United States.

Balancing the Scales - Not.

2011-03-24T23:39:00.000-07:00

The truth of the matter is civilization is guarded by a precious few individuals. The reason they are having such trouble in Japan is because the creators come in cycles and then cycle out again. The Renaissance, the Reformation, the American Revolution and so on and so forth. The creators create the fabric of life that the masses use, but often don't understand. The operators of nuclear plants designed decades ago are just that - operators. They don't have the intuitive engineering skill and mindset the creators who designed the first reactors had - the ones who conceived the first fission reaction are light years different from those who study the reaction in schools or learn nuclear physics today. This is the problem with the West right now - 300 million people in America and a handful of creators for the lot.

The users and operators play video games, watch TV, update their Facebook status and await Friday movie releases in some repetitive ritual. They work and toil and earn a living and then throw themselves to escape mechanisms in their "off" hours. They drink, smoke and do drugs, both legal pharmaceuticals and illegal ones and limit their mental potential and capacity that much further. They burden their body in excess weight and limit the way they can interface with the world.

The problem with all this escape is that it lowers the number of real thinkers each year. Humans react - they don't often think. Someone reads this post and reacts to the content. People react to the news, they react to visual stimulation, programmed emotional responses to everything from television to movies and video games. Place them in isolation - completely out of contact with external input and they just stop. Most human brains are wired for reaction - not creation. Schools "teach" and what they teach is wrote responses to given stimuli - from math to history they have a "right" way you are supposed to respond and this is considered education! This pre-processed education does nothing for civilization and creates merely multitudes that seek more and more input to guide them. Sitting passively in front of a screen, be it TV, computer or phone they await input to respond to. These things create a sort of serious mental defect which is all-pervasive and corrosive to society.

Culture declines. Making people think - not just respond to something - is an almost impossible task. Civilization and history follows these inescapable cycles of creation and growth and then dissolution and decay. The last fifty years have seen screen addictions destroy whole generations - and if you count films it goes back almost a century since this addiction to passive observation was initiated. The portion of the masses life not spent working or sleeping is now almost entirely consumed by screens and a passive mental state. The thinker of 1750 had no such distractions. Books which required active mental interpretation and comprehension were the sole purveyors of knowledge. The result were more men of thought - philosophers and scientists who wanted to stretch the boundaries of existing knowledge and life. Who today thinks like that anymore?

We've gutted our space program, are slowly making books, bookstores and newspapers extinct and elevated the dissolute to an altar of mass worship. Those who entertain the masses are the new deities and their images are promulgated everywhere and particularly towards the young. It doesn't matter how retarded or debased they are - and, in fact, the masses enjoy seeing those more pathetic than themselves as a bizarre form of self-affirmation.

This depressing state of affairs is when I kick back, look at the reports that reach my desk and face my own personal test. You see, I'm not supposed to bias any of this negative. I'm supposed to be able to watch Nero fiddling and neither find it repulsive or attractive. I'm here to eliminate biases that have been created and so I chose to be born when I did so I could watch this decline. I orchestrated this life taking into account every bit of minutia, making certain I would have a real tough time.

My impulses are to balance the scale - interfere with the decline - use new technologies to preserve the offspring who find themselves in the last gasps of a dying western world, surrounded on all sides by influences that seek their complete destruction. I would use my position to orchestrate counter-moves and actions to offset the increasing lowest common denominator world that is emerging in every city, town anywhere on Earth.

I'm not going to this time. I'm going to remain impersonal. I'm going to use every bit of wisdom Yal-hune, Shayla and all the rest have taught me. Even my visit with Meritaten - who knew her and her parents terrible fate - tried to teach me how to embrace all things as good and see them more infinitely.

If the west is nuked by the spread of advanced western technology in the hands of the simple-minded and violent or if George Soros succeeds in crashing the western economy and bringing about a new dark ages - none of this will bother me even one iota.

I am beyond bias. I am beyond the finite perspective. Any outcome here on Earth is merely a learning experience for those involved - neither good or evil.

I am now free.

I am finally going to pass this test!

Middle East Primer 101: Libya Soros Obama Iran Brazil Oil, etc.

2011-03-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

Today is going to present a slightly different sort of blog entry. People come here for views outside the box, inside the box and between the molecules that make up the box. This particular entry will give you the questions YOU should be asking right about now and the answers to those same questions.

QUESTION 1) Who are the Libyan Rebels?

This is an important question to ask yourself as we spend BILLIONS of taxpayer dollars shooting missiles into Libya in an attempt to kill Gaddafi. It's assumed, naturally that these Libyan rebels will then be elevated to power and control Libya. There are lots of sub-questions that need to be asked under this main banner question, "Who are they?"

What are their goals?
Who is financing and arming them?
What are their religious affiliations?
What are their plans for Libyan oil?

The answers to all those questions isn't forthcoming from the media or from the White House - mainly because most don't know and the one's that do, don't want YOU to know.

The Libyan rebels are the same folks who were paid mercenaries fighting US forces in Iraq. They are Shi-ite Muslims with a fanatical bent and will travel wherever a revolution or insurgency is needed - for the right price. Some are Al Qaeda plants - others answer to Iran. None of them are leader material unless the leader you are looking for is a paid fundamentalist mercenary.

Question 2) Why Libya & Not Somalia, Sudan or _______ (Insert Mass Murdering Nation Here)?

The answer of course is oil. Oil is up. And that's the bottom line for this Operation Odyssey Dawn. The Odyssey, as my educated readers surely know, is the tale about Odysseus on his return from the fall of Troy as told by Homer. Odysseus' name means trouble and that's what this mission is - a total boondoggle for the US and not worth our time or our military's effort and exposure. Odysseus conducted pirate raids, slept with sorceresses and lost all his men. He was the worst captain in history and only cared about his own survival, sacrificing his people left and right. As you can see, someone has a sick sense of humor in DC or wherever the orders came for this dangerous farce.

Question 3) Who Gains from an Attack on Libya?

The answer is simple. George Soros does. His hedge funds all amazingly will do very well. But hey, profit isn't illegal and is certainly not a crime - unless of course you have to murder all sorts of Libyan people to make that profit. If you take a look at the various Soros family of hedge funds and keep track of their timely purchases and sales it reads like a road map of what Obama is going to be doing next week, next month and next year. Buying a President certainly isn't cheap ($300 million), but one quickly makes back all one spends - and more!

Sure, others gain too. All those Arab nations saying they support the attack on Libya have only one thing on their mind - oil prices. If they can hurt Libya, get a Shi-ite government in there that will sell only to China and other human rights violators and not to the US - they win. Their oil becomes that much more valuable and the US comes begging to OPEC to notch up production. Libya has been selling oil peacefully to the US for decades now, but Obama and the "spontaneous insurgency" in Libya has changed all that.

Question 4) Is George Soros Psychic?

George Soros has gone on record saying that the bloodiest revolution will be in Iran. Predicting bloody revolutions and profiting from them seems to be his calling card. But anyone paying attention realize Soros doesn't play odds, he makes his fortune cookies come true by spending a percentage of his capital, manipulating those around him and by buying Presidents and other useful tools.

So when is the Iran uprising going to begin? Chaos is a revolutionaries best friend and a mercenaries mask, so I guess we should expect it pretty soon. It will emerge "spontaneously" of course! Of course Libya is a road map and a learning curve. Gaddafi was not going to give up without a fight either, so lessons learned in Libya will be put to use in Iran.

Then again, since he really seems to be supporting Shi-ite domination of the middle eastern bloc, his Iran rhetoric just might be another diversion. Look instead at the key hedge fund purchases and their interests and you will have a more intuitive road map of the Poppist agenda of liberating the noble savages from the evil Western world. Saudi Arabia, Yemen, Bahrain and the other Sunni led oil nations are likelier targets of a Soros funded insurgency. Look at the companies dumped and what nations they do business with and you will have your own Soros/Obama Magic Eight Ball to consult for predicting the next invasion or bizarre policy position.

Question 5) Why Leave Japan Hanging?

The unpardonable and shameful US response to the Japanese earthquake, tsunami and nuclear crisis is something for the record books. Millions are in jeopardy, millions of men, women and children have low food supplies and are in danger of starvation or malnourishment and our government is holding back? Why?

It's that wonderful "humanitarian" Obama again. This week was scheduled for missile strikes on Libyan cities and he hasn't yet received any orders to assist Japan. After all Japan is part of the West, even if it is in the East and the West is evil and must fall. So this isn't even about murdering Japanese people through callousness - it's about destroying Japan economically - and by stalling aid, Obama and his communist educated boss has done that superbly.

There are more questions you should be asking, but for now this is more than enough. 21st century history is performance art and right now the overpowering crescendo is called "The Unraveling of the West" - the composer is an ex-communist party man from Hungary and the conductor is a formerly unknown small-time corrupt Chicago politician.

The good news is neither will succeed. The critics are rather unforgiving of the poor performance and the curtain on this one is not going up, but coming down.

The Obama Doctrine - Libya, Brazil, Oil ,George Soros and Religion.

2011-03-20T17:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, time for some more curtain lifting. Today, I am going to discuss the Obama Doctrine, which is really the Soros Doctrine and quite eye-opening and bizarre.

So far, President Obama has followed several motivations in all his actions as President. While basically he coasts through the years with not much focus upon anything or anyone, the one steady thing is his support of high oil prices. Whether it be blocking off-shore drilling permits tapping our own abiotic oil offshore or trying to destabilize the Middle East using the US military and other assets - though only nations with major oil fields - Obama has shown consistency.

The Soros Doctrine is simple in its bottom line: The west must be weakened. The 3rd world must acquire more wealth. Soros' hedge funds and organizations buy and have bought up large quantities of crude oil, merely to keep them out of circulation. He does this so that the price of available oil remains high as nations like China, Japan and the US compete for available quantities.

Obama's election was bought and paid for by Soros' money. Soros has wanted a puppet US President he could put into office for over a decade. He tried with John Kerry, but failed. Obama, who spoke eloquently at Kerry's convention impressed Soros as an even more hungry and pliable personality who could go the distance and do his bidding. So Soros via his "Move on" organization spent 300 million dollars to get Barack Obama elected - and this time it worked.

So at this very moment Obama is down in Brazil securing agreements for Oil to temporarily replace the ones we were buying from Libya who now will not sell to us because of our attack on Gaddafi - which is quite understandable. Yet all this plays right into Soros hands. Whether he secures the sale or not - oil prices stay elevated, the US economy continues its devastating decline and the west is weakened all the more.

All Presidents are beholden to certain groups. However, this President is the first we have ever had who is almost solely beholden to one individual and the expenditure of a sizable portion of his fortune that made him President - George Soros.

And that man has made it overwhelmingly clear he is working against the people of the United States and Europe and has a deluded Karl Popper derived sense of how the world should look.

There is no reason to enthrone ignorance just because there is so much of it. Throughout the world, the ignorant reproduce faster than the intelligent. This has been a maxim through all of recorded history. The governments established by the mass-reproducers have been the most repressive, most violent and provide the least freedoms. The mass-reproducers live under the greatest poverty, violence and suffering. The Soros Doctrine is quite misguided in that it embraces equality where none exists. A murderer is not equal to a law abiding citizen. Enthroning the mass producers and declaring the violent noble savage a creation equal to that of the humanity produced and sculpted by the Enlightenment, the Reformation and the Renaissance is absurd on the face of it.

History is recorded with the struggle of the intelligent, peace-loving, low reproducing peoples to sustain their cultures and homes against invasions of violent, unintelligent high-reproducers. We are seeing this war being waged now in the west. And what remains of the west? Catholicism, Mormonism and the old barbaric paganism are the only ones churning out bodies and so the intelligent west is no longer quite as intelligent - paving the way for a return to the old barbaric pasts.

Will and Ariel Durant predicted the decline of the west and the rise of the religions by the year 2000. And their predictions are right on the money. We have in the US Catholicism on the upswing despite all the child molestations, rapes, murders and perversion endorsed by the Catholic church. Ignorant people can't think their way outside of religion - they don't have the brain power to do so. So excuses are made for all these "sins" and they comfort themselves that Jesus or some god can wash away their sins or forgive them. That false doctrine is what perpetuates the molesting priests and any of the faithfuls most hideous sins - from murder to rape.

So the west is compromised as was Rome after the passing of Marcus Aurelius and the last of the philosopher-leaders. We have a leader of the US, bought and paid for with ill gotten blood money of a guilt-ridden, neurotic George Soros. The last remaining intelligent masses in any nation are being watered down by the hordes of high-reproducing non-intelligent folks from all over the world who demand food, shelter and resources and who are not able to provide for themselves and so must loot other peoples, races or nations for their sustenance.

Such is the world of 2011. The poor, religious hordes - incapable of sustaining themselves must invade the west for their wealth, technology and developments. Yes, the creators of the capital of civilization are dwindling and the dependents are multiplying.

History loves a good laugh and the cycle repeats again and again. Death, pestilence and war now come to the high-reproducers to dwindle them down once again. The progress gained over the last thousand years vanishes almost overnight as western thought is first diminished and demeaned in the schools, among the very children who are supposed to carry its torch! Self-hatred is taught in the corrupt educational institutions infested by those who can't produce capital and rape the minds of the children of those who do. The schools and universities once corrupted weaken the minds of those who attend them - and the education they give is of the self-damning kind, dooming their graduates to a world of 'educated' ignorance.

And so what is the Obama Doctrine? Truth be told, he's not nearly intelligent enough to have one. He merely follows orders from the man who placed him in office. This President is more concerned about basketball than world affairs, more about playing golf than of millions of suffering Japanese or the dangers of nuclear fallout. He's ticked off Democrats and Republicans alike because his agenda is Soros agenda and not that of either party. And Soros agenda is to destroy America, Europe and Western Civilization - and Soros has made great strides in achieving this goal.

Everyone gets what they deserve. A weakened West, tainted by immorality, promiscuity, effeteness, draws unto it the fate of Greece, Rome and England. Ripe for invasion, outnumbered by those who loot its wealth and technology. If someone as idiotic and neurotic as George soros can topple the West - it doesn't really deserve to stand, does it? If the ignorant masses and the Matt Damon's of the world could be stupid enough to buy into Soros' slogan "Change" and be naive enough to believe it meant change for the better - they deserve the President they voted for.

If the ignorant keep clinging to religion to comfort them in a world they can't handle or comprehend - like some simple minded goat-herders of 2000 years ago who first believed it - they deserve their religions and the shackles it puts upon their intellect and reasoning skills. If they can't comprehend the evil of religion and of a god who punishes randomly most of the time and vindictively the rest of the time, they deserve that god and nothing better. If their lives are lived in a form of self-delusion that is their choice and they only have themselves to blame.

History is unfolding and the storm of global poverty, disease and war is a spectre upon the horizon now. Indeed evil does exist. It exists as a relative state of ignorance.

IGNORANCE=EVIL

So religions, governments and peoples are evil in the direct proportion to their ignorance. The modern Catholic pats themselves on the back and can look down their nose at the "fanatic" Islamic suicide bombers, hardly taking a moment to recall their faith is the one that invented the inquisition, the witch and heretic burnings. They can worship a Pope that perpetuates human misery and ignorance among the ever more primitive, ever more poor Catholic hordes by keeping birth control a sin.

Yes, ignorance is all around us. You folks, my readers get to have the curtain lifted on all this ignorance - in the hopes you can sculpt your own little corner of the world a bit more intelligently.

Worst Case Scenarios, Advanced Power Generation, Floating Cities & Eternal Youth

2011-03-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

The news out of Japan just keeps getting worse because it is not getting much better and I find myself frustrated. I fear this situation is going to cost many lives before it's over and I feel helpless to change that.

150 men have remained where the radiation is too high and have for all intents already given their lives trying to keep the spent fuel rods and other fuel rods from completely melting down. Their sacrifice is a noble one and they have literally embraced the concept, "The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or the one."

I know that a horrible series of events from out of the long distant past is regenerating at this time. I know that Yal-hune left to save me from an even more negative future. I wish I could have talked to her about it. My guess is this time-stream averts nuclear Armageddon because they learn anew the horrors of radiation and human suffering. That this event changes the future and in the long run saves hundreds of millions of lives. At least that is my working hypothesis.

I've been frustrated at the lack of intel regarding the state of the reactors, our satellite feeds can only reveal so much and I suspect TEPCO itself isn't really aware of the state of these reactors - not fully anyways. I have been reviewing some of the options the teams I assigned have been generating based upon the limited data emerging. The Chernobyl solution of 1986 was inelegant and crude - burying the blown out reactor in cement poured by helicopter after helicopter over the melted down reactor. 26 years later and technology hasn't progressed much at all. The only difference is this reactors proximity to the ocean makes it a candidate for getting those spent fuel cores somehow out into the ocean before they create a heavy metal release - which poses it's own particular problems. Is burying them on land better than out at sea? It's a toss up. Contaminating the oceans is no goal either, yet for years the Russians dumped nuclear waste into the seas (and may still be doing so.) The spent fuel rods at one reactor or more seem to have a cracked floor and water is draining from the pools almost as quickly as it is poured in. This will probably not be able to be repaired. The good news is they have laid down some power cable and tried to restore electrical water pumping. The bad news is this is still not a permanent solution and will produce a steady release of radioactive steam.

The US has 450 nuclear specialists standing by. I suspect most will suggest simply burying the leaking reactors in cement. This is the quickest and cheapest solution. It will mean the permanent evacuation of the area around Fukushima and Japan will be just a bit more cramped than it was before. The contamination of the food supply is a serious concern - all over the world. When any region of the Earth is saturated in Strontium-90 or Cesium-137 particles, the food supply is contaminated and the soil which feeds many animals, from fish to livestock can become unsafe to consume. Milk is known to become a magnet for these radioactive nuclei's which can poison and irradiate those who unknowingly consume them - even from a sizable distance from the point of contamination where the consumer doesn't even think about where the food has come from. Our global food supply comes from all over the world and products are used in all sorts of food preparation.

FARMERS MUST BE EXTRA DILIGENT

Just as after Chernobyl, farmers must acquire sensitive Geiger counters and try to be aware of the level of fallout on their farms and feed. Milk should be tested and any animals that are contaminated should be put down and taken out of the food supply chain.

As I mentioned before, every community should know the normal background radiation count of their area. It is extremely important that farmers should be provided this data as well. Sure, there will be resistance from the nuclear community and already its paid shills are busy covering up and minimizing the public fallout of...well, fallout. I've been a proponent of nuclear in the lack of better technologies and I realize we will have many nuclear reactors for years to come. I am, however, now more determined than ever to see future reactors designed significantly more intelligently, radiation reduction technologies embraced and a solution to the proper removal of spent fuel rods from reactor ponds which are literally drowning in them - way over the original capacity they were designed to store.

And no, burying it all in Nevada is not the answer either - still way too close to a major fault line and populated areas. The solution is super high technology on-site treatment facilities which treat the spent fuel rods and manipulate the half-lives of their component atoms. It will be very expensive technology, requiring retrofitting or adjoining facilities alongside those reactors drowning in spent fuel, but if successful will turn spent fuel rods into more easily transported and disposed of nuclear waste. The technology will involve coaxing an atom into a state of balance more quickly, via bombardment of specific energy and accompanying frequencies, shortening decades long half-lives into hours of intensified releases of radiation. But this is still decades away, though the longer reactors are used the more spent fuel rods will need to be eventually treated - or left in shut down reactors for centuries posing a hazard all the while.

THE FUTURE

Eventually, nuclear power will not be fission based. It will be far cleaner energy and with no radioactive waste products. It will be about atomic harmonics - tapping energy released by atomic bonding forces as well as the excitation of other specific atoms to release energy in the form of photons, beta energy and other energy with a sizable net gain over the energy used for excitation. Just like science discovered that freezing temperatures creates a superconducting property to certain atoms, so will science discover that there are certain "sweet" spots in certain atomic configurations and arrangements that create controllable energy releases. When this occurs, the fission reactors will be obsolete as early twentieth century coal-driven plants.

Tapping the Earth's electromagnetic field for energy is another clean, limitless power supply. A simple power-generator that works on oscillation principles can use the planet's field frequencies and polarity to generate endless power. Via harmonic resonance - a small percentage of the entire Earth's electromagnetic field could be converted to electrical energy at any given time. One plant could provide enough energy for an entire nation. A large enough plant could provide energy for the entire world.

Yes, the technologies in use now are archaic. Man should have already evolved past fission after the first few decades of atomic experimentation. Advanced minds should have already understood the Earth's EMF could be tapped after IGY (International Geophysical Year)1958, when the first studies were made of our Earth's immediate field environment. We receive a constant charge from the sun and our planet's molten iron core produces an enormous electromagnetic field ripe for tapping energy from. I've seen the "future" technologies and they are amazing. Limitless power on demand for accomplishing amazing feats. These include floating homes, cities, space travel between planets or points on one planet at incomprehensible speeds and the curing electronically of all ailments and disease. A pristine environment unmarred by pollution, air that is fresher than you've ever inhaled and living environments shielded from all harmful forms of radiation. Life-spans increased into the multi-century mark by simply restoring lost DNA field signals - effectively restoring or providing youth.

The future is marvelous. And everyone will see it in future lifetimes. One must always focus on progress. Today, the users outnumber the creators nearly a million to one. Education spreads but is constantly diluted by the high-reproduction of the simple. The technological revolution has just begun - the time wasting personal entertainment aspect is a dead end and only serves a purpose to pacify the simple and keep them satiating their violent desires artificially. Its practically criminal that people live in homes almost a century old or drive vehicles whose fundamental motive principles date back 120 years. It would have been unfathomable to Karl Benz or Frank Lloyd Wright that things have barely evolved at all since their passing. It's a crime when we shut down the Concorde or Space Shuttle and don't have better replacements - these are examples of human retrogression. The education system is an "epic fail" - the universities only turn out copycat minds that are best suited, not for original thought, but conforming to teachers' worldviews and limited perspectives.

This too shall pass...I know.

I have seen the future, not just once, but on numerous occasions.
;-)

A Solution to the Radiation Leakage and Fallout threat in Japan

2011-03-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

The SDAI teams have been busy coming up with solutions to cool down the reactor cores in the damaged Fukushima reactors. They have come up with a last ditch effort that if seawater can continue being pumped into the fuel rod area, can also be disposed of more intelligently. Presently, sea water is being pumped in and boiled off at a rapid rate to cool the reactors fuel rods.

Skip to bold type below for the quick fix-solution to save millions from inhalation of radioactive plumes.

The fuel rods contain atoms which are in a state of extreme imbalance caused by the fission process which fractures the atomic equilibrium and releases atomic energy from the nucleus in the form of intense radiation - high energy particles. The sea water quickly boils and is turned into steam as it is hit by this radiation. You can imagine it somewhat as a supersize hyperactive microwave oven and the fuel rods are like a microwave's magnetron tube which generates microwaves. Unfortunately, the steam becomes radioactive and is dangerous to life.

While the reactor was switched off, these fuel rods can never be turned off. They are trying to seek balance. That is the issue most scientists don't quite understand and seldom address. The fuel rod is a group of bonded atoms that have basically been ripped open and they channel energy from their supporting spectra. Whether it is Uranium-235 or Plutonium-239 these atoms nuclei have been imbalanced by the addition of a neutron - which can really be seen as a quantity of energy.

To shut off the flow of radiation one needs to bring balance to these atoms. That is the tricky part, because these atoms have been bombarded by an endless neutron dance which has disrupted their natural orbiting proton/electron balance. This is the "nuclear chain reaction" that occurs in a fission reactor, as more and more atoms are disrupted by particles and release more energy from an imbalanced nucleus in the form of neutron "energy bullets" which hit adjoining atoms.

You see...the protons and electrons are merely the positive/negative charges in a field of energy. The nucleus is held in place and forms its relationships with other atoms based upon these orbiting charges. When the charges are no longer balanced with the nuclei - energy from the nucleus escapes as the atom tries to attain equilibrium. The half-life of an element is the time it takes to achieve some measure of equilibrium and this can vary from fractions of a second to millions of years.

Certain elements such as uranium and plutonium have a high atomic number, and represent a greater quantity of energy once disrupted. Putting the genie back in the bottle and balancing these atoms has been for 60 years out of the scientific repertoire of the atomic physicist and industry.

It's time to change that.

Treatment of spent fuel rods can be achieved. Not by cooling them down with water or reactor coolant - but by addressing the radiation itself and the helping the fuel rods atoms' nuclei re-achieve balance or equilibrium - shortening their half-lives.

How is this done? Well that's the trillion dollar question isn't it? If scientists knew how, the reactors we have would be almost 100 percent safe and there would be almost no nuclear waste to dispose of. Reactors would not be drowning in spent fuel rods.

The secret is HALF-LIFE MANIPULATION.

That secret is safely tucked away here in the sub-levels and can't be managed in existing reactors, so for the short-term solution to this crisis other intelligent techniques must be applied to the radioactive fuel elements and control rods:

1) Channel the gases into the sea.

The radioactive steam can be channeled into the ocean. Airborne it is a hazard to human health - if immediately redirected and put into surrounding seawater the threat to people is minimized. How to do this? Huge flexible funnel could be placed over the reactor and channel the steam to coast over the ocean. The waves could be agitated to merge with the steam and the radiation would merge with the seawater. The tube can be held in place and airlifted over the reactor. It can be held aloft by helium balloons weighted to stay in place. The tube can be partial submerged along a length of the ocean so that the sea scrubs the steam and it is released further away from the Japanese coastline. The tube material should be durable enough to last and resist tearing.

Not an ideal solution, but infinitely more desirable than steam being released into the atmosphere and breathed in by residents.

Japanese Meltdown

2011-03-15T15:33:00.000-07:00

"Do they know what they are doing?"

"I don't think they do. They let a seawater pump run out of gasoline and they didn't catch it for two and a half hours, exposing the fuel rods to air and causing the 3rd explosion."

"My god! Millions of lives are at stake and they let a pump run out of gasoline?"

"Yes. It's child's play to cool those GE reactors and they're botching the job."

"Do we have a team we can send there?"

"Don't you think I already thought of that? Heck, I would go over there and personally oversee the reactor cooling process myself if I could. The Japanese government has asked for assistance, but we have never been more spread thin - a dozen active missions in the East and Middle East underway and worst of all we have a State Department that is making such assistance difficult - if not impossible. It's almost like this administration wants the reactors to meltdown - it's absolutely crazy. If I want to send a team in, they would be completely unauthorized."

"Tell me about it. We are seeing an agenda that is seeking total destruction of the west here. I seem to spend a day every week reassuring various national leaders that the US will be back to normal in a few short years and to pay no heed to the rhetoric and actions that are completely antagonistic to our allies. Damn it! I got another urgent call. I've got to go but I'll be calling back later tonight."

"Okay. Take care."

I put my phone down and sit back in my chair and kick my feet up on my McGuire desk, the inlaid writing surface is nearly indestructible so my Moscoloni leather shoes don't do any damage. I have taken two teams off their assigned tasks - which was designing new reduced radiation reactors - and reassigned them so that they now do nothing besides run simulations and solutions to possible outcomes with the Japanese reactor crisis.

I have a bad feeling about all this. I know this must all have been part of the future which Yal-hune must have foreseen and orchestrated for the least possible destructive outcome. The thought scares me, because if this is the least destructive, I wonder just how horrible the most destructive time stream would have unfolded. Part of me wishes she were here so I could talk to her. I miss her - I miss her so much. her absence has left me with this gaping hole in my life.

You would think Skuuinja or Yaylu would stop by - just pop in to comfort me or give me advice, but they are obviously preoccupied. I suspect Skuuinja is making amends for other past overshadowing misdeeds and I can't begin to guess where Yaylu is. Perhaps they are staying away due to my attentions to a woman who works 10 hour days in one of the sub-levels. Maybe it's all for the best.

But listen to me whine!

Others are in much more perilous predicaments and suffered far greater losses than I have recently. I have to keep my eye on the ball and focus on the game. Our teams need not just competent leadership but the upbeat and optimistic motivation and worldview that make such stressful and demanding work worthwhile and more rewarding.

I'm going to go and see what the teams have worked up as possible solutions to the Japanese crisis. It's time to put the gargantuan collective mind-power here to timely and productive use.

Prepare for Radioactive Fallout From Japanese Reactors

2011-03-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

Unfortunately, radioactive fallout from the reactor leaks is going to hit the United States and Canada. Alaska, Hawaii and the west coast of the United States should prepare themselves for the invisible hazard that can rain down upon them within days or over the next weeks and months.

The wind paths will likely take the fallout to Alaska and Canada and the Northwestern coast of the United States first, but I expect we will see fallout in some small measure over most of the United States.

What to do:

1)Stay indoors as much as possible. No joke. Don't schedule any outdoor events, picnics etc. The radioactive fallout will be light but you want to expose yourself to as few radioactive particulates as possible. Turn off unnecessary air-conditioning systems to keep fallout out.

2) Buy a Geiger counter This is your own personal insurance device. You can test your environment at anytime for radiation levels above natural background radiation. The old pen sized clip-on dosimeters and readers designed for the CIVIL DEFENSE are still available from some sources but are not necessarily reliable after all these years.

3) Keep informed. Officials will be monitoring the fallout plumes as best they can. Unfortunately the government is not experienced in this and we disbanded the important CIVIL DEFENSE networks and centers across our nation. Now we see that they are necessary again. Planes, satellites and testing stations will be trying to track the plume. Unfortunately radiation is invisible and winds are extremely variable and can change speed and direction quite fast.

4) Don't panic. The radiation levels should be low. But to be quite honest, corporate officials always underplay the levels released from these things and because these are damaged reactors we don't exactly know what levels will be released over the next days, weeks and months. Hindsight is always 20/20. No one informed the crew of the USS Ronald Reagan that they were going to pass through a radioactive plume on their way to Japan. People make mistakes.

5) If you think you have been exposed. Take off your clothes and throw them away, wash yourself thoroughly and get checked by a hospital for contamination and any needed treatment.

Most of the radiation plumes will eventually disperse to levels not much more intense than background radiation. The difference between background radiation and fallout is that background radiation comes mostly from cosmic and gamma radiation - high energy particles that pass through ones body so fast that they don't linger in the body. Fallout from reactor steam often includes radioactive particulates that can be inhaled or imbibed into the body, linger longer and so are best avoided.

I really don't want to contribute to panic or exploit people's fears, but preparedness in this instance is a very good thing. Awareness is key. For the next few weeks or months make a point to be aware of the time you spend outdoors, keep well informed and if you can afford one a Geiger counter is a useful tool and educational as well. I've learned never to rely on the government for your protection or that of your family. And when it comes to atomic radiation there is just way too much ignorance about the topic and we live in a world that has barely scratched the surface in monitoring solar, cosmic or even background radiation levels. All events have silver linings and this disaster will prepare the world better for fallout, hopefully revive the CIVIL DEFENSE agency in the US and start the all-important mass education program the world needs regarding radiation.

UPDATE: 3/18/2011

Some radiation has reached the west coast of the United State. The lack of transparency is shameful from this administration. A foreign diplomat with CTBTO data was the first to announce the radiation spike. A private network of radiation stations can be accessed with very limited data as well: http://radiationnetwork.com/
Our data indicates the radiation, in small quantities, has been flowing over the west coast US for 24 hours already.

Again, no need to panic. The fallout, so far, as expected is very light. Most Americans have been living in the shadow of a nuclear reactor all of their lives and there has been some measure of radioactive releases into the atmosphere every time a nuclear weapon has been tested. Greater fallout was falling down on California and the entire US during the fifties, sixties and seventies. When testing above ground and underground still took place regularly on US soil.

Some believe ignorance is bliss. Sometimes it is. Fear isn't helpful to any situation, but the survival instinct from which people's fears spawn is quite natural and human. At the same time, I have a problem with keeping 100s of millions Americans in the dark, just because you fear what they might do if you tell them the truth. One can only imagine the discussions that have been had regarding evacuations if necessary. The line of thinking basically goes like this: "Mass panic and evacuation of the west coast would cause hundreds of deaths quickly and fallout might cause thousands of deaths much more slowly - often years or decades later and no one will know the real tally or be able to point the finger at us. So clamp down on the data, keep quiet and pray."

We need more radiation monitoring stations across the globe. They should be as common as thermometers - for they are an integral part of our weather and environment. The truth is, the US is woefully unprepared for this type of disaster, just as it was for Katrina. Our professionals have been kept out of the loop from interfacing with Japan, partly due to the Japanese culture of secrecy and honor and partly due to this administrations lack of an enthusiastic response.

It adds a whole new element to life - a constant knowledge of your radiation exposure. Suddenly places that have elevated rad exposure would see property values decline and those with the lowest radiation exposure would see an increase. People would soon know if their reactors were being maintained and run properly or if small radiation releases occur without public knowledge. Demand changes. Demand to know the background radiation of your community alongside the registered temperature and humidity in your local paper.

Information is power. It saves lives, creates jobs and perpetuates progress.

A Peek Inside the Box

2011-03-12T16:35:00.000-08:00

My phone has been ringing non-stop for almost two days now. The East is still reeling from the 8.9 earthquake and accompanying tsunami off the coast of northern Japan.

Thor is on a conference video line with Balder and myself.

"As our assets go to work, the picture is becoming quite clear. The fact of the matter is our ally Japan has been attacked. A major attack and for a very specific reason."

"What is the reason?"

"Japan's nuclear program had to be scaled down and thrown into chaos."

"Why?"

"Japan's nuclear program had been making preparations and modifications to provide needed materials for a nuclear weapons program should North Korea conduct more nuclear tests."

"So this was a way of disabling Japan's nuclear weaponns program?"

"Yes, and doing it in such a way that the people themselves will shy away from nuclear technologies. It is almost diabolical in its cunning. Not only does it throw the Japanese nuclear program into disarray, damage their economy and weaken their military preparedness, but it carries an enormous psychological and propaganda warfare payload as well. The worst part is, they will largely get away with it."

"How badly damaged is the fault?"

"We have a team studying it now and already have several remote submersibles in theatre and are collecting data. Bottom line - preliminary indications show this fault will be active with after shocks for at least probably several years."

"And what about the timing?"

"Well our satellite shows the North Koreans have been digging tunnels for another underground nuclear test of considerable more yield. We expected it in April or May, but knew they could fire it off at anytime. With what's going on in Libya and Saudi Arabia, I think they figured this was the perfect time for maximum distraction. Our radiation monitors and satellites have detected unusual radiation at both the North Korean borders and over parts of North Korea for the past two weeks. Now we are detecting the radiation released from the damaged facilities, which will mask some of the radiation which would be found in the waters off the coast if they actually managed an undersea nuclear detonation."

"Those little bastards are learning aren't they?"

"I don't think even they knew just how successful it was going to be. I think they are smiling now, but mainly because it takes Japan out of the threat equation for long enough to get their nuclear missile program completed."

"Do we have enough proof to go public with any of this?"

"No."

"Damn it! What about China, do we have any trails?"

"Even while we speak several teams are following leads and investigating several shipments received by North Korea from China. Kim il Jung isn't long for this world anymore and his son's a loose cannon. China is using North Korea the way a neighborhood drug dealer uses a pit bull - as a distraction from their own indolence, corruption and keeping the neighbors off balance. Everybody watches the pit bull act psychotic and brain dead and they pay less attention to its owner while he conducts his profitable criminal pursuits."

"What's the status of Project Xanadu?"

"I don't want to discuss that on a conference call, even a scrambled one. I'll talk about that the next time we meet face-to-face."

"Understood. Have we gotten Libyan oil fields back under Ghaddafi's control yet?"

"Yes. But it's been a dicey game. S via his puppet show at the WH and the State Department has been putting pressure on the Saudis to arm the rebels. It's insane. S wants those oil fields badly and wants to have jacked up oil rates in the US forever."

"It's crazy when you find yourself working for the Ghaddafi's of the world isn't it? S is even gunning for Iran's oil fields too. Has he bought any more rebels?"

"His fingers are in the pie, even as we speak. We've traced his purchases through many subsidiaries and fronts he's been using many of the same channels he used to pay insurgents in Iraq. We expect that he will activate them as soon as Libya is determined one way or the other."

"If we keep the Libyan fields will he postpone Iran?"

"He'll activate them either way. S isn't getting any younger either. This is his swan song."

"Can we utilize this knowledge to our advantage?"

"Oh, we'll find ways to use it, just not very effectively with Iran."

"Obama is very silent. Is S keeping him under lock and key while all this is going on."

"Pretty much. But we are using that to our advantage as well. The State Department is a total mess right now. Our allies are angry and feel we are selling them out."

Do you think that S is working with North Korea? The timing is totally fortuitous for his agenda."

"Anything is possible. But after his prediction of a bloody revolution in Iran, home of North Korea's biggest customer, I would think even they would be careful of getting into bed with that snake."

"Keep me informed of any major developments or if I can be of assistance. The Shadow President has been planning to stop by your neighborhood again soon and I may even drop by before the summer heat arrives."

"I look forward to it."

He laughs.

"Oh yes....I'm sure you do! I know you'd much rather be playing ESP with your favorite ETs than acting as the pool lifeguard for a bunch of delinquents and reprobates!"

"We all make sacrifices in this line of work don't we?"

"Yes, we do."

The conference feed disconnects, faces vanish and the monitors return to live feeds from the submersibles.

Japan Quake, Secrets and Consequences

2011-03-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

The 8.9 earthquake that created the tsunami that has caused so much destruction and loss of life is quite horrible, but the underlying secret that it covers is even more horrible.

This earthquake was not an accident.

Yes, you heard me correctly. This Earthquake was sponsored by the ongoing North Korean nuclear test projects that have been disrupting the fault lines in the region for the past five years, with devastating results for Japan. The most recent underground tests in their development of a fusion bomb have been playing havoc with the faults and this Earthquake and ones to follow will be the result of these pressures applied to the tectonic plates which are administered during an underground atomic blast.

Did they intentionally do this? No, I don't believe they did. Ignorance is again the culprit as it is in so many human ventures. California for years suffered more common Earthquakes while underground tests were being performed in Nevada. The reports that linked the quakes to testing have remained unpublished for fear of a host of lawsuits or worse.

Man doesn't realize yet that all things seek balance. When the energy of a nuclear blast is absorbed by the tectonic plates, it is released elsewhere - channeled off a nearby fault to re-establish balance. The Russians were working on a project that used this type of "natural" warfare that could pass as a natural disaster and South Korea has in just the past month recognized increased radiation emerging from their northern border. Whether North Korea inherited or acquired some of these Russian white papers via China is unknown.

As usual, here you get the story behind the story. Lifting the curtains on this particular human tragedy is painful, but it is more painful when I here this being identified as a "natural" disaster - when the truth is very twisted, power hungry minds are quite culpable.

In the World - but not of It.

2011-03-10T02:29:00.000-08:00

The universe is a very interesting place. While we live in our bodies, our brain oscillates with our quantized field at all time. Between the two flows a constant stream of information and intelligence. From one perspective you could say everything we do and think is spawned from this flow of intelligence as it interfaces with the rest of the world.

In ancient Greece, the people believed the Fates determined one's destiny and wove a life with their threads. Actually, there is a shred of truth to this myth, however the strings are streams of data flowing between a quantized field of energy and our cerebral cortex, not from the Fates.

Every action and experience has its roots in the past - our past lives, and our past in this present life. All things are energy. We are energy. Our bodies are energy. An experience is energy. A thought is energy.

All this energy never can be destroyed. It regenerates. It re-expresses itself in a new way constantly. This is evolution. Evolution is simply energy changing and reflecting the interactions it has had with other energy.

Your life, my life and everyone's life is a sum of energy that is constantly morphing and changing. Even as you read these words you are changing and are not the same person you were before you started. All events regenerate. Your reading this blog entry will create a CYCLE of energy. This event will reoccur in a new way. Each cycle can grow or diminish. In this instance the pursuit of knowledge will give you an edge on many others, as you learn what you really are and how you really work. Your body is just a vehicle for your consciousness. It lasts so long and then the data gets booted up to the quantized field at so-called death. Yes, the people who see their lives passing before their eyes are experiencing the "boot-up" data flow - a quantized burst of energy as who and what you are in this lifetime is added to your quantized field, or soul if you will, which contains not just one lifetime worth of data and experience, but many lifetimes.

We live in a world that fears death because the world does not possess the scientific understanding of what a human really is or the nature of the infinite, eternal universe we live in. Ignorance causes fear - the fear of the unknown. Once the masses know of these things, mankind takes on a vastly altered appearance. Much of the violence and sadness in the world is the result of short-term outlooks. Finite perspectives that create lower emotional responses. Desperation, loneliness, anger, hate, jealously - all are born of this finite viewpoint.

Yes, we all live our lives regenerating or replaying past experiences in a new, updated manner. Our relationships with all those around us evolve. Our fields contain trillions upon trillions of biases. These biases, both positive and negative as seen through the context of our pasts, define our likes and dislikes and influence how we respond to any given situation or experience. We are complex algorithms and our consciousness is a unique reflection of who and what we are.

A billion people can be in the same room and all may share human bodies but none will see the room in the same manner and all will "feel" differently in the room. In a planet of 7 billion people, each has a unique take on life and experience it differently. All who read this blog post will take something different away from it and will react differently. This is how infinite diversity works. It is wonderful. It is the magic that keeps time continuing for eternity and a multiverse that can't ever be contained or fully explored.

This sort of data is mainly for those who are in the world, but not of it. For those whose bodies are no longer their master and whose minds define them, guide them and now take an active part in their evolution. Yes, that is what happens - evolutions no longer happens by accident or carelessly, but with intelligent guidance. Suddenly, a whole new universe opens up and huge gains can be made in reshaping who one is, to become who one wants to be. All journeys begin with the first step and the first true step is made when one achieves a slightly elevated form of sentience - that self awareness of who one is and how one functions. That awareness of continuity and infinite regeneration helps one to become more balanced and streamlined as one passes through life with less of the emotional roller-coaster of strong biases and lower emotions. Eventually one graduates from this classroom known as Earth and moves on to new classrooms with challenges suitable for our new development.

The Test - Experiencing Perfection.

2011-03-06T18:13:00.000-08:00

Today was an unusual day. I had a visit from the lovely and magnificent lady from The Room, whom as you may or may not know is one of my "bosses".

She gave me a gift unlike any other, the gift of complete equilibrium. I saw the world as she sees it - complete perfection. She's impersonal and because she has almost no biases, the infinite universe of information and experience is open to her mind. And while I held this same state - mine as well. Feeling a part of everything and being aware of all these things is beyond anything I've quite experienced - even when Yal-hune shielded my consciousness from overshadowers and all the rest.

It's great to have a boss like that. I was able to access almost all knowledge for fifteen minutes. Quite an uncanny experience. To know what is going on in the world with just a thought. To be able to access details and to see into the future and the past - as my boss can and as Yal-hune did as well.

This was a test of sorts. She wanted to see how I handle such consciousness and what I do with the access. I am pleased to say I passed. I didn't have a single selfish motivation the entire time and I focused primarily on assisting others I knew were in distress.

Yes, I was surprised somewhat too.

Experiencing that state of mind is indescribable. One realizes everything is absolutely perfect and one knows why at the same time. One does not bias anything, nor does one have any emotions outside of love, joy, curiosity and concern for the rest of the infinite. No fear, no sadness, no anger, no hate, no embarrassment. All the lower emotions are completely foreign to such state of mind.

I saw all the mistakes I've made in this life to date - countless numbers of them - and yet there was no bias, no recrimination, no embarrassment or insecurity. I was able to see myself as she sees me - a work in progress.

I was surprised to feel my body being rejuvenated at the same time. Like drinking a glass of pure water from the fountain of youth, while in this state of mind I could feel time going backwards and my DNA gaining new intelligence instead of losing it. Yet, even this I did not bias or emotionalize as it occurred. It was simply an event like any other and the science behind it was made clear to me as I thought about it. In fact, many fascinating possibilities about how fifth and four dimensional worlds can interface and the energy in both can be manipulated to achieve inconceivable things.

I know many of my readers will someday experience similar consciousness in their future. My boss is a real angel and she actually would outrank even the angels. Her mind is so peaceful, joyous and loving that the words simply aren't sufficient to convey what she is. While she may look like a blond haired, blue-eyed delectable delight sculpted by the Gods themselves when she appears in the flesh, her mind, her soul, is so much more delectable and delightful. Her soul is one of the most beautiful things in the multiverse that I am aware of.

Sustaining such a level of consciousness here on Earth seems like it would be very difficult - almost impossible. Yet, I know Yal-hune was constantly operating in a similar spectra while she was here and I have that much more respect for her, considering all we went through while she was here. Not biasing, remaining completely impersonal and becoming one with the multiverse and its complete perfection.

I hope I can retain as much of that equilibrium as possible, because it truly is a game-changer and completely alters the way one interfaces with the world.

Johnson & Johnson, deadly drugs and the FDA

2011-03-05T01:53:00.000-08:00

Topamax & Birth Defects

If you've been a reader of my blog for any period of time you know I'm rather vehemently opposed to the pharmaceutical industry and their cohorts at the FDA. The corruption for cash culture at the FDA has been in place for decades and gets more blatant with each passing year.

Drugs that never should have been approved are approved by a corrupt FDA that farms employees to pharmaceutical company boards for big payoffs after they green light their deadly drugs for mass consumption. The latest revelation is "Topamax" an epilepsy and migraine drug that causes birth defects in newborns and has been linked with many other deadly side effects. The drug industry plays a deadly game with the FDA - let us have a few years running time with a drug, then reveal its dangers after we get to make our initial billions of dollars. So each drug approved finds its faults revealed, or is pulled altogether a few years later, after the body count is high.

Criminal negligence, fraud and the doctoring of data is done with almost *ALL* drugs that have been approved or are waiting approval at this moment. The drug industry is a *TRILLION* dollar industry. The media lives in fear of them because they are the single largest advertising revenue ALL media outlets receive. That means an angry pharmaceutical industry will withhold advertising dollars and their long tentacles will go out of their way to damage careers, ruin companies and generally act like the classic psychotic unprincipled bad guys in any film.

The scientists employed in big pharm are, unfortunately, idiots. The proof is in the pudding. The drugs on the market simply don't work, don't work as advertised or work with deadly side effects that are worse than the original condition. The scientists know nothing of quantum wave interaction between the molecules of the drug they have concocted and the DNA of the cells they interface. They study only "chemical" reactions which is like studying the foundation of a house by looking at it from a Google overhead map view - completely inefficient and hopelessly incomplete.

When Topamax interfaces with human DNA the wave forms start distorting the genome and these distortions damage adult cells but particularly any fetus imbibing this toxic brew in the mother's blood finds itself with birth defects and in this instance predominantly distortions of the cleft plate, lip and nose. Why was this drug approved? Who signed off on its approval? Why did Johnson and Johnson submit such a hazardous drug? If they claim they didn't know - how incompetent are their research procedures not to test the drugs on pregnant women? Instead all pregnant women who are prescribed the drug by their doctors get to find out the drug was dangerous after they give birth to deformed babies who will live their whole lives with the mark of big greedy pharm on their cleft?

Of course J&J knew about the birth defects, just as they know about the breathing difficulties, seizures, interference with the nervous system function and all the rest. But in a trillion dollar industry, where every new drug represents BILLIONS of dollars - life, hey - it's simply not that important. Like I said, the classic bad guys straight out of a B movie - the ones with no ethics who try to cover up their misdeeds only to meet some cruel justice in the end.

We have a medical industry that is driven off of pharmaceuticals. Heck, doctors practically jump at the chance to offer pharmaceuticals as if they are each patients private drug dealer. Doctors now have become, basically, glorified prescription givers. You tell them what's wrong, or they tell you what's wrong and then they throw a prescription at you. That's the "cure" and treatment today.

Sure, it's a broad brush I'm painting with here today, but it's necessary.

I've seen the future. I've experienced the quantum wave treatment machines that can eliminate any disease - even cure cancer - in a single treatment. The future of medicine is not chemical - its electronic, because the human cell, nervous system and brain is really electronic. Epilepsy doesn't get intelligently treated with Topamax or any other pharmaceutical. Epilepsy is caused by the discharge of electrical energy from the quantized field through the cerebral cortex and into the brain. This discharge is not caused due to a chemical imbalance, it's caused because the individual has in the past experienced a violent shock and this shock now manifests with this burst of energy and the subsequent effects of a discharge into the brain. Loss of bodily functions, coherent thought and all the rest. Intelligent treatment involves isolating the original shock -in this lifetime or previous ones and working on balancing whatever extreme biases exist with this shock. Epilepsy is a mental illness spawned by previous experiences. It's not a biological defect and any biological markers of the disease are merely the byproduct of this traumatic shock.

If, for example, someone is shot in the head, or suffers blows to the head that result in their death, this surcharge of energy is recorded and carried with them. When they find themselves reborn, the forming fetus already shares a field with all this previously recorded data. The new body receives quantized signals from this indestructible quantized field of energy - timeless and for all intents space less. So the person is born epileptic and they relive these traumatic happenings with these surges of electrical energy. They get to relive their death - or quite often - others deaths they have caused, which also create serious field imbalance and feedback.

In the future, machines isolate these past experience and can even portray it on a screen like an ipad. The patient gets to actually view their past - beyond their birth and into previous lives, because these signals are recorded and accessible in their own quantized field. All events are so recorded and accessible and the doctors of the future work with patients to treat the originating causes of their conditions - not just the symptoms. Once the patient understands the cause of their seizures, they already diminish in intensity and duration. With more analysis and balancing of lingering past biases and emotions, their epilepsy is often completely cured without any needed physical alterations. Once the quantized field is more balanced, these discharges stop.

It hurts to travel from the future back into the past. Visiting a "modern" hospital is like traveling back in time to watch a bloodletting. Not a soul inside any hospital in the world of 2011 knows what a quantized field is, that each person has one and its relationship with the human body through the cerebral cortex. No doctor or surgeon inside takes into account the past lives the patient is reliving and which are manifesting in the present. They don't know that the first thing to do is to get the patient on equilibrium and to positively engage their minds, generating positive waveforms that start to balance that stored, imbalanced quantized field experience. I know all this and much more and seeing the suffering hurts. I feel almost guilty knowing all this, like a man with a truck full of antibiotics visiting a village decimated by bubonic plague.

Modern pharmaceuticals are throwbacks to the potion peddlers of the middle ages. Caveat emptor indeed.

I lift the curtains on all these things here. One of the planet's few (and I'd like to think uniquely creative) windows into the future. I provide the reader with plausible deniability because absolute proofs of these things could be quite damaging for those who aren't ready. "He's crazy!" Is kept readily available for those who will have need of it. For those who don't - the world and their future become much more interesting indeed. So much information. An evolutionary trajectory can be altered almost overnight.

The sad truth is that most can't follow or comprehend these things and its like I am speaking Latin - backwards. A quantized field of energy which stores all our experiences is to modern science a hypothetical construct at best. They can't see it. They don't have the equipment to detect it or measure the signals it broadcasts, so therefore it doesn't exist.

These machines will exist and, these posts I make here on this blog actually speed up the day when they do. I often wonder does the chicken or the egg come first? Do quantized field or "soul" viewers as they will be called and the quantized treatment of disease, come into existence because I posted these in the "past" or do they exist no matter what and these posts merely hasten the day, by opening a few bright minds to a whole new universe of possibility they didn't even realize was just over the horizon?

Whatever the case, pay close heed those of you who read this post - because your reading it is no accident. Everything is frequency relationship. If you read this its because experiences in your quantized field are compatible with this information. So don't pass up what's proffered here - a window to the future. A means to solve all your own illnesses, understand the sickness process and get a 500-1000 year head start on the future of medicine. I've held my tongue in the past and paid the price. I have to be here in the past to make up for my own transgressions. I get to live in the dark ages of 2011, where the cultural highlights are "lady gaga", "Justin Bieber" and "reality television".

Yes, I'm in hell. I look around at the emotions, the barbarism, the lack of knowledge and what passes for human pursuits and I have my own great test - trying not to bias all this negative. Believe you me...it's tough. And some of the toughest moments can be found looking at pictures of the deformed babies caused by human ignorance and greed and knowing how unnecessary it is.

Then I remember it is necessary. This world has to go through its dark ages. Good can only emerge from evil so that it has a point of reference. No evil - no good. The universe and its relativistic framework makes even a hell world, a paradise from a certain perspective. So the pharmaceutical companies will keep churning out drugs and doctors will keep prescribing them. They will think they are doing good and from an even more primitive age, it can be viewed as good. But billions will die over the next century, many will die early the from side effects of pharmaceuticals, damaging radiation therapy and medical malpractice. The doctors Hippocratic oath will be turned on its head and centuries may pass before the first quantized field signal receiver is developed. Until then the masses will believe in one life, various archaic religions and the soul will still exist in the unfathomable position of being merely "hypothetical".

Ramblings

2011-03-04T19:50:00.000-08:00

I return from my unscheduled trip with a bit more hope for the future than I had just 16 hours ago. Orchestrating a new symphony is never easy, and as Director of SDAI sometimes I feel like the conductor.

Yaylu is somewhere in China again. She's been gone for some time now. I have my suspicions about where she exactly returns to - secret facilities or possibly even remnants of the first Shamballa. She told me she has lots of friends, yet I have not met one of them. Skuuinja is living in Europe and she sent a postcard from Monte Carlo which had written in beautiful penmanship: "Not a TPD in sight." - a private joke only I would understand, but which would assure me that she was the sender of the postcard. I miss them both and Yal-hune as well.

It's just as well, perhaps. Though, I was so used to Skuuinja reading my thoughts all the time, that I've become that much more analytical and aware of those dips in consciousness. Having actual privacy of mind is hard to get used to.

All of the things I have experienced now, have made me somewhat numb to high weirdness. The most difficult thing has been to try and adjust to humanity. Ever since the enhancement which permits my brain to function more efficiently, I have found it more difficult to interrelate with others. I have become more withdrawn, less outgoing and I spend more time inside my own mind. I was never a social fraternizer, but still the difference is significant and I don't like it. I still bias others' lives and actions and if they don't live up to my own standards, then I pretty much shut them out of my life. I have no time for the pursuit of mindless, obsession sponsored time-wasters and thoughts. When Yal-hune was here, her presence alone seemed to keep me more bias-free. No that she is gone, I find the old ways returning. The judgments, subtle and not so subtle critical thoughts that infect my mind when I interact with the masses. I dislike it tremendously and need to redouble my efforts to abstain from these patterns of thought.

I keep wondering what futures Yal-hune had seen. She left just before the revolutions in Egypt, Libya and throughout the Middle East. Apparently the nuclear Armageddon was triggered in a chain that started with these events. She never told me anything - never even hinted she knew something until Shayla appeared to try and protect me from a nuclear future that was particularly unkind to me. As these events play out, I know she has orchestrated a time stream which averts all this and preserves me from something so bad they couldn't even tell me precisely what it was.

The films coming out, Limitless and Adjustment Bureau are not so subtle reminders that my life is fodder for overshadowers inspiring the entertainment industry and for over a year now every day I wake up knowing that my life is a reality show broadcast to dozens of worlds throughout the galaxy - and that I have absolutely no privacy whatsoever. I push it out of my head, yet I remember it at inconvenient times and then I remember that no one has any privacy - really. Every thought action and deed is recorded and accessible by those with the technology - or minds - to access it.

Powers That Be.

2011-03-02T22:03:00.000-08:00

I sneak up behind her and kiss her on the nape of her neck. My nose picks up her scent, the smell of her shampoo and the fragrance she wears. I reach around and hold her arms, letting my hands caress her until they reach her hands. I take her hands in mine and I feel that magical something that happens whenever we hold hands.

"You know I need to work on this..."

"Yes, but I can't help myself. When it comes to you I can't stay away."

"You think it's easy for me?"

She pulls up her arms and wraps our arms around her. She sighs an audible sigh and even her exhalation inspires me. She feels so good in my arms, I don't ever want to let her go.

I rest my head on her shoulder and her left hand goes up to caress my cheek.

"You need to let me work. We've had a breakthrough. If things keep falling our way, this is going to change everything."

I let her go reluctantly and I know she is working on something that will save lives, and change the future of medicine. Her co-workers,don't show it, but are relieved to see me go and don't enjoy that such personal attention might be brought upon their work. Their thoughts are too noisy in this antiseptic sub-level.

My hand print opens up the biometric door and I make my way back to my office. I barely have time to make myself a cup of decaf and the phone rings. It's Thor.

"We need to meet. I can't make it to Shamballa so I would appreciate if you would take a plane and head up here."

"Today?"

"The sooner the better."

"Okay. I'll be local in your area in about two hours."

I call the airfield and have one of the SDAI Gulfstream jets prepared for a flight and I grab my briefcase, open it and throw in my laptop and some gear. One never quite knows what one is getting into with Thor and so its better to err on the side of over-preparedness.

Before I know it, I'm in the air, wondering what this is all about. Thor's health has been an issue and he doesn't get around as much but, despite this, he still manages to conduct more important national business than the State Department does on any given week.

I pull my handheld Geiger counter out of my briefcase to get a feel of the radiation dosage. I've made a crusade to reduce radiation exposure for all SDAI workers. I've had the plane's passenger compartments fitted with internal radiation shielding - sandwiched lead in a charged membrane. It works well and cuts back typical radiation dosage by thirty to forty percent over unshielded commercial flights. It was developed in Shamballa alongside the improved Rolls-Royce engines, hull design which give this Gulfstream speed in capabilities in excess of mach 1.4 - enough speed to lose most hostile pursuers and get one to where one wants to go fairly quickly. Like a smaller Concorde, it comes in quite handy.

Before long, the pilot informs me we are about to land. She is quite exceptional at her job, and I admit I enjoy flying more when she is doing the flying. It's probably sexist of me to say so, but go ahead castigate me, it's simply the truth.

SDAI keeps a satellite facility with vehicles, planes and what-have-you nearby most major world airports and this one is no exception. A quirky looking armored Mercedes S550 in jet black with a dove grey leather interior greets me. I put my titanium briefcase in the trunk and as I start the car, I realize this car hasn't even been broken in yet - less than 1000 miles on the odometer. I pull out my scrambled cell and place the call.

"Hello Thor, this is Tech1. I'm local. Where do you want to meet?"

"Meet me at the park."

"No problem. Be there in ten minutes."

The park is not a park, but a parking garage in the downtown area. Parking garages are convenient because they conceal vehicles from peeping overhead satellites and the acoustics and environment afford one a greater level of privacy than many locales. We used this one once before as a meeting place sometime back in 2005.

I arrive and head to the 3rd level, halfway to the top. I see Thor's slightly stretched and armored SUV and his driver and security team is the same he's had for five years now, former special ops and quite capable of handling Thor's security. I get out of the car and an over sized door to the SUV slides open. I'm surprised to see, not just Thor, but three others I haven't seen in the same place since December 2008. I look around and just by the cars parked nearby I can see that these others also came here by car. Since some of these folks are under constant surveillance, I can assume this meeting will not last much longer than an hour or two - if that.

"What's up?"

"Glad you could join us. We're discussing the future of the Middle East and the United States."

"Good. It's about time."

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The Impoverishing of America

2011-02-25T18:02:00.000-08:00

Change is constantly occurring, but at this time we live in a world where change is happening more rapidly than in the past several decades. From an abstract and impersonal point of view all these changes are neither good or evil and will provide valuable learning experience for everyone alive at this time.

From a less abstract and decidedly personal point of view, I can't help but watch as the masses lack of overall intellectual capacity lead the world into conditions that will create mass poverty around the globe in excess of the burden the world already possesses. Particularly keen is the drop in wealth in the United States and western Europe.

There is one issue that is paramount to the wealth poverty equation: birth control.

In poor nations and among the least educated, birth rates and poverty are the highest. Where birth rates are low - the richest of the worlds residents reside. The message is extremely simple for the world to understand:

high birth rate = poverty

There are many who profit on the backs of the poor and who exploit them for their own gain. The capitalism in evidence all too often today is worse than the 1890's robber baron's whose business practices saw further than simply the next 6 months into the future. Religions too have grown in strength and power to the levels of the middle ages. Religions are the number one culprit in perpetuating mass poverty and suffering today. The pope is nothing more than a glorified farmer, farming bodies for funds to fill the coffers and so the evils of birth control are regularly doled out to the fearful and ignorant masses. Catholicism has grown in clout since its low-point in 1960, simply because the lowest common denominator that comprise the largest part of the flock - the uneducated poor around the world who are adherents of this religion.

With the evil of immoral religions and business corruption, the old evils are quickly returning to the scene of daily life and the progress made in the 20th century promises to be washed away in the 21st.

Already we are seeing a return to the pasts evils that were meant to be done away with. Child labor was par for the course in 1890 and for the century prior here in the United States. In other countries child labor is still the norm. Now, as American families find themselves in a bind, the kids must start working earlier. Already social security numbers are issued at birth, but already its the illegals' children here in the US who are toiling, all without social security cards. The fast food industry, the canning industry and the farming industry have half a century of experience now in skirting the US laws to maximize their profits.

The Walmart-ification of the retail sector has made commissioned jobs and the demand for skilled sales people a nearly extinct breed. Managerial positions are often held by the equally unskilled and are now glorified sales positions with more responsibility and very little more pay. The "made in China" problem is now epidemic and almost universal. All this wealth is being poured into China and is helping build their missiles and make them the global economic power of 2025. The danger of this nearly irreversible trend is obvious. The government of China is nowhere near as evolved as the US, nor are most of its residents. For these toiling masses, freedom is not an option. Free speech, freedom of assembly and other freedoms we take for granted simply don't exist. Re-education camp/prisons do exist and the masses live in constant fear of being assigned to hard labor in one of these political prisons. It's still the political dark ages in a corrupt China, growing fat off western greed and moral decline.

Yes, the moral decline in the west has fed this chain of events. The greed of the greediest robber baron is combined with the intellectual wasteland of today and the result is unsustainable business decisions that impoverish the very customer base you need to keep afloat. Like poisoning a well needed for drinking water the outsourcing of production simply impoverishes the people you desire to sell to here in America. The result: decreased production costs at the expense of reduced sales.

A camera made for $10 in China and sold for $50 in the US is not an improvement over the days when the same camera was made in the US for $35 and sold for $100. As the Walmart-ification continues, the masses can't even afford to spend the $50 and the retailer has to reduce the price to $40 and then $35 as sales plummet across the board 'mysteriously'.

The oil companies show their greedy shortsightedness in the constant practice of gouging customers at the pump. Their actions decimated the automobile industry that keeps them afloat and only hastens the day when cars again fall second to public transportation and other forms of transit. The few do ruin it for the many and hurt US industry when it can least afford it. Unfortunately many no longer see themselves as Americans, but simply residents of the world - for whom any exploitation or bankrupting of a nation is not much of a moral dilemma. If crime increases in their declining neighborhood, they can always move somewhere else where it is still minimal. Sure, eventually there will be no such place when the global economy collapses altogether, and even the western governments of the world will be considerably less free than they are now as poverty and violence spread from continent to continent.

But this is not a concern for the short-sighted, live for the now, person who never met a single moral they like enough to embrace. It will be their problem in the future - and not just in this life, but many future ones where they reap the repercussions of their self-serving actions until they actually do develop a set of morals and free themselves from a roller-coaster ride of poverty/hardship and indulgence/decadence.

In today's immoral age - all morals are anathema to the masses. Instant sexual gratification over love and familial relationships create a perverse sub-section to an increasingly uneducated populace. For these ones and others, such as drug addicted hordes, the breaking down of all laws and taboos is the only thing that gives them validation. And this is not about turning to religion. Far from it! Religionists are just as immoral and always have been, passing off responsibility to some god for their wrongdoing and all the while torturing, imprisoning, persecuting and murdering those who did not agree with their archaic, power hungry cults. This is about true morality - the kind that comes from logic and reason - in other words - morality based upon the real world and real history. This type of morality is hard to find. It presently exists in that small cross-section of educated western thought and philosophy that is increasingly unpopular with both the left and right.

I'm supposed to be able to figure out solutions to almost any problem. Yet this is a problem that defies my best efforts. Forcing 'good' on the masses is equally harmful and has just as bad results. In this instance, this ship is going to sink and only those who bothered to learn to swim will survive. The rest will learn a valuable lesson and return with new priorities and perhaps a slightly improved moral development.

Our Anatomy, Environment & The Fountain of Youth

2011-02-21T15:39:00.000-08:00

Today is time for another curtain lifting. This curtain is the one that conceals the intricate relationship between you and your environment.

Every moment of our existence we are never alone. We are inextricably merged with an environment. This environment can be viewed from many perspectives and the relationship is much more complex than is heretofore understood. As you should know by now - your body is simply energy. It is a set of fields that oscillate together. Each atom, molecule and cell in your body can be understood more truly as a complex field of energy.

Your eyes and sense often deceive you. Your body is not solid. Your environment is not solid. Nothing is solid and you and your environment are constantly in motion and constantly changing. Each atom is a field of energy. The nucleus and orbiting particles are just wave forms of energy with various biases and conducting an incomprehensible amount of energy. This field of energy merges with other fields and creates molecules. These molecules merge to create elements and these elements are sculpted by the field data to create cells.

The 'miracle' of how your body converts a plethora of elements and turns them into complex cells that perform unique functions is not really a miracle at all - just the intelligent manipulation of energy. Each new bone cell, kidney cell or brain cell has a specific matching field that guides its formation. From conception the sperm and ovum are intelligently guided to merge and share DNA field data. A third field - that of the soon to be born child - can control and manipulate the merger with their own field. 'Older' souls have very strong fields and they often can easily reshape their parents DNA on the fly as the fetus grows and matures.

It's all about wave manipulation, harmonic attraction and biases. The fetus now has a new DNA code based largely upon portions of the parents code as manipulated by their own stored previous codes that they carry with them from life to life. Now this DNA code has all the fields needed in its vortical structure to produce a new physical anatomy that it can use. Each cell carries with it a link to this code and that is the DNA molecule - embedded with trillions upon trillions of waveforms into the atoms. A skin cell can spawn another skin cell, a muscle cell another muscle cell and on and on. This goes on constantly, without our thought or instruction.

Your DNA is not static. It is constantly evolving. Every thought, action and experience you have while in your body is recorded by your cells and subsequently by the fields that sponsor and guide them. Like cell phones they transmit two-way messages wireless all the time. DNA gets damaged and also goes through its own cycle of intelligence and all cell reproduction carries this damage to any newly created cell. This is how hair becomes grey, skin loses it's elasticity and how overall aging occurs. This is how cancer spreads and how a body can become susceptible to illness.

What is not known is that all DNA molecules, even damaged ones - can repair themselves and often do - even without our thinking about it. The more evolved your DNA is, the more resistance you will have to all sorts of diseases, illness and even the process of aging will be slowed down.

Almost everyone over 25 wants to be slimmer, fitter and younger. The legendary "Fountain of Youth" has been sought and searched for in one place or another for as long as man has existed. A miracle food, a special diet, creams, vitamins, herbs and drugs have been promoted and sold to a youth-hungry public with rather poor results. With all the desire for youth one would think by now some scientists might realize it would help to figure out what causes aging in the first place? Once science understands the whole energy field thing better, they will be able to evolve from drugs and chemicals to specific wave form manipulation.

If one wants to be 20 forever, record the DNA field signals at 20 and restore the missing signals as time passes. Like a song being sung with fewer and fewer notes and off-key to boot - this is the DNA aging process. Youth could be maintained by comparing current DNA with the previous DNA and restoring any lost or mutated wave signals and structures. Embedding signals into fields of such massive complexity and and impossibly small scale and scope as the DNA molecule is the hard part, but once mastered the genetic code becomes an open book and many things are possible.

Of course once possibilities are made available they will be abused quickly as well. Transforming people's DNA to create desired outcomes of course will become all the rage. Everyone will look 18 and youth itself will no longer be such an attractive thing because it will no longer have old age around to make it look good. If everyone has blue eyes and whatever hair color, skin color and feature so they prefer - it will make real beauty that much harder to find and the human body will be a toy to play with and experiment. Animals will be first and then man comes quickly after. Then comes man/animal hybrids much the same way we already have fish genes injected into some tomatoes to mutate their DNA and keep them from spoiling so quickly.

Tattoos and piercings will be viewed as we view ancient caveman art. The stuff great-great-great grannies did to get attention to their bodies. The future will bring completely sculpt able bodies and the young and daring (often not so smart either) will have their skin DNA modified to appear like Cheetah skin or perhaps have their hair follicle DNA patterned as some animals fur. A human mink? A human rhinoceros? Sure the complications will be horrific but after "enough" research certain modifications will be declared "safe" and can be guaranteed to earn the seal of approval of the FDA and whatever other future agencies regulate genetic mutation.

The problem with such modification is that it's unnatural and regenerates into the field this unnatural event. Over time and many regular "youth treatments" or particularly any weird hybrid-DNA creations, the DNA will develop whole new problems that reappear almost instantly after the treatment.

Much the same happens to people after a face lift. The cells and data want to recreate the previous positions and shape - its encoded into them now. So the face lift doesn't hold - and they go under the knife again for largely short-lived and unsatisfying results.

So what is the answer? The answer is not to fear aging, wrinkles and grey hair. Don't bias it. The less you bias the more on equilibrium your fields will be. Natural youth, the type that is sustainable and more intelligent is sustained by being on equilibrium and maintaining that positive consciousness. Your looks are recreated by the sum of what you are. If you want to change them - change yourself from the inside and your outsides, after enough lifetimes dedicated to positive change, will be more beautiful than you ever imagined possible.

Smenkhkare Part 6

2011-02-19T00:26:00.000-08:00

I walk with Kepra-la and she leads us to a small residence on the outskirts of Akhetaten. As we walked I momentarily flash backed to all the Egypt movies I've seen: The Egyptian, Cleopatra and even Yul Brynner as Pharaoh in The Ten Commandments. Seeing the real deal makes all the MGM sets and costumes seem so corny and fake. It's not just the architecture and costumes - it's the people that make the biggest difference. The people are real and so unlike the actors posing as Egyptians in street scenes and the like.

We finally arrive and she enters first, motioning me to follow.

My eyes adjust from the bright mid-day sun to the darker inside of a home.

"Greetings in the name of Aten."

As the person before me becomes clear, I am taken aback almost to the point of shock. It is a young man, perhaps twenty or twenty-five, and he looks like he could almost be my twin brother. The face, particularly the eyes and nose are nearly identical in appearance to my own. His head is shaved, which is the most glaring disparity between us. He seems just a bit shorter than I am and I see his skull is larger than normal, but not nearly as large as Akhenaten's. I turn and look at Kepra-la with an inquisitive glance.

"Is this..."

"Yes. You are meeting your past self."

The man is staring at me with about the same look of amazement and shock I must have on my face right now.

"You...you look like me?"

"Apparently, we share the same Ka."

I think of all the science fiction tales I have read which involved the end of the universe if you should meet yourself. It seems the universe does not implode or explode. Thank goodness for small miracles.

I know there should be a million questions to ask this man, myself, and the only thought I can manage to muster is to wonder how my Ka can support two bodies in different states of development at the same time.

Kepra-la is smiling broadly. And my other self, between curious stares at me, is smiling even more broadly at her. It's nice to know I appreciated the finer things already over 3500 years ago and at the same time it sort of bothers me to see him ogling her.

"What is your name?"

He turns to me again, "Smenkhkare. I am Pharaoh's younger brother."

I try to recall my history and know he (me?!) is also doomed to a very short reign after Nefertiti's and Akhenaten's murder.

"You are my living proof of the continuity of the Ka. Seeing you has ended the doubts that have plagued me. You are from the future, I was told this and believe it. How far into the future are you from?"

"We are from 3500 years in your future."

"Praise to Aten! This is wonderful. And what is life like 3500 years from now?"

"It is different, yet the same. There are many more machines that do things, but the people live with many of the same needs and desires they live with now."

I turn to Kepra-la. "This is why Akhenaten and his family treated me like family isn't it?" She smiles and knows I've answered my own question. Meritaten's asking me "Do you remember" makes total sense now. Seeing myself is bringing things much clearer. Perhaps too clearly. Flashes of this past life emerge. Images, scenes and feelings from out of this time.

I look at Kepra-la who speaks in my mind.

"I understand there is a certain shock and adjustment as you oscillate here with your old self. It is natural to feel confused and a bit disoriented."

I look back at Smenkhkare, I realize he is secretly in love with Nefertiti - his older brother's wife. Scenes of him with Nefertiti in private flash with great detail and force to the surface of my consciousness. He is quite frustrated as he loves her madly yet can't betray his brother.

Amazing. I wonder if I have always had this type of problem - falling for women who are not available or out of my league. Either way it makes sense of my great attraction and admiration for Nefertiti. Even as a child I could hear her voice in my mind - a voice through time from the past. Now I know why I knew what her voice sounded like.

Smenkhkare speaks. "I do know you both. This future life...how is it I can see images of this life if it has not yet happened?"

Kepra la explains it to him, that the Ka is timeless and unique parts of it extend throughout all time periods.

I realize he is seeing small vignettes of my life, like I am seeing small vignettes of his. I wonder if he can see my future. Watching him is like watching a mirror, and just like watching a reflection it seems rather boring.

Kepra la is again in my head "Yes, you are being repulsed by yourself somewhat. The shared signals you share create a repulsion."

Smenkhkare reaches out to shake my hand. I reach out hesitantly and when we touch the repulsion almost seems like revulsion. It is almost physically painful to touch him! I see he has had much the same reaction.

"We are too alike. We repel each the other."

It is fascinating. In some ways he is the most unsympathetic person I have ever met and yet we share so much in common. Identical twins may share the same Ka, but their spirit is divided, like a deck of playing cards, so that no two cards are identical matches. Here, like this, way too many signals in our respective fields match and I realize I have to get out of here. My stomach is upset and I feel quite anxious.

"It was nice to meet you." I say.

"Yes, I am grateful to Aten for showing me myself."

I walk out of the residence in a hurry. The world is spinning and I notice Kepra-la has followed me out only after giving a very big hug to Smenkhkare. I would be jealous, but I realize it is me she is hugging and I can almost feel the hug even as I bend over and try to catch my equilibrium.

"Why is it worse for me than him?"

She looks at me, "It is because your fields don't like the older versions of themselves. Those signals have all been updated by another 3500 years of experiences. The natural reaction is to get away from them, for fear of reversion."

"How can my Ka support both bodies at the same time?"

"Easily. A developed soul can support many Ka's in the same time. You could support several without any great dilution in your ability to manage them. Like controlling a marionette - one for each hand. Now, if you have many more hands, the number increases proportionately. I think it is time for us to leave."

I smile at Kepra-la, she has shown me all this for a very important reason and, like her sister, she keeps those reasons often close to the chest, letting me get the full benefit of figuring it all out.

In a flash we are back in Shamballa. She disappears, leaving me alone with my communiques with teams in the Egypt of today and my thoughts. I have much to ponder and even more to understand.

Ka Lessons (Part 5)

2011-02-15T21:00:00.000-08:00

Meritaten takes my hand again and leads me to the reflecting pool that is now like a living shimmering rainbow made of water. Small silver fish swim through the pool and take on different hues as they swim through the light.

"It's beautiful" I tell her.

"Yes, Aten brings great beauty and life to all things."

Nefertiti and Akhenaten are still conversing with Kepra-la. The others in attendance seem not to be surprised by the long silences and must believe it is just part of the way they receive certain guests. I let my mind reach out, the way Yal-hune taught me, allowing all sorts of information fill my consciousness. Meritaten, who had been playing with a fish, turns around and smiles as I do so.

"That's better." she says with her mind. "You will enjoy life so much more when you use ALL of your senses." As if she feels its necessary to prove her point she turns again and I see what has caught her attention. A man, older and thinking negative thoughts about Akhenaten and the new faith that has done away with the old gods. He is an official from Thebes and has close ties with the priesthood.

"If you know these people are disloyal, why do not your parents act on that knowledge?"

"They want to give all people a chance to learn and evolve in the light of the Aten. They hope that Aten will open their hearts and place truth and love there for them to embrace."

My first thoughts are not pleasant ones and I see Meritaten almost wince as they reach the surface of her consciousness. I had thought that Akhenaten must have a martyr complex to let these traitors destroy him, his family and AkhetAten.

I speak to her mind softly. "I'm very sorry Meritaten. In my world of the future traitors are more harshly dealt with and I still bias outcomes which I deem unfavorable. I know the future, as do you, and I bias it quite negative. I hate to see anything so beautiful as your family, beliefs and city be destroyed."

She locks her purple-blue eyes with mine and her thoughts are as clear as the prism that creates the rainbow above us.

"I understand. You have lost some of your balance and wisdom. You didn't use to see these things this way. You need to regain this wisdom because otherwise you will always be at the mercy of others and your environment instead of having mastery over your mind and the course your Ka travels. Your Ka is very strong and very old and yet you have let certain experiences - such as these deaths disturb your Ka. Even though you understand that your Ka cannot be destroyed by men, you have biased the apparent loss of your families and loved ones very negative. Look at us. Here you have already experienced many deaths since you knew me and yet we are together again - in your future. Proving that even the ones one has loved are always accessible and are NEVER lost."

As she speaks the wisdom of this small girl is now patently obvious. I wonder are all extraterrestrial bred minds so balanced and informed - even when living in these primitive times? They can read me like a book.

"Your Ka speaks for you. My father passes judgment by reading the Ka of those who come before him. In this way his decisions are just."

I try to read Meritaten's Ka and she smiles, aware of my efforts. She just stares at me and lets me try to process what I can of her lives, pasts and future.

Her Ka is so very peaceful. She has so much joy, love and such appreciation for the world around her. I wonder why she is even here on Earth. It seems like a classroom she has already long since mastered.

She looks away and back down at the fish that has just turned from blue-green to violet, "I have some things I need to align better in my Ka. They may not speak as clearly to you, but they are there nonetheless. Aten and my parents help me and my sisters find this balance."

I become aware of Kepra-la standing beside me.

"Nefertiti would like to speak with you."

"Okay. Thanks."

I turn to Meritaten. "Thank you Meritaten. For your wisdom."

"The joy was all mine."

I get up from the reflecting pool and approach Nefertiti. I glance quickly at Akhenaten and he is smiling a disarming, and somewhat unnerving, smile. Nefertiti rises from her throne and I am momentarily distracted by her beautiful figure which is quite apparent through the sheer gown she wears. I keep forgetting that in this time nudity and the body is not an issue. She is absolutely mesmerizing and her body matches her lovely face. Just as gentle and just as inviting. Yet there is a regal quality that defies description.

"Kepra-la has told us you always wanted to meet us. I hope we have not been a disappointment."

"No, quite the contrary, I realize that you are both much more than I ever imagined. Much more. I have learned quite a bit on this trip. Knowing that you know what you know and still can be as positive as you are - gives me strength to see my own life in a new light."

"Your world is only as beautiful or as ugly as your Ka is - remember that. Before you leave us, there is another I think you should meet. Your most wonderful companion knows the way."

I guess this goodbye. I look around and part of me does not want to leave. The old urge to save them from their future rises up, but with this new knowledge I realize they view death as I view going to sleep at night - with no fear whatsoever.

"Farewell Pharaoh Akhenaten and Queen Nefertiti. I will never forget either of you and will think of what you have shared with me during my time here. Know that my love for you both and your family always goes with you."

Meritaten and her sisters join their mother and wave to Kepra-la and me as we depart. Akhenaten sits peacefully. The smile upon his face only slightly diminished and I hear both of their voices in my mind as they speak in unison, "May the Aten shine upon you and all that you meet in your travels."

As we leave the audience hall I notice that Kepra-la is smirking, or so it would seem, and I wonder why.

She turns to me and smiles broadly. "You will some day find out the source of my amusement."

Nefertiti, Akhenaten & Meritaten (Part 4)

2011-02-13T22:17:00.000-08:00

We approach the royal couple and I am at once quite astounded. It is easy to see why the priesthood feared this couple and their belief system. What's most fascinating is the discovery that Egypt was founded by refugees from Atlantis and that there were still those who clearly had alien DNA in their cells, simultaneously ostracizing them from the rest of humanity and giving them special abilities and a keener intelligence than the masses possessed.

Kepra-la said that this visit would provide a lesson and I look forward to learning more of all this unrecorded history. Part of me wants to warn them about their fate, but I know that this wouldn't necessarily change anything and only spin off another parallel time-stream if it did.

Nefertiti locks eyes with me and she is far more beautiful in person than her famous statue, now residing in Berlin, can capture. She is telepathic and has the ability to probe my mind the same way many other aliens have over the past few years. I set up an area to converse in and lock down those parts of my mind that I wish to remain private. She smiles as I do this and there is a sparkle in her eyes. She is quite alive and and joyous her consciousness is quite at odds with my own, which is all too often dour and critical of my surroundings and the people with whom I must interface.

"Why the Aten? Why worship the sun?" I ask Akhenaten. I say the words aloud and some of those in the audience hall gasp in shock.

"The Aten is the bringer of all life. The other gods are false. We can see and feel the Aten. The other gods spring from the minds of men and their fears." He looks at me with a blend of curiosity and compassion. It's almost as though he takes pity on my lack of understanding of the obvious.

Nefertiti speaks into my mind.

"Great evils were performed by the priests of Atlantis before it was devoured by the world. Experiments were conducted which turned men into beasts and beasts into men. The gods many of our people worship are the legacy of these evil deeds. We are trying to move away from the worship of these false gods, who were monstrosities that merged the bodies of men and animals."

Kepra-la squeezes my hand tighter and I turn to her. She speaks gently after Nefertiti has finished.

"You lived in these latter times of Atlantis. You could have stopped some of this experimentation and you chose not to. Although you did not order these experiments, you could have halted many of them. Your position was much as it is today, overseeing the work of a great many. However, as in this life, you fear the repercussions of actions taken against others who possess power and can retaliate against you."

Her words sink in and she transmits images of these creatures created in the Atlantean laboratories. Jackal faced men, cats with human heads, half fish people, humans with appendages of animals and humans living with the brains of animals. It's beyond horrifying. It's ghastly and the reality of it hits me in my solar plexus like a lead brick. The scientists were completely out of control and the masses were jaded to the worst forms of experimentation.

This is the lesson I am here to receive. I feel ashamed here before Nefertiti and Akhenaten who are working to undo the damage caused to the collective unconscious of the masses who saw these horrific creations and lived among them in their past lives.

Akhenaten speaks into my mind and his voice is firm and I can feel his determination.

"Yes, and the priesthood still try to give these monsters power over the people and cause them to live in fear of them. These monsters were never gods - they were only monsters and should be left in the shadowy past which they belong to."

"I am so sorry. I wish I could change my past acts."

"No need to apologize to us. We do not judge you. You judge yourself in the light of the Aten." Akhenaten's gold and blue eyes peer into my soul and his abilities are indeed formidable. His form of telepathy and strength of personality and self assurance exceed those of almost anyone i have ever met, even Yal-hune. Suddenly a wave of fear washes over me and I don't quite know why. Then I realize this is exactly the way I felt then - a clear fear of some unknown threat that lurked in the shadows.

Kepra-la had let go of my hand and takes my hand again. The fear is gone and with it some of the guilt I felt as I recognize that I have learned since those days and have shut down many projects I could not justify and ended my participation in others that had taken a turn for the dark side.

The oldest daughter of Akhenaten and Nefertiti stands up and walks over to me and Kepra-la. As she gets closer her alien heritage is absolutely undeniable and she is absolutely adorable. In this time, no one suspects because the masses are not yet even aware they live on a planet, much less are part of a vast sea of worlds. The unique heads are simply because they are descended from "gods".

The daughters eyes are so deep and their oblong heads contain several unique bone ridges in the skull humans do not, giving more room for their larger brains.

"Do you remember me?" the girl says as she walks right up to me.

She has the face of an angel, yet not a human angel. Her eyes are a dark purple-blue. Radiant and glowing from within and are at least one and a half times as large again as human eyes. Her gold tan skin literally appears as if her skin grows with flecks of gold embedded within and reflects light unlike any skin I have seen. I do remember her. I remember all of them. I lived here and knew them. I look around quickly - almost expecting to see myself somewhere.

"Yes, I do....I do!"

She smiles a smile that's so kind and happy, I just melt and smile back as wide a grin as I can back at her. She walks forward and hugs me. I hug her in return and lift her up off the ground and into my arms. I half expect some guards to seize me, but Akhenaten and Nefertiti are both smiling as if I am extended family.

"I knew you would remember. Come with me."

I set her down and she takes my hand and leads me past the thrones to where she and her younger sisters sit on gold hued cushions playing with a tame cheetah tied to a pole.

Nefertiti and Akhenaten speak with Kepra-la and the conversation is telepathic, but is kept from me - private. For a brief moment I wonder just what they are talking about, but then shift my attention to Meritaten and her sisters.

Meritaten, the girl who has led me back here, suddenly exerts a mental force I have not felt in a while. Her large skull houses a brain of uncanny ability and before I realize what is happening, she is feeding history into my head at an astonishing rate. The latter period of Atlantis saw Atlantis visited by several alien worlds. The offspring of humanity and these visitors rose to positions of power and were natural leaders due to their greater intellectual capacity and special abilities. In Egypt, refugees of doomed Atlantis still chose the descendants of these ones to lead them. The large headgear the Pharaoh wears which conceals his large head is the symbol of power as the masses began to worship these more developed beings as gods. The intermarriage of family was done to keep a line of these beings with less dilution.

It's all absolutely fascinating and for the first time in my life, the entire Egyptian history from Pharaohs to pyramids and to animal gods all makes perfect sense.

"I travel to the future and the past in my dreams. How do you like your world of the future? Is it fun and beautiful?"

She says this with such enthusiasm that I can't bear to tell her, I often find it exactly the opposite.

"It is fun and beautiful - parts of it anyway. Other parts seem less beautiful and less fun, but I know everything can be fun and beautiful when seen from the right perspective. How do you know all the things you know? Where did you learn about Atlantis?"

Meritaten giggles aloud as if I've asked the most stupid question in the world. Her dark purple eyes brighten and glisten as she laughs at me. I have a deja-vu as she does. The epiphany finally arrives as she continues laughing. Her mind is capable of traversing time and space and she picks up past and future history the way we map our environment - by observation and experience. Like reading a book, only much more detailed and vivid, she can acquire the history of the world and its future. When she told me she dreams of the past and future, she was telling me she visits these places in her mind, I just didn't quite catch the significance.

The cheetah purrs loudly as her sister strokes its back. I wonder just how much of the future she has seen. Does she know her parents future or her own? This would be a horrible curse. Hopefully, this is blocked to her vision.

She giggles again and laughs even harder. "You say you remember but you have forgotten so much!" A stream of images flash through my mind. She shows me her future death and then birth. She shows me dozens of others she has experienced and I suddenly realize what Yal-hune kept from me. She shows me dozens of my own deaths and births, then hundreds of them in sequence so quickly they become a blur and I can no longer keep up with them all.

"I don't fear my death, nor do my parents fear theirs. Why on Earth should they? Do I fear the sunset? Should I try to prevent the sun from setting? The day of death and birth are just like any other day and mark the flow of our Ka. You need to remember. You know all this already!"

And she's right, I do know it. This young half-alien girl from ancient Egypt has brought an inner peace in me that I had forgotten. I feel alive or more awake. The realization that I have allowed the fear of death to control my actions - back in Atlantis and in this life too is an eye-opener that will help me achieve more balance in all I do. I gaze upon Meritaten and realize I don't know how to thank her for her efforts to free me from my illusions and fears.

"I love you. You still don't fully remember who you are, but you will - I have seen it!"

She says this so cheerfully and with such benevolence and assurance that I can't help but give her another big smile.

"Look."

I turn to look where Meritaten is pointing and I see rays of the sun broken apart in shafts shining down through a prism at the open roof of the audience hall. The light shafts create a rainbow in the water of a shallow reflecting pool in the center of the audience hall. It is absolutely beautiful and I haven't seen anything that so perfectly manipulates sunlight to create such beauty.

Akhetaten (Part 3)

2011-02-12T15:30:00.000-08:00

The first thing I feel is the hot desert sun falling down upon my skin as I reappear in AkhetAten besides Kepra-la, a familiar feeling to be sure for anyone who lives in the desert.

We have arrived at the outskirts of the city and as my eyes take in the expanse of Nile cultivated gardens and luscious date palms soaring into the skies above us, it makes me feel like I have arrived at some posh Florida retirement community. The city before us is breathtaking. It is amazing how contemporary it looks to my eyes, as if it was designed by an Architectural firm only last year. It is new and definitely feels new, clean and fresh, something anyone who has lived in a new community appreciates and enjoys.

"Right now it is new. It is fresh. We are here and the year is 1355BC. Most of the buildings are less than 3 years old."

Kepra-la has given us garments that blend in perfectly with the garments worn by the residents of AkhetAten. A white flowing gown for her and for me a skirt and tunic. She has even adorned us with some accessories, an arm bracelet for me and for her a necklace,bracelets and anklets in gold. She looks absolutely gorgeous and in this pastoral and picturesque environment I let my mind wander and imagine just what it would be like to live life here in peace. As I gaze at passersby, I spot a large number of families and children. AkhetAten is truly a family-focused place. In the history books they focus on Akenatens "heretical" beliefs, failing to realize he was merely restoring the older Atlantean belief system that Cheops tried to keep alive for future generations and that the new gods, full of animal-human hybrids was the true heresy upon the original Egyptian origins and beliefs.

"Wholesome" is a word that springs to mind as I walk with Kepra-la along the avenue alongside the palace and see the children running and mothers laughing and talking in the mid-day sun. Akhenaten supposedly claimed this city was sacred and blessed by Aten as the way people should live. Seeing it, I can't help but agree. This place is a very happy place and the people here live far better than I imagined for this time period. It's safe to say they live far more happily than do the future Egyptians who over 3000 years later will live in conditions of greater oppression, filth, crime and poverty.

"Try not to make the constant comparisons. You need to remember every person finds themselves in the environment they most need to overcome the imbalances of their pasts."

Kepra-la reaches out, takes and holds my hand, as one sees other lovers here do as they are walking alongside the palace and parallel to the Nile river. It is a gesture I can't ignore and it sends a wave of great joy and warmth through me. Through this connection I feel her goodness, purity and it is in constant connection with me. I feel myself become more balanced and my thoughts become more loving and gentle. The fragrant smells of the palatial gardens are heady and saturate the moist air here. For the first time I realize both of us are wearing some sort of scented oils, which mingle with the perfumes of the garden flora.

Kepra-la speaks in my mind, "We are going to be just in time to have an audience with Akhenaten and Nefertiti."

"We are scheduled?"

"Yes. Like I told you once before, time is not linear. This moment is just as real and undetermined as the moment we left your office."

"And we can't change history?"

"Our meeting here in the 'past' is part of our future."

"Now I know how my blog-readers feel. Thinking about this makes my head hurt."

"It's not that complicated really. Like a string of dominoes lined up you can take any one of them and place them between any other two. We are a domino that has been moved and when we leave we will be moved back to our original position. Dominoes are moving around all the time, it's just most never notice it. At any time on Earth, there are probably dozens and sometimes hundreds of time travelers around. Some visits trigger the creation of a new parallel universe and some don't. I knew when I was much younger that I would go back in time with you and that the universe we return to is the same one we left. There are many countless parallel universes that have been created by time travelers attempting to alter history. Hundreds have saved Lincoln, Kennedy, Martin Luther King, King Arthur, etc. Others have eliminated Hitler, Genghis Khan, Stalin, Pol Pot, Idi Amin and prevented the US from developing atomic weapons. Each of these visitors, by their very arrival, spin off a parallel universe. Observers from other spectra see the outcomes of all these time travelers interference and recognize it always balances out again. Those who prevent the death of Lincoln find that the "freed" slaves never secure the freedom they achieve when Lincoln dies. Stopping the US achieving the bomb usually results in a totalitarian regime developing it first and introducing it into the world only a decade or two later and achieving complete global domination."

"Fascinating. So our presence here was a part of ancient Egypt?"

"Yes."

I notice, that while Kepra-la was speaking into my mind we have crossed a beautiful bridge that joins the royal palace to the Hall of Audience.

We enter the Hall, beautiful murals adorn the walls and I see the royal couple sitting in gorgeous thrones made of gold.

Nefertiti has spotted us and is smiling. In less than an instant I realize she has that same spark that Kepra-la does possess.

"Welcome. Come and approach us." Nefertiti's voice enters my head and she gazes at me from a distance and smiles. In a flash I recognize they are very developed beings and not at all what they seem to be. Their daughters are playing on the ground behind them. Their shaved heads and appearance reveal a startling truth - they are descended from one of the Atlantean races which had coexisted with aliens. I had seen images of such in the Atlantean texts recovered from Project MIMIR's holding warehouse. The daughters and Akhenaten himself are clearly as much alien as human in appearance and they are concealing much of their true abilities from the masses.

"Concealing is not the right word..." Nefertiti says to me in a mental voice that is as soft and gentle as a leaf floating down from a tree, "...we are protecting our people from the knowledge they are not yet prepared to accommodate."

Akhenaten finishes talking with one of his viziers and peers in our direction for the first time. His eyes are uncanny and quite alien. A vivid gold, like the Aten itself, with streaks of blue, like lightning bolts within. His head really is quite oblong and influenced by alien genetics and the reliefs I have seen now make perfect sense, even though his appearance was exaggerated to some degree.

"Greetings to you both, visitors from the future. Our family welcomes you to AkhetAten."

The Pyramids, Cheops and Akhenaten (Part 2)

2011-02-10T00:14:00.000-08:00

The aliens from Htra-deg are some of the most advanced in the galaxy. Their emissaries which are sent to various worlds and are all seasoned galactic travelers are some of the most developed of all. By human standards their abilities would seem beyond superhuman and approaching godlike. The truth is everything they do they can do because of their advanced understanding of energy and their ability to manipulate it. Walk on water? Walk through walls? Child's play for a being that can control the way their atoms interface, oscillate and resonate.

So here Kepra-La has taken me back to the time of ancient Egypt, apparently provided suitable attire as well and done so in a measure of time which appears instantaneous from my perspective.

As I gaze upon her, I see that Kepra-la has modified her appearance enough to pass easily for human.

"So where do we go first?"

"I wanted to show you these pyramids in their early state. The alabaster covering will in a few centuries be blown and torn off the pyramids and used to build a small nearby village. The pyramids were built to look like the Atlantean energy towers which the first Egyptians, hailing originally from a doomed Atlantis, had lived with and passed down the tales and imagery of these edifices to their offspring."

"What's with the gold orb on the tip?"

"The original power tower edifices projected energy generated within the tower which tapped the Earth's electromagnetic field for power. It was relayed and projected to receiving towers via a finely sculpted and engineered crystal. The gold orb shines and reflects the sun from almost any position in the sky and reminds the residents of this life-giving solar energy."

"So the pyramids were sort of sentimental replicas of the early Egyptians former home?"

"Yes. Much of Egyptian culture is owed to Atlantis, including the use of hieroglyphs to communicate and the continuity of eternal life."

"Why use them as giant tombs?"

"The Pharaoh Cheops was a particularly educated 'history buff' and he wanted his memory to preserve this history and remind all who looked upon it of the real history of Egypt. He did not want to have any personal sculptures or ornamentation on the exterior and it was designed to strict specifications as passed down by those Atlantean textbooks - such as those you have safely tucked away at your Shamballa facility."

"Fascinating."

"Yes. The sad truth is the significance of the shape and structure was lost on most Egyptians within a century or two of Cheops death. The creation of many new gods to explain the workings of the world arrived in this more primitive period. They still had science and medicine, but these were increasingly supplanted by religious rites and the supplication and subservience to these many gods."

"What about Akhenaten?"

"He is trying to restore the one-god concept. The Atlantean texts are already gone at this point. The two surviving books Cheops consulted had been stolen and hidden by priests who realized these books conflicted with their gods and mythology. Subsequent Pharaohs did not have these books, did not know of many of these secrets and so much was lost. The same sort of thing happened thousands of years later as the early written records of Christ's life were destroyed by the Catholic church so that their mythology could also preserve uncontested by history and the truth."

"Where is Akhenaten now?"

"He is in AkhetAten. I wanted to show you these pyramids because they were part of the inspiration of young Akenaten to the importance of the Aten. The polished gold orb which even now beams the Aten's rays to each one was Cheops lasting gift and one which was not lost on Akhenaten."

Kepra-La. (Part 1)

2011-02-07T02:19:00.000-08:00

Kepra-la appears before me and, without saying a word, teleports me out of my office at Shamballa where I have been busy communicating with our teams currently in Egypt, Iran, Iraq and Israel.

For those with great memories (or quick access to a search engine) Kepra-La is Yal-hune's younger sister. She is more beautiful than Yal-hune (perhaps the most beautiful being I have ever seen in this lifetime) and my few encounters with her have been simultaneously mystifying, scary and delightful.

We appear in Egypt. I recognize the Pyramids in the distance. Something is amiss though the Pyramids are covered in what appears to be plaster. My god - the Pyramids are almost new! I turn to Kepra-La who is speaking into my mind. And just looking at her...I melt. I really do. She is so overwhelmingly lovely I just fall apart. As her "voice" enters my mind with its purity and beauty its all the more lovely and I realize that I never knew a being could be so beautiful in a body made of flesh.

"Yes, we are in Egypt of long ago. You are in for a treat and a lesson."

The treat part is just seeing Kepra-La, being near her and feeling her consciousness inside my own. I realize my consciousness is short circuiting in her presence - it's like a mental overload.

"Allow me."

She filters out some of her consciousness, and it feels like someone turning the volume down on a loud radio.

"Thank you. It's just..."

"No need to explain, I know exactly what was happening."

If all I did for the next million years was stand beside her and share mind with her, I would be overjoyed.

Kepra-La turns to me, her eyes two living fires that have been stoked. The smile on her lips is a subtle one and she pierces straight to the core of my consciousness with her eyes locked with mine and does something to me. She helps me to focus and my consciousness is awakened more fully. I integrate myself and I focus on what she wants to show me.

"Akhenaten is Pharaoh. You are going to meet him and his wife Nefertiti."

Wow. She has picked the two Egyptians I have most admired and always wanted to meet.

"Why are you doing this for me?"

"You will find out soon enough."

Be Careful What You Wish For (or "Mr. Gorbachev, keep this wall standing!")

2011-02-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

In the intelligence community there always seems to be periodic foreign policy Holy Grails which are sought after and whole policies have been set in motion to obtain these Grails.

What we find, after these Holy Grails are actually obtained, is that this object of long desire and decades long policy-making is actually, more often than not, a Trojan Horse and not a Holy Grail at all - and carries inside it what amounts to a very undesirable content and outcomes.

Let's look at some of the Holy Grails the US has sought and obtained over the past half-century:

The Break-Up of the Soviet Union
German reunification
European Union
Non-communist Russia
Capitalism Abroad

All of these foreign policy Holy Grails have been achieved to some degree. All have turned out somewhat more poorly for the US and the world.

The fall of the Soviet Union did not lend itself to instant kinship with the west and brought about a decade long bloody civil war, perpetual strife and unrest in many of the former Soviet republics. The democracy born here has its roots in communist thuggery and even now no one can claim that the west is better off than it was before the collapse. The reverse is an easier claim. Europe since 1989 has shifted away from the US, its former protector and post European War Marshall Plan provider. Some will say that this is a good and natural development. At some point the kids have to leave the safety of their guardians arms and take care of themselves. Unfortunately, this hasn't quite worked out this way. Europe spends still a negligible amount of its collective GDP on military protection or forces. Europe does not carry its weight when a global security crisis emerges. In stead the now grown children still expect their guardian to do all the dirty work and heavy lifting while they party into the night and secure deals with dictators and the folks their guardians always refused to deal with.

Like the preacher's daughter going out with as many boys as she can to drive her dad crazy, Europe has been doing business wherever the money and profits are flowing freely. If that means dealing with genocidal nations in Africa or fanatical Islamists in the Middle East, so be it. Sophisticated, cultured Europe has brought about its own set of head-aches now from its European exploits. Which brings us to our next Holy Grail - German Reunification.

German reunification would have been great - if it happened around 1970 or earlier. As it stands, Germany was reunited not with their lost German sons and daughters but with a group that had largely already been completely born and raised under communist work ethics and ideals. The young East Germans felt they were owed a living by the West and the West was history after that. As an ally, reunified Germany has been less than stellar. Saddled with debt, Turkish refugees by the millions and a socialist framework that simply can't handle the output with the current GDP, the future of Germany is not pretty. It's too late though to say, "Mr. Gorbachev, keep this wall standing! Everything is perfect just the way it is!"

The Islamification of Europe is amazing and growing with the same startling rapidity that Mexicanization of the United States is experiencing. This, of course, is Birth rates and religious edicts at work. Islamic graffiti can be found on the statues and monuments of culture from Vienna to Berlin and from Frankfurt to Paris -or on the subways in the UK. Increasingly demanding religious intolerance displayed by Islamic immigrants towards their host/adoptive nation's cultural values - Europe is in a lot of trouble. Self-awareness has begun as the situation gets worse. However, it all has its roots in the achievement of Holy Grails that have turned out to be Trojan Horses. The European Union is such. Conceived to create wealth and prosperity in Europe, it will turn out to have been the doorway to poverty and the destruction of the greatest European nations and cultures that have thrived for the past several hundred years and which have stood as one of the cornerstones of western culture.

Capitalism abroad has been held as an ideal that will support developing nations and bring wealth to the most poverty-ridden places on the planet. The truth is slightly different. Capitalism has been embraced by China, but because it is being implemented by the lawless dictatorships, it has become a giant drain on the wealth of the nations around it. It is not a reciprocal capitalism employed, but rather one which manipulates currency, pollutes mercilessly the environment and employs what often amounts to slave labor. Sure, the China of today is better than Mao's China - but also represents a much more significant threat to the world. Its now huge manufacturing ability combined with a blatant focus on weaponry illustrates it is not just content to loot American and European wealth, but that it has grander ambitions, in the Far East and throughout the rest of the world that conflict with democracy and individual liberty - or even peaceful coexistence. Its efforts to steal our guidance systems for long range missiles, and its success at doing so, tell a whole story that does not necessarily have a happy ending.

Sure, I can view it all as perfect from one point of view. I can tell myself this in the infinite at work - balancing everything. And it's true.

So the message for today is be careful what you wish for.

Because more often than not - one is actually wishing for things that will produce the most terrible outcomes. Like James Dean, Marilyn Monroe, Elvis Presley or Michael Jackson - one just often doesn't realize it until it's too late.

SDAI Sub-Levels: Miracles and Mysteries...

2011-02-05T02:36:00.000-08:00

Every now and again, I get an email from someone who wants to know more about SDAI and on more than one occasion - the research sub-levels have been mentioned.

Well, today I will lift a curtain closer to home and shine light on what goes on here quietly while I've been making out with aliens who possess golden mean and spiral curved bodies, or cruising armored, solar powered ATVs in Iran or basically just interfering with human history.

Follow me.

We are standing at the key card operated elevator in the main antechamber. The titanium-blend doors and walls around you are several feet thick and can survive a nuclear blast within a mile of ground zero. Don't bother using your cell-phones here - they don't work. And even your phone's camera will find that its imaging chip is receiving bizarre cycled photon patterns from the built in overhead lighting which effectively block digital photography. To the human eye, the lights look similar to typical fluorescent panels. Though, I will confess if you stay here long enough you will be able to detect which areas are being so bombarded.

I slide my key card through and then manually type in a code which changes daily and which employees receive when they arrive for work each day. The elevator is large and you are amazed at the size. It's the size of a medium sized room - and can fit forty people in the elevator easily. Yes, I see the puzzled look on some faces, "How can an elevator this heavy and large actually work?" The answer is this elevator is not supported by cables. It does not hang perilously in the air on steel cables as do old fashioned elevators. No, this elevator is supported by no less than four titanium screw drives. The entire elevator is pushed up or lowered down by these drives which retract or rise. At no point is the elevator ever leaving contact with these drives. The result is total solidity and a smoothness of movement that makes the old elevator "lurch" a thing of the past.

As the vault-like doors open, we enter and after a few swipes of the card we are on our way down. The elevator descends silently and smoothly - there is hardly any sensation of movement. We emerge in sub-level 8.

The doors open to a long corridor about twenty feet wide and which continues on almost the length of a shopping mall. You cannot see the end of the corridor with the naked eye. The walls here are all white and immaculately clean. The floor is also white and adds to a somewhat "futuristic" feel. As if the designers of this level enjoyed 2001: A Space Odyssey a few too many times. The light here is also different. All the air is filtered 20 times an hour and it seems like the air is actually fresher here than outside. It is. The oxygen content is constantly kept at an optimum level as is CO2 and other gases. The temperature is 71.5 degrees and I will tell you it is quite refreshing to emerge here after being scorched in the desert heat above over half of the year which can reach 115 or higher for several months in summer.

We walk down the hall and you are also surprised that there is not more sound from the group here. Voices and footsteps all seem somehow diffused. This is because they are. The ceilings and walls have panels which embody a sound baffling design. Waves of sound are reflected from the walls and even the floors and redirected towards the large cancellation panels which are the slightly more gray, rectangular ones spaced every five feet or so over our heads in the ceiling as we walk down the hall. The original cancellation panel was based on a Rockwell design that dates to the building of the Apollo rocket stages, and has been updated and manufactured with ever more sophisticated cancellation designs.

What's the use of these gimmicks? When these levels were designed they were designed so all sorts of work could be conducted. Noise abatement, just like atmosphere filtration was considered an important element of the architectural features. SDAI has always considered these types of things that are often overlooked and yet contribute greatly to the working environment.

To our left you see a large door. It has a small number on it in ocean blue. This happens to be 833. I swipe my card yet again and the white door retracts upward into the ceiling. You see a laboratory before you and about fifteen people in lab coats and working with some rather strange equipment. The woman working with that big piece of equipment near the wall is Tech 153. She has spotted us and is coming to greet us.

"Hello Tech1! To what do we owe the honor of this visit?"

"I'm just showing a few guests around a sub-level so they can see what goes on here. Everyone...this is Tech 153, Tech 153....everyone. Why don't you tell them what you are doing here."

"Do they have clearance?"

"I'm declassifying whatever you say. Don't worry about it."

"Ok...well...we're working on the future of medicine. Specifically the treatment of fungal infections. Persistent fungal infections are currently treated by systemic drugs such as sulphur drugs and other drugs. This is the way of the past and unfortunately often has horrible side effects, most often liver damage. One test-patient had persistent subcutaneous fungal lesions that were completely unresponsive to topical drug creams and had a medical history that made oral medications impossible. In this lab, we are currently developing and perfecting non-pharmaceutical cures to certain diseases and ailments. This machine you see before you was used on a patient, lets call them Patient X, and was treated with simple ultraviolet light - black light to be precise. Each lesion was targeted with wavelengths which could reach the subcutaneous layers of skin.

Fungi are unable to reproduce when hit by certain wavelengths of light. Within a few days of the short duration, band-restricted and focused exposure of UV to the fungal lesions, Patient X's lesions were markedly improved. Within two weeks the fungal infections were no longer active, the fungi were dead. The lesions were fully healed within several months time after that, most with very little scarring. Patient X was naturally overjoyed at the quick and painless treatment which produced no identifiable side-effects. Our research team has been cataloging and identifying human fungal specimens and has discovered that fungi, like viruses are evolving and their DNA is becoming more intelligent, resistant to all the previous chemicals they are exposed to. Our work here has involved identifying wavelengths of light which are most effective at sterilizing infectious fungi. We have been extraordinarily successful in doing so and our work will support enormous medical and industrial applications."

"Thank you Tech 153. What do you most enjoy about working here in the sub-levels of SDAI?"

"I'm making a difference. Everyone here is. I've never worked with a group of people who cared so much or were so bright. The projects I have had the privilege to work on are game-changers. They will change the future of medicine, industry and science. My fellow Techs are all really great and I have to say the pay and perks are pretty sweet too."

Tech 153 smiles warmly and I see that she is genuinely happy to see and explain her work to visitors.

"Thanks Tech 153, we wont take up any more of your valuable time. C'mon folks... lets leave Tech 153 and her fellow Techs to their work."

Another quick swipe and the door retracts again. Tech 153 is still smiling and I can tell by the way she is looking at us, she's wondering just who everyone here is and why on Earth I am escorting you all through the bowels of Shamballa.

We leave lab 833 and return to the hall, elevator and eventually back to the antechamber on the surface where we entered it.

That's a very short tour, but is quite more than sufficient for a place that has never, ever, had any sort of public tour before.

The sub-levels are filled with all sort of research projects, think-tank type activity and yes, some contract work for other agencies. Future cities, space stations, settlements, educational systems, vehicles, buildings and much more will trace their roots to the hard working Techs at SDAI.

Like anything in this world, it can become quite hum-drum or boring after awhile. It is easy to become jaded to it all and no longer appreciate what is being done. At other times one can't ever forget it.

Hope that helps answer and satisfy those few question-askers out there and if not, well those are the breaks.

Some Kind of Wonderful

2011-01-29T20:07:00.000-08:00

Some Kind of Wonderful was a film from the late 80s. It never really picked up the status some of the John Hughes movies from that period achieved. It's one of the forgotten Hughes films and lives in the shadow of Pretty in Pink, Sixteen Candles, Weird Science and The Breakfast Club.

Today, I thought about the film and the title because of what Yaylu said to me. She said - and I quote:

"That's just it, don't you see? There are no better or worse futures. There are no terrible outcomes. Each potential destiny of this world, if it manifests, will exist with absolute mathematical perfection and balance. The universe can't exist otherwise. You still needed to see the world, and even the greater universe, in terms of good guys and bad guys, wonderful events and terrible events, and have not yet had your epiphany - that all events are wonderful. All events are the fabric of the universe and provide for an infinite variety of learning experiences for souls in an infinite spectra of development."

For the first few hours after her impromptu lecture. I was seeking out an emotion-less, bias-free view of the world and was like a leaf floating in a stream with no shore, no stability and a frame of reference was impossible. Then I read her words and suddenly could see what she meant. Everything is "Some Kind of Wonderful".

There is no bad in this universe, no evil, no negative. These things are only finite frame of references that don't see the big picture and how each event feeds the good. A child learns that gets burned playing with matches that such is dangerous and can be destructive.

My epiphany arrived and it was an eye-opener.

Everything can be destructive.

Yes, all that is good is bad. All that is bad is good. The universe doesn't say so-n-so, the mass murderer, is bad or evil. People say that. They understand from their point of view of the harm this person has created and they bias it negative.

The universe sees a much larger picture. It sees how so-n-so unintentionally inspired others to live a better life, to treasure those around them and sees all those events in so-n-so's life that were not so destructive. The universe can find an equal amount of good in everything we can only find the bad in.

It certainly would not be politically correct to say that Hitler was really not much worse or better than anyone else, but the scary truth is - it's true from a completely infinite point of view. All the good that has come about from bad things is incalculable. Every suffering want and need has spurred the civilization we live in today and all the monstrous human leaders we have had along the way, from Nero to Stalin have helped to spur the laws, freedom and democracy we now have here in the USA and to some degree in many western nations.

This was what Yaylu was trying to help me to understand. She's not human so it comes all too easy for her. She was never conditioned to see in good/evil or in black/white.

The rest of us have a much harder go of it.

;-)

Reflections on Change

2011-01-27T18:00:00.000-08:00

Ever since the crisis, when I really want to think clearly I enter the personal EMF craft obtained from Project MIMIR's assets. No other place on the planet provides protection from overshadowing signals, discarnate entities and any number of various types of emotional obsessions which loiter all over the Earth.

I don't take the ship anywhere, as I'm afraid to have it blow up on me as soon as my thoughts get out of a certain elevated spectra. So I just enter it and use its refined properties and molecular density as the ultimate shield and for needed privacy.

It feels good. Really good to just be me. No fears, no insecurities, no anxiety, no guilt. In a very real way, I get to experience the future and find that balance. I used to go to lookout point for such thought, but now this beat lookout point hands down.

Everyone and everything changes. Time is measured by change - movement and cycles. After Yaylu's little lesson and my own epiphany, I wonder just what I am supposed to do with my life. Working for SDAI seems less and less important. The world will become what it will become and all my efforts to sculpt it are not necessarily in the world's best interests. Spending time with family and friends has always been problematic for me. People change and I have changed the most. My interests are so far removed from those of my former friends that our friendship withered without common ground. Reminiscing about the past only goes so far. Watching the world change and morph can be destabilizing. Even the social structures I am familiar with are now fading away. Meeting face to face and conversing in the outside world is slowly dying. Texting, iphones and video-chats have supplanted and replaced the face-to-face and these electronic forms of communication leave me cold. They have little place in my world.

When I was younger, I wondered how people could remain stuck in the past. They would wear old style clothing, have old style hair-dos, listen to old music and were completely out of touch with the present. Getting to watch the previous generation go through this metamorphosis, and then my own as well, has been educational. Sure, there are those that thrust themselves into the new and race to embrace every new technology, music fad and religiously obey the fashion of the moment as they cling to what they perceive makes them appear younger. This has always been almost equally disturbing to observe. Neither has the balance that permits the graceful passage of time - or more precisely - adaptation to change.

Of course, seeing and living with these much longer lived beings, that age far slower than humans do, has put a spotlight on my own human cycles and created its own set of insecurities. Which, I guess, just goes to show how shallow I can be. I wonder if Yaylu (or Yal-hune, Shayla and Skuuinja for that matter) looked as a human would at their age, I would probably be horrified and repulsed. Getting kissed by a human hundreds of years old would probably seem quite creepy. Over the years now I have been kissed by numerous alien centenarians-many-times-over and the kisses have been exquisite.

Are looks that important?

Do the physical trappings truly reflect the mind within?

I am beginning to wonder if, again, my human biases have impaired my true vision. I know of aliens that have nothing resembling human form and yet are amazingly beautiful beings with almost nothing in common with the human anatomy whatsoever. How do I rationalize and take into account these disparities?

Perhaps Earth is more sick, or simply younger, than I thought. Many of these other worlds embrace all parts of the cycle of life instead of just one portion of it. Here, serving youth and those who wish to seem young has become the dominating force in all advertising, cultural cues and industry.

I wonder just what would happen were Earth to find more balance in this regard.

I'm Wrong.

2011-01-27T12:26:00.000-08:00

Officially Yaylu doesn't exist. She's not registered with any government on Earth, which makes her like one of millions of other people all over the world who are off the grid.

The difference is, she's not human.

Yaylu has special ties to China, having lived there over a decade and tells me that my previous blog entry was way off the mark. That Zhao and Ashley are actually right and I am wrong.

"Your nation seeks democracy in places where the fundamental frequency simply doesn't yet support it. Zhao was right, China needs to evolve into it. How did German reunification go? How did the fall of the Soviet Union go? How is Afghanistan going? You see in some regions the prevalent number of younger souls, who would be inclined to murder and violence have not yet earned democracy or individual liberty. They still need to live within a framework that harshly responds to the harshness of the citizenry so that they learn valuable lessons and become more developed."

Yaylu puts it so succinctly and with such conviction that it is hard to argue with her.

"Perhaps you are right. We tend to view all people as equal here in the United States when the truth is quite obvious - no one is equal and all are at vastly different levels of mental and emotional maturity."

"Yes, your overcrowded prison system stands as mute testimony to the fact that freedom is not for everyone. That many are not responsible enough to use such freedom intelligently. At any given time the demographics of a nation change and demand new measures to deal with the changing fundamental frequency of the citizenry,"

"You're predicting the end of freedom and democracy in the US aren't you?"

"Perhaps. The lawlessness that is multiplying will necessarily lead to changes in government if the government is to remain stable."

I think about my trips into the future and how in some the US becomes just another Latin dictatorship with a corrupt police state and few real freedoms because of the massive poverty which dominates. I had always asked Yal-hune to show me the "best future" of the United States and she always refrained. Perhaps there were no good futures to show me? I wonder now.

"Yal-hune did what she thought was necessary. I'm surprised she took you through time at all. You don't seem mentally prepared for such travel. You still have far too many biases."

That hurts. Really hurts. Yet, I know it is probably true. I do still bias things way too much and see through my own personal filter of good/evil. I don't see all events as equal measures of good and evil, even though I understand scientifically that this is true, my mentality and consciousness do not perceive it as true. I guess traveling through time requires more equilibrium. I get an idea.

"Yaylu would you take me through time? I promise to be on equilibrium, regardless of what I encounter and try to use the experience to help build a better future."

"That's just it, don't you see? There are no better or worse futures. There are no terrible outcomes. Each potential destiny of this world, if it manifests, will exist with absolute mathematical perfection and balance. The universe can't exist otherwise. You still needed to see the world, and even the greater universe, in terms of good guys and bad guys, wonderful events and terrible events, and have not yet had your epiphany - that all events are wonderful. All events are the fabric of the universe and provide for an infinite variety of learning experiences for souls in an infinite spectra of development."

The way she says it hits me with sudden emphasis and for the moment she lifts a curtain for me. I see the universe for the first time as it truly exists - a mathematical type proposition of balances, a place where good and evil and positive and negative exist only in the minds and perspectives of those who perceive and classify all they see according to their own finite understandings. My mind struggles with the concept and rejects it.

"Yes, your mind cannot accept a universe without good and evil. All sentient life must exist with biases in order to evolve. Only the infinite universe itself is free of these biases and only seeks balance. As you evolve you will see things as the universe does and all that matters will be balance. That each action you take in a universe of energy has opposite reactions. That balance will need to be sustained to maintain the integrity of all you have learned and are learning - to maintain the integrity of your soul. Biases and even earlier, strong emotions, are a tool to try and keep you balanced. Fear, hate, lust and anger still serve, the elemental souls they exist within, quite well. They help them maintain a certain balance."

Being called an elemental soul seems a bit of a put-down. I realize I don't like it and I bias it negative, proving the truth of the statement.

"Do you see now? Do you understand why all governments can't just be like the United States? Why varying levels of human development demand varying levels of government development?"

"Yes, Yaylu. Thank you."

"Good. Now you can spend your time on more intelligent pursuits than molding the world into what you perceive to be its best future. Your blog too is wholly unnecessary, you realize this? Disseminating information is done automatically. Every individual will find the truths they need and precisely when they are needed. Your time might be better spent achieving balance within your own structures and not concerning yourself with others."

Perhaps she's right. I created this blog in order to lift the curtains on the unknown. Perhaps no one needs to have the curtains lifted - perhaps they can pull up these curtains by themselves when the time is right?

"Yes, you are seeing more truly now. Trying to educate or sculpt the way others think or view the world is not the most productive use of your time. Each will view the world as they see fit, based upon their own experiences and understandings. And this is perfect. There is no proper way to evolve, you see. In an infinite universe such evolution must manifest in infinitely diverse ways. No two souls will follow the same path. Your path and the paths of others are not necessarily compatible."

All of a sudden, I feel like a rudderless ship floating in a vast sea with no particular destination. My life has so much so involved sculpting the world and those in it, that without this motivation I am left with almost nothing.

Yaylu walks over to me and kisses me, her silver hair brushes against my cheek and neck as she does so.

"Seek balance for yourself."

I realize she has given me a great gift - and even my interpretation of it as "great" is part of my biasing filters in action.

Her words are starting to sink in.

The universe, and my place in it, dramatically changes yet again. Even this sudden change leaves me grasping for balance, struggling for a framework of consciousness that can utilize the completely foreign concept of a bias-free existence.

Zhao Liang, Ashley Zhang and the new Red Dawn.

2011-01-22T00:08:00.001-08:00

The Chinese are coming! That's been the focus of the media during and before the visit of Chinese President Hu to the United States.

I read all sorts of reports, see all sorts of projections and some of them actually come true. In 1991, I read an eerie report about the USA of 2010, how the US had declined due to the porous borders, decades of trade deficits and free-falling education levels in recent generations. It painted the picture of a nation on the way out, unable to afford to maintain its world class weaponry or keep "superiority" technologies ahead of competing powers.

I sat in on a meeting that discussed and largely dismissed these reports and predictions. The "technology-gap" was the big defense. Chinese missiles were fundamentally inaccurate and underpowered. We could still nuke them more accurately and quickly. Of course, China succeeded in obtaining our missile guidance secrets during the Clinton administrations - and the rest is history. With the missile gap now for all intents negligible and with trillions of dollars to build weapons, they are, even now, building a military the likes of which the world has never seen.

But perhaps the most scary aspect is the success of the Chinese leadership to sustain the idea that democracy is not in China's best interests - or other nations best interests in their young generations. AN ITV interview relayed by PBS (who else?) has a fascinating edited interview worth watching:

What I loved best was the way this one girl, extremely lucid, rational and seemingly intelligent could use hand quotes " " when describing dictatorships or describe America's pride in its soldiers as "cute". It might be fun to teleport her back to the intellectual purging of the Mao era, the book burnings and mass murders. Or perhaps a quick trip to the killing fields of Cambodia, where even her glasses might earn her a death sentence - because it implied she actually reads. The S-21 torture center for the Khmer Rouge would be an eye-opener, I'm sure. I wonder if this group of confidently communist young intellectuals could still wonder at why the United States feels personal liberty is the core value of a worthy government and that US soldiers have indeed saved people around the world from "dictatorships".

Zhao Liang, Ashley Zhang and her comrades impress me in their calm and rational discourse. They are the byproduct of the Chinese appreciation of balance. You will not hear the cries of the emotionally compromised, only calm, soothing discussion. Which is always a powerful tool in swaying the minds of others. I would love to see the raw footage of this interview before the editors put it together and packaged it, but even in its present state it affords one valuable insights. Julie Wang is quite courageous to say her government made mistakes in imprisoning the Nobel winning dissident Liu Xiaobo. I even refrained from including her name in the blog title, because any undue western attention to her comments might earn her a visit from the Chinese thought police. The others all laugh knowingly and uncomfortably as she speaks and this scene tells the entire story.

Yes, the future of China belongs to women such as Zhao, Ashley and Julie - and whether or not their experiences will afford them ever broader perspectives. The reports emerging now from the think-tanks regarding the future are much darker than those of the past. In the intelligence community, a very dark pessimism has established itself and many within are privy to a discomfiting truth: the US, barring a miracle change in its population demographics, will continue its slide down towards poverty and mediocrity. Eventually the US will be unable to protect or free anyone. Its own borders will be home to those who don't value laws, who abuse drugs and whose sole interest is the basest forms of pacification.

In a larger sense, I am not concerned with the fate of the US. History demands that the US fade and decline. The question is simply a matter of how long it can last. A hundred years is a very short time indeed. Rome had many centuries to lay down the model for law and order. Western values which created the United States are the things truly threatened. Democracy and personal liberty did not originate in the USA. The USA merely was a nation established upon these western ideals - the byproducts of philosophers, the bloody pages of history and human wisdom which could conceive and understand these ideals.

Our world is a catchall for the galaxy. It is one of the few with no fundamental frequency birth screening in place. Like a nation without borders - the Earth is a subway station filled with commuters from all over. Until these fundamental frequency screening technologies are developed and understood, nuclear wars and dictators of the worst sort will continue to appear with regularity. A genocide on a lower world often leads to a surge in births here on Earth - younger souls, if you will, for whom violence and emotionalism are both primary expressions. This throws off the balance and the Earth goes through a dark age, an inquisition or a world war. Unfortunately, only seldom do we receive an influx of older souls to spur a "renaissance" or a "modern age" of invention, thought and compassion.

China is destined to play a large part in the future of Earth. If all goes well, it will take up the banner where the US leaves off and become a champion of personal liberty and freedom. This will only occur when the young get to see more of the world and can compare governments and policies towards their citizens. Technocracy is doing much of this for us. The most powerful weapon is communication and freedom will always find favor with the majority of men and women who are not already brainwashed by religious fanatics or by some government propaganda.

The Trillion Dollar Question.

2011-01-18T00:31:00.000-08:00

In the world, there are lots of secrets. Which individuals and companies are at this moment sweating out the ramifications of possible disclosure by rogue Swiss banker Rudolf Elmer and Wikileaks? Will the global economy recover and if so, when?

But these secrets pale next to the secret that is the true trillion dollar question. The trillion dollar question is, "what is a soul?" I'm not aware of anywhere on Earth that answers that question in a scientific manner satisfactorily. Religions will talk about spirits, even immortal spirits, but that doesn't really explain what it is or how it works and I can't think of any questions more important to answer than "What am I?" and "Why am I here?".

So today, I will continue down that rather intense path and answer those questions in a way that will lift a few curtains, raise a few eyes and trigger the infamous SDAI-Tech1 blog headache.

Souls are fields of energy. They are like the rest of the universe, infinite in nature. They do not have a time of birth or death. They are not created by hocus-pocus or by the wave of a Gods hand. There are an infinite number of souls. Each are unique and they have always existed. You and I may find ourselves living on Earth in the 21st century in a small solar system that is on the outskirts of a typical galaxy, but Earth, humanity and the experiences it represents is just a set of fields by any other name and draws unto it souls that have compatible field structures.

So a soul is a field of energy. Like the galaxies, stars, planets and elements - it is a compounding, regenerating energy structure. Every experience you have, every molecule your body encounters - is recorded and creates a reflection in your fields (or soul). Energy does this automatically. It reacts to other energy and all these things leave an imprint.

An inescapable component part of that trillion dollar question also is "What happens to me when I die?" Death and life are truly misunderstood. They are merely cycle points and mark the beginning and completion of a single cycle of energy. That energy regenerates and recreates itself constantly. I mentioned Fibonacci sequences in my previous entry. These are again relevant to the understanding of your soul, because these sequences are a good way to envision the soul and the energy it contains and how it keeps regenerating endlessly.

All you are is energy. Imprinted energy. Energy with intelligence. The more intelligence imprinted into your structures - the more you can realize the potentials of the infinite universe around you. In the truest sense, each soul has the potential to be just as infinite and diverse as the universe itself. Each soul is a "small" universe and is sentient - intelligently guiding it's own destiny making decisions and reflecting outwardly that which it has assimilated into its structures. Sentience is an ever-evolving component development of each soul. The ability to think, dream, experience and choose evolves into greater fields of consciousness which permit new forms of sentient expression. In human sentience's future, thought sharing, mind-merging to create combined thoughts and the ability to tap other parts of the infinite universe will be made manifest. There is never any ending to a souls potential development.

When a person dies all the data of this life goes with them and becomes just one loop, one cycle, of a field which contains thousands of such cycles - or many more depending on the development of the soul. One hears terms such as "old soul" or "young soul" in new age circles. These are also misnomers as there is no age involved. There is only development. A young soul has less cycles reflecting outwardly into their demodulated physical forms. Older souls have many more cycles, experience and data. There is no time limits to development and time has no relevance at all. Because all is really just these energy exchanges which are infinitely relative and interfacing simply according to the frequency of their respective structures.

I know...headache central. This knowledge sits outside the comfortable periphery of the typical human spectra. It forces each to make juxtapositions with their existing knowledge base and pigeonhole it into places where it often floats uncomfortably without much compatible structures to interface with.

Now to the mechanics of a soul.

The fields of energy which comprise a soul are, as mentioned, regenerating. They are constantly re-expressing the sum of their data in a new, unique expression with the latest added intelligence. This is evolution. If someone had their finger cut off in a previous life in an accident, they may find themselves born with a birth defect in the next and missing a finger. The fields that comprise and reflect physical data store this past damage and reflect it into the total sum.

This is where it gets more interesting. ;-) Say someone has thirty lifetimes of data with perfect hands and fingers and then in one lifetime this finger is cut off. So their fields contain both this data - with and without a finger. What determines whether or not the baby when it is born again will form with all fingers? The determination is based on imbalances. Even if the mathematical preponderance of data outweighs the damaged data - the damaged data, if it is merged with strong emotional imbalanced wave forms will seek out this balance. By being born without a finger, this may create certain learning experiences that now positively offset and balance the existing negative biases associated with the loss of the finger previously. By the next lifetime this data may be balanced and the hand is again, born without any damage. Life constantly affords these balance seeking "conflicts" and one must embrace all that is bad and see the good within it. This keeps our fields, or soul, in a more balanced state and preserves the integrity of what we are.

That's why all these worlds, beings and "old souls" avoid biasing anything negative. They can get shot in one life and return with only a minor skin blemish to show for the experience, if they were not emotionally compromised. Yes, it seems impossible to us to be shot and not bias that experience horribly negative. Not so for these older souls who have experienced such or similar conflicts many times and learned after wild emotional rampages that their negative emotions did them no good at all and only strengthened the conflicts and did not help to diminish or resolve them.

So the reincarnation process, here on Earth, can be seen as the way a field of energy harmonically is drawn to that which it is compatible. Each planet which possesses a resident form of sentience draws souls unto them. These souls live and die, repeatedly, imprinting these fields with data and experience. Eventually, their fields change and they lose compatibility with one world and find themselves born in another. This galaxy - all the galaxies - are homes to an infinite number of souls with infinitely varying levels of development. You and I, if we keep expanding our field structures, can and will experience countless other worlds. Not just of the physical variety as formed in the physical galaxies, but higher up in the spectra of "worlds" composed of energy that seems completely incompatible to anything we can perceive or understand.

The lovely woman from The Room (one of my "bosses" - she "hates" it when I call her that:) informs me that this entry somewhat exceeds the parameters of comfort and can be harmful if not tempered. So this last sentence is harmonically linked to a special set of balancing fields set up just for this post and all who read it.

Marvelous Dreams

2011-01-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

My dreams have always been nothing short of spectacular. Like some technicolor spectacular they are in full color and have intricate details and are always designed to awaken my physical consciousness to something I need to address or think about.

Last night was no exception. I was sitting in a chair in an empty room and a young woman approached with a sheet of paper in her hand. The paper was her "homework" and she wanted me to review it. I took one look at this sheet of paper and was astounded. Before me was a pencil sketch showing the energy level of every atomic element now identified. She had mapped out the next logical elements after she had detected the pattern by which they form, combine and appear.

She had sketched in a detailed sidebar with even more fascinating tidbits of how these elements are formed and at what specific gravity. Needless to say I complemented her on her work, the most beautiful and incredible sheet of homework I have ever seen in my life.

The woman was very detailed in appearance and is no one I consciously recall. Perhaps it is someone I will meet in the future. The dream made me think, however, and I realize that I should start addressing these advanced scientific concepts in the blog - starting with how this world, its star and the galaxy around it really formed.

The universe is simply an infinite spectra filled with energy. It has always existed and always will. Actually using time to measure its duration is folly because time is a subset of a portion of the universe and is not only relative and immeasurable, but eventually just a concept.

There was no big bang. No creation of energy from nothing. No crunch-bang-crunch scenarios. The universe simply is. And what it is is infinite. It has no measurements, no discernible limitations of any kind. All the energy that comprises it shares these same properties.

Yes, the keyboard and screen resting before you are infinite. They will exist forever and anon - as will you. They will exist even after they appear to have been destroyed. The energy formation that they exist with is regenerating and constantly changing. It is reflecting energy from its environment. That formation can be recalled at any time - because it exists and is now a component part of an infinite universe.

The galaxies form by channeling energy from an adjoining higher spectra. They twist and turn in with two distinct polarities and as a result the condensation of this energy now forms stars. It does this on the lines of force of this energy. The Hubble telescope sees these galaxies forming all the time - they look like venturi tubes or somewhat like a bow tie. As this condensation continues the simplest element - hydrogen - is formed and gathers. It keeps condensing at mathematical intervals through these lines of force. Like a string of Christmas lights the stars form in accordance to Fibonacci-type infinite logarithms. Infinite energy must flow infinitely and this is the most important secret of Fibonacci sequences - they are evidence of the infinite flow of energy and must be capable of perpetuating forever.

So now we have stars and galaxy arms. All this hydrogen keeps condensing however and becomes more complex channeling more energy into each element as more elements are formed in portions of these galaxy arms. Naturally, the larger stars create solar fields that now can support greater complexity in the element structures. So the center of all galaxies is always host to the most complex structures and elements.

The mysterious cosmic radiation we are bombarded by from the center of the galaxy? That's simply the nature of the worlds and space that exists in the center of the galaxy. These worlds are totally toxic to us - we are very elemental life forms and our 98 odd elements are a very small portion of the galactic element pool.

So we are bombarded by radiation from the center of the galaxy. Radiation is not all bad though. As we realize the sun makes possible life. Radiation is energy and this energy has a FREQUENCY. The higher the frequency the more it facilitates compounding other energy.

That's a very important concept and is a good one to remember. In a pure sense, all the galaxies of our physical universe were created by an even higher form of radiation from a higher portion of the infinite spectra. Each galaxy is unique - just like each atom, snowflake or grain of sand. Yes, infinity requires infinite diversity. Even in things that are of the same nature.

Humanity is a spectra. A band of energy that is infinitely diverse from one end of it unto the other. It is infinite unto itself and capable of growth, regeneration and always - evolution.

That's all for today...like I said previously, these entries are going to be intense and informative. They certainly wont be for everyone, but if you've followed any of this, or this blog, you're already not exactly human anymore.

;-)

Turning Points.

2011-01-10T17:47:00.000-08:00

Sometimes in life one reaches a turning point. I reached one today.

I was driving out from Shamballa this evening and the copper hued skies of the desert were absolutely amazing. The flat lands are so broad out here in the middle of nowhere that one truly gets a feel for the size of the desert and sky. One can feel very small, very quickly. The events of the past few years were suddenly flashing through my head almost non-stop. As I think about the galaxy and all the worlds and beings out there which inhabit it, my Earth life seems amazingly insignificant. I remember when Yal-hune and Tho-rey warned me before the knowledge download into my brain that such knowledge would make life insufferable here. At the time I had Yal-hune and that was enough though to keep the daily routine tolerable.

If a yawn could yawn - it would be the present human lifestyle of toil then relax. Youtube, facebook, television, fast food, public education, bank accounts, shopping and material acquisitions. Even the most satisfying personal relationships eventually become numbing if there is no questing into the unknown, no intelligent personal development, no wonderful interactions with places and beings light years disparate from one's own portion of the sentient spectra.

Today, as I was driving I saw a flash of an alternate future. The cars around me transformed into vastly more futuristic vehicles. They were clearly the byproduct of intelligent and inspired designers. The landscape was more lush and everything was better maintained and more beautiful. I realized this was an alternate future that could have been. As quickly as it appeared it dissolved away and I was back in traffic, alongside retro Camaros and Mustangs, in a 2011 that's largely creatively impotent and needs to plagiarize the past when there still was some creativity - in this case the 1960s. The disparity of these two 2011's all seemed so clear and I was also aware that someone was showing me that the present we are now accustomed too - our rather boring and constipated 2011 - need not have been the way it is.

With this epiphany, came the realization that I am in a unique position to transform the present and the future. The technologies alone that I have been exposed to could thrust life thousands of years ahead of the current technological status quo. Energy? The Earth could have enough power in ten years time to power ten thousand New York Cities till the end of time. Illness? In twenty years time all bacterial and viral illnesses would be 100% curable. Quantum medicine would be a reality and would in another ten years make all cancers treatable and curable. Education? In ten years the world could be transformed and mankind would know exactly what a human being is - and finally understand the way cells work and transmit trillions of quantized data packets to resonating fields of energy. Evolution would no longer be a mystery. Education would transform the schools, the religions, the governmental structures. Life as Earth knows it would make that next leap - the leap thousand of other planets in the galaxy have already made.

Sure, I understand that most of the humans now alive aren't ready for these changes. They still need their fears, emotions, religions, biases - and even their illnesses. Too much power and information would likely be misused and abused. But the next generation, the children that grow up and wonder what life is all about, what is the purpose behind their existence and how they can accelerate their development - for these ones such a transformation of the world is exactly what the doctor ordered. The narrow blinders and cultural yoke of today can easily be removed freeing the next generations to see a universe FAR larger and more exciting than those alive today, who live all over the Earth, can even begin to imagine.

So today was a turning point. I am no longer going to hold back data and filter it painstakingly. I can work out my negative pasts AND sculpt the future. The possible futures are legion and Yal-hune left so as to protect the Earth's future.

As I passed an abandoned and decrepit old barn and rusted farm implements, that must've been at least a century old, the stagnation and decay of some things stood out to me and symbolized what has happened to America.

No more.

Today is a new dawn in America. The technologies and science of the future will now be made part of the manifest destiny of the United States. Any guilt I felt about screwing things up in the past has now been offset by the understanding that sitting on knowledge, and parsing it to those who one deems ready, is equally destructive to one's own being.

So be prepared for more curtain lifting than usual. It's going to get intense around here.

;-)

Sending a Message.

2011-01-05T23:39:00.001-08:00

I go through more vehicles than almost anyone I know. They get shot up, teleported and more often than not - blasted into tiny pieces long before the warranty has expired. I set up an appointment with Tech78 and the SDAI Vehicle Modification Facilities to order something a bit more durable this time. Even though it's ridiculously expensive to manufacture, I want the next vehicle to be armored with Atlan-98, which will truly have the ability to withstand any ballistic weapon made on this world. While my Marauder is Atlan-98, it's too small for Yaylu to fit into comfortably and the Suburban Command Vehicle of Atlan-98 we had made was destroyed by Norchan weaponry back in March of this year at the close of the crisis.

The cost to manufacture another command vehicle of that will probably be 50 million dollars. But it's a bargain when compared to a stealth fighter or even your garden variety M1A1 tank. It's fun to design a vehicle from scratch. This one will facilitate Yaylu's seven feet and need for greater privacy. I also have a few ideas and technologies I would like to use this vehicle for as a working test-bed.

Shamballa worked overtime to identify the incoming and outgoing signals transmitted during the attempted assassination of Yaylu. Satellite imagery obtained of the event is good enough to not only identify several operatives, but even the black boxes of the Blackhawks were recovered. All the data provides a trail to one of the hydra's many heads - a rogue branch that operates out of DC.

Like a corny television spy show, the bad guys aren't always easy to identify and it's always distasteful when you know that the bad guys are receiving their paychecks from Uncle Sam.

In such a situation, precision payback becomes a fine art. Finding the rogue elements who ordered the hit and sending an unmistakable message is the order of the day. I have to wonder if these folks even knew who was with Yaylu. In their race to obtain an alien corpse they overlooked everything else. I probe the various personalities involved with my mind and realize my hypothesis was correct. This wasn't personal, simply a group vehemently obsessed about aliens on Earth and the perceived threat they represent.

In the world of intelligence, anonymity is everything. Normally, folks who issue orders are compartmentalized far away from those who actually execute the orders. The universe, when understood, affords no such privacy. Every thought leaves a signature frequency that can be tracked and traced every order and communication leaves a distinct trail. For those whose minds can interpret and perceive all this energy, the world is an open book. No secrets exist. Yal-hune taught me well, and now that she is gone I have sort of dedicated myself to doing what she would do. She would tell me to use my mind, to remain on equilibrium and to balance all imbalances as they appear in my consciousness.

A few memos to the right people will make certain this doesn't happen again. We have identified the satellites that have been monitoring my home and within 24 hours they will be effectively neutralized. The anti-alien elements will not just go away, but they will be cut off from the resources they previously utilized.

Skuuinja thought messaged me and wanted to talk to me tonight - privately. It's probably about Yal-hune's departure and Yaylu's arrival. There was something there I picked up...but I can't quite be certain what it was.

I guess I will find out later.

Yaylu Scores A Hit

2011-01-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

Yaylu sits beside me in my custom royal blue, slightly stretched Cadillac Escalade with very dark tinting, her alien features safely concealed from view. The custom white cloth interior upholstery was specially made to keep the occupants cool in Arizona temperatures that often exceed 115 degrees and the inefficient r134 refrigerant system has been removed and a superior freon system installed to keep the interior 65 degrees even when its 120 degrees in the shade.

At seven feet tall she needs to put the seat fully back to provide needed head and legroom. She has been talking to me all morning about her arrival here back in 1945 and her mission to observe humanity and to try and prevent humanity from making itself extinct. She has abilities comparable to Yal-hune. Teleportation, telekinesis, thought communication and an advanced understanding of physics that makes Einstein appear like a pre-school dropout. Her home world is larger than Neptune and is nearer the center of the galaxy, where most of the advanced sentient worlds reside. Her metabolism and anatomy are sustained by a unconscious effort on her part that is second nature to her. She can literally draw unto her necessary concentrations of oxygen, nitrogen and other gases, and her mind can draw molecules together to form more complex molecules she needs which are not found naturally on Earth. Her mind does this automatically the way our autonomous system breathes and
eliminates waste. Her anatomy has 12 elements not found on Earth in its composition and they, too are sustained by her mind in this less complex environment.

These elements have different properties and permit some of her abilities to manifest. It's all about energy. Channeling and manipulating energy. Teleportation, molecular modification and such require the ability to manipulate energy, create bonding frequencies, harmonic oscillations of electrons and protons and all the rest. To most, she would appear as some sort of god - ageless and with super abilities that seem unnatural - even though they are perfectly natural for her. Like Yal-hune she has the ability to shield those near her from overshadowing signals which influence thought signals generated in the brain and cerebral cortex. Like Yal-hune she has the ability to heal with a motion of her arm. Like some modern day Jesus, she could cure the blind and make the lame walk. However, she also understands that this would defeat the purpose of these ailments and perhaps fatally weaken the individual - causing much greater, and longer lasting evolutionary harm than these ailments. So she has used great willpower and refrained from interfering with human development.

China, apparently, has a remaining extraterrestrial population in the Northern regions where tall Mandarins used to hold court, distant partial-descendants of these alien beings, and under the shifting winds and drifting sands, ancient relics of a 1500 year old extraterrestrial settlement on Earth still remain.

She looks at me and smiles. Yaylu's eyes are so large one can get lost in them without half-trying and her unadulterated alien looks arouse something inside me that must be genetic hysteria. My body realizes that Yaylu's genetics are far in advance and my cells are oscillating with her and remind me constantly that she would be a great reproductive selection. Such clinical scientific understanding and description can be summed up with words less fitting for a science journal but easy to understand - she turns me on.

I know she really likes me and I think Yal-hune chose her because of a very close past life we shared together - in Mandarin China 1500 years ago. We have had an instant reporte and part of me wonders just where this all might end up.

I am cut off by a black sedan and all of a sudden I realize something is wrong. My revere has come to a quick end and I curse myself for drifting off and not paying close enough attention to my surroundings. Three more black sedans are following me and quickly box me in. I see men with automatic weapons preparing to fire at us and I put my evasive driving skills to the test. I slam the brakes and let the rear car hit us. The other three cars try to slow down to hold the box, but leave enough of an opening for me to make a hard left. The men open fire on the car and the SDAI level XI armored body and glass shrugs off the high ballistic rounds with ease - for now.

"This is Tech1. I am under heavy attack and am requesting air support. I want a live satellite feed on my current GPS and local authorities notified of a shooting."

"We read you and will comply. ETA of 5 minutes for tactical air support."

Five minutes is a very long time and these guys are good. All four vehicles are already hot in pursuit again and I drive in serpentine waves keeping the shells that hit the car to a minimum.

"Yaylu...do you know what they want and who they are?"

"I do, but you need to develop your skills and this is as good a time as any. Reach out with your mind and find out."

She's as calm and collected as if she experiences this type of stuff all the time and is not showing any fear, concern or even much interest. She's more interested in my emotional responses to this turn of events and is concerned for me and my equilibrium.

I reach out and realize these guys are working for another US-based black-ops agency, thick with Israeli intelligence ties, but US funding. They have orders to assassinate the extraterrestrial spotted in satellite imagery over my house and retrieve the body. I thought my house was off all foreign and domestic satellite grids. Satellite orbital paths now have new measures of flexibility and some folks have been busy watching me.

"They want you Yaylu, they saw us in imagery when we were in the backyard. They didn't want to wait or observe and moved fast. They desperately want to see what makes you tick."

"Yes, I know. This is why I have avoided social contact for 65 years. The human instinct to fear and destroy that which it does not understand has always been present."

I know Yaylu could teleport us out of here - or teleport herself out or do any of a million and one things which would defeat their plans, but she is going to let this unfold and test my equilibrium. Do I want to kill these men firing at me and Yaylu? Do I bias them as evil and negative? DO I have the strength to see them just as positively as I see Yaylu? The answer, right now, is no. I don't have that strength and as the slugs keep pounding the rear windows, my training kicks in and I activate the five rear 50 caliber guns mounted under the car which emerge clandestinely in the bumper. I wait until the nearest car is right behind me and I fire the guns.

The engine of the sedan bursts into flames and explodes. The car rolls over as it loses control at speed and hits the embankment on the side of the road. I reach out with my mind and I know the driver is seriously injured with a collapsed lung, broken ribs and a broken arm and needs medical attention immediately. The passenger is in shock, but no serious injuries and only a few major bruises. I almost feel guilty but I know ambulances are already being dispatched and tell myself that if someone is trying to kill me and Yaylu, I have the right to defend myself and protect her.

Yaylu looks at me and I see she has her test - not biasing me and my ignorance. I have shown that I am little different than the men following us and return negative force with negative force. She is disappointed and it shows in her eyes.

Three vehicles remain. They are extremely good and the vehicles they have were well prepped for this task. Modified high performance engines, light armoring, run-flat tires and roof hand holds to allow their hit men a brace when they fire out the windows, for greater accuracy while moving. One of their guns is better than the rest and is using some sort of exploding shell designed to defeat even the most heavily armored glass. A few more hits and the rear glass will give up the ghost.

"This is Tech1. How close is that air support?"

"Three minutes."

Three minutes is an eternity in a situation like this and I turn to Yaylu,

"Would you care to assist?"

"Assist?"

"Whatever you want to call it - help, finding a way to extricate ourselves from this hostile attack...whatever."

"No. I told you, I don't interfere in human activities in this manner. You will have to do this by yourself."

Yaylu's words make me long for Yal-hune or Shayla who would not hesitate in such a life or death crisis to assist in providing a hasty exit and ending the conflict. Just after I think this, it occurs to me that this situation is of my own making - my own pasts. I try to work out on the fly. I try to see these hostiles on equilibrium - they are just doing their jobs. It's not personal. They don't know me or Yaylu and may even have families of their own.

I hit the nitrous button once I get to a stretch of open highway and the engine surges with power. The modified gearing permits a short burst of around 140 mph even with the extra armor weight. I put a few dozen more car lengths between me and the pursuers and for now the rear glass is still intact.

Part of me wants to sweep some 50 caliber fire behind me to dissuade further pursuit, but as Yaylu looks at me I try to take the high road and keep working on the magnetics of the situation. I reach out again with my mind, to find out more about these hostiles and their boss. I see a real time observation room receiving satellite feed from cameras mounted on the pursuit vehicles. This is an elaborate operation and has its own tactical back up.

"This is Tech1 to tactical air. Three bogies, black sedans are in pursuit of my location. They have two helicopters in the arena which are closing and full engagement with all hostiles is authorized."

"Spike Leader to Tech1. We have your bogie's in visual range and are preparing to engage."

I can see six F-16 Fighting Falcons closing fast from the southwest. The two helicopters I saw in my minds eye a moment ago are now also visible in the monitor displaying the wide-angle rear view camera. Two UH60 Blackhawk military helicopters with hellfire missiles.

The nitrous is all gone. The car is slowing down...137...130...now holding at 127 mph. This is going to be very close. I deploy the anti-tire spikes, just for the hell of it, knowing they wont slow these guys down at all and I look over at Yaylu again, who is still as calm as ever, as if none of this is really happening.

The F-16s have fired missiles at the helicopters, I can feel it before I even see the streaks heading towards us.

"Weapons away."

The blackhawks veer off recognizing missile lock, but too late to avoid the frontal assault. One blows up and then the other in a continuous pyrotechnics display that creates two huge fireballs in the sky behind me. The three sedans are disengaging and I see them trying to avoid the air-to-ground missiles now en route. I watch as one would be assassin screeches to a near halt and then jumps out of his doomed vehicle as fast as he can, while it is still moving. The three pursuing sedans explode into millions of pieces. leaving burning wreckage on the highway behind us.

"This is SPIKE Leader to Tech1. Your bogies are all out of play. We will stay in theatre until theatre is secure."

I feel relieved and yet as I look over at Yaylu, I know she is disappointed. She looks at me with her eyes and all of a sudden she reflects back at me all the pain, suffering and fear I have caused in those who lost their lives in just the past minute. Tears well in my eyes and there is nothing I can do to stop them. I slow down to 80 mph and head towards a safe house with my eyes clouded by tears and remorse.

"I am so sorry, Yaylu...you know that I didn't want any of this."

"Don't apologize to me. You will be apologizing to all those who have been maimed or killed this day in your future lifetimes. You have drawn them to you that much tighter and they will be your family, friends - and you will have to make amends and save their lives, give them life, heal their wounds and more - simply because of your inability to refrain from returning negative with negative."

Yaylu shows me the children and families of the pilots and operatives in my mind and I have to shut her out. I use full mental barriers as Shayla taught me to use and I lock down my mind from all external influences and signals. Yaylu has made me feel like a monster and all I really wanted to do was make sure we both survive the hit.

I focus on my training and think about retaliation - sending the group that did this a permanent message to back off, just in case the destruction of their hit squad hasn't changed their mind. When I get back to Shamballa I have the satellite feeds and all broadcast chatter analyzed and decoded. Yal-hune passed for human and never generated satellite imagery fodder for the anti-alien earth groups. Yaylu is going to be a problem. She will score a hit every time she steps out under a satellite cameras detailed eye.

Lefse, Snowflakes & Resolutions.

2010-12-30T23:10:00.000-08:00

The funny thing about being in intelligence, is no matter what one knows, one gets to a point where one realizes the Socratic truth - one knows nothing. The past 72 hours have been more than eye-opening and I'm thinking Yal-hune knew exactly what she was doing when she left me with Yaylu. Because Yaylu is exactly what I needed at this point in time.

The New Year Intelligence Briefing (NYIB) is sitting on my desk and is over 500 pages of summarized threats, changes and problems - many the byproduct of the global economic realities. Not exactly light reading or entertaining reading, but I dutifully trudge through it and put post-it notes on pages and threats I feel are most important for SDAI to address.

Yaylu has taken Yal-hune's place at our house. She doesn't interface with humanity like Yal-hune did. She is too clearly alien and has no desire to undergo any transformations to blend in. I asked her how she managed for 65 years and she told me that she has alien friends here on Earth and does not socialize with humans. When I told her that must have been lonely she just looked at me and smiled. I don't think she was lonely at all and I did not realize just how many friends she has here.

Now Yaylu has taken me under her wing, so to speak, and she is giving me in-depth lessons in all sorts of galactic physics. She lived in northern China for the past 10 years and before that lived in Norway near Sogndal for 40 years. She says the North Sea when it is at its worst is the closest thing to the oceans of her world and her clothes and style are clearly Nordic. I wonder how many other aliens are in the region and considering her abilities and I'm not surprised she was able to go undetected for so long.

After spending 8 hours off and on with the NYIB, I leave my office, head up to the surface and drive home. The rains and winds are fierce. I feel my car being pulled by the winds and I compensate. The rain gets worse and I realize I'm caught in a flash flood. Visibility is zero. I slow down to a crawl, turn on my fog lamps, activate my radar threat detection system console and the radio's LCD screen transforms. Distant cars appear as blips and I can see those vehicles approaching from behind. As bad as the weather is, I still have to smile about it when I think about what other parts of the nation endure this time of year.

I take the extra time to think about some of the new research directors at Shamballa, who were briefed today and officially begin in the new year. One who will oversee work in the cryptography division is a woman of native American descent - Tohono O'odham, I believe. Something about her caught my eye and I will continue to keep an eye on her. She has a spark and when we were introduced I found myself thinking of the inspired Chief, and his family in the cliffs, with whom I spent time.

At last I arrive home and I pull the car into the garage, slide my nextgen fortezza style card through the security system and enter the house. Yaylu is watching television and has cooked dinner. She looks so dressy and conservative in her white turtleneck and black skirt with black stockings. She's clearly not from around Arizona and her Nordic style is a breath of fresh air. The food smells absolutely wonderful and I realize she is an expert chef and can cook anything anyone could imagine.

"Honey, I'm home!" I laugh to myself as I say it, but it feels right with her there and the table waiting so beautifully with dinner on it. She has even lit a few candles and placed them around. I'm really liking this.

"How was your day dear?" She says and smiles broadly, playing my game as she switches off the wall/LCD display system and rises. She looks fantastic and she gives me a gentle kiss on the cheek.

"It was tedious, boring but had a few bright moments...and yours?"

"Oh, I managed to bring my stuff over and get all settled. I met Skuuinja briefly as well when she stopped by. She's very protective of you. I'm not sure she likes me."

"Skuuinja is very protective of me. I'm sure she will get used to the arrangement. She just managed to make peace with Yal-hune, but she is very sweet once you get to know her."

"I'm sure she is. Now let's have dinner before it gets cold."

We walk over to the table and she has prepared an inspired meal of lefse with what appears to be goulash or perhaps meatballs with a light gravy delicately poured on top. It smells delicious and is prepared with the culinary flare of a five star restaurant.

"You really didn't have to do this Yaylu."

"I wanted to. It is no problem at all. Let's eat!"

We sit down and dig in. It is delicious. As I look up from my meal and meet Yaylu's large bluish-grey eyes, I find myself amazed again at just how quickly changes appear in my life. If the way to man's heart is via his stomach, Yaylu has already paved a perfectly smooth path, but when she pulls some of her own custom cookie recipe from the oven for dessert, the smells are intoxicating and I know she is already almost there. I take a bite of a cookie she offers me and it is still warm and melts in my mouth like some heavenly food of the gods. It is filled with something of a slight pudding consistency, sweet but not too sweet it is rich and filling but not too filling.

I think I'm in love.

She smiles as my eyes light up and her eyes light up as well. Suddenly, I realize just how blessed I am again and what sacrifices and efforts the people around me make for me. I know that one of the ways I can pay them back is by making a resolution to iron out the wrinkles in my pasts and lose the negative biases, fears and other negative baggage.

I extend my hand towards Yaylu. Yaylu grabs my hand with her long slender hand, her silver-blue fingers caress my skin and the candlelight flickers nearby.

"Let's go out back."

We walk outside, lean back on a large deck chair and with a remote control I activate the heaters which are cylinders which emerge from the cement around the pool and the courtyard and radiate heat.

"Look up."

She points up and I see an amazing sight!

"It's snowing!" I'm amazed and I realize it is her - she is able to influence the weather. "You really ARE the spirit of winter aren't you?"

Her silvery blue eyes sparkle and I swear I can see snow flakes glistening in her eyes. She sighs and she looks at me so wonderfully with a deep gaze that causes me to shiver and her hand reaches out to my face and her fingers delicately stroke my cheek. Her lips are rich, full and glisten in the light. Her white hair shimmers as though it were woven of silk and cast of pure moon-beams on a starlit night. Her silver blue skin looks so soft and gentle.

Snowflakes suddenly fall all around us - the first time in this low desert region in hundreds of years. Like some fairytale come to life I swing to my side, wrap my right arm around her and I pull her closer towards me. She has wakened in me that best part of myself - the part that I am and wish I could be all the time. None of this was an accident. All this was part of some plan much greater than just me or her.

Snowflakes land on her nose and lips. I kiss each spot where they land and I feel them melt between our lips and skin. She does something with her eyes - I can't explain it, but it is something quite incredible. I feel her eyes literally caress me. Some special nerve or organ in her large eyes can emit some sort of energy.

"I really hope you didn't think the cookies were dessert."
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Yaylu teaches me a lesson.

2010-12-29T15:10:00.000-08:00

I'm in the middle of a deep depressathon. I didn't go home last night and slept in the daybed in my office. Yal-hune's forced departure to save me and the Earth from a nuclear future repeats the same pattern I have had with every woman I have ever loved and cared for deeply. Like some curse that hangs over me, every woman who loves me is forced to leave me or I leave them after what usually seems anywhere from a few months to a few years. At 3am last night I started moping in my office and thinking about this turn of events - and began to get angry about it. I was angry with the universe.

Sure, I know it's all energy flows and I know these flows regenerate again and again, but I thought I had made enough headway to actually break the short-lived relationship cycle. I was wrong. Yal-hune's gone and I'm frustrated. I never got a chance to meet Tech7 over the holidays and she has gone back to DC.

A bright ball of light appears in my office and at the center of it is Yaylu. Her white hair and silver-blue skin, as mentioned previously, remind me of the spirit of winter - a Japanese Manga artist's dream come to life in a real living and breathing 7 foot tall glorious vision of a woman.

"Class is in session. Sit down."

I sit at my desk with a warm cup of decaf and I wonder just what this beautiful alien is going to teach me.

"I've lived here 65 years on the Earth. I've had to limit my interaction with humans so as not to interfere with their natural development and growth. I've often wanted to tell them what I am going to tell you. You've already been interfaced by Yal-hune, Shayla and others so I am free to let loose - because you certainly need it!"

"Go ahead - give me both barrels. I'm ready."

I laugh a bit, but she's just looking at me with her large intense eyes.

"You need to really understand ENERGY. You think you do, but you don't understand it well enough to avoid getting caught up in self-pity, self-doubt and the path of dissolution and selfishness."

She waves her hand in front of me and leaves a white vortex made of light in the air.

"This is you - a vortex of energy. You are growing and regenerating all that you are with each passing moment. You recognize that this vortex is infinite in nature and can keep spiralling around itself forever. The direction of this vortex is influenced by your biases. All that you are is in here and it is a field of flowing energy."

I watch as the vortex comes to life as her mind animates it. The core vortex springs off branches, smaller vortices that branch off the main logarithmic spiral.

"Yes, you recognize this as the same way any plant grows - the branches sprout at precise intervals. In this instance, your experiences regenerate and as you go through them - new experiences are added to them. These experiences emerge at points that have a frequency relationship with a certain part of your own personal infinite vortex. So at any point various parts of you are receiving more energy and development and others are receiving less. Your consciousness and your pasts determine and guide these flows."

I watch as the vortex pulses like a living thing and the branches grow at varying rates, some faster and some slower. The flow of energy into each not fixed, but variable.

"Your experiences with women in many lifetimes has created a pattern - a cycle - that regenerates and reappears in your life with great frequency. You have created this cycle yourself and have fed it. It becomes a dominant element in your lifetimes - and because you keep feeding it energy - in the form of NEGATIVELY biased energy - it keeps growing and starts to dominate, sculpting and shaping the way yo keep living out your lifetimes.

The vortex floating in front of me pulses and one arm continues to grow faster than the rest and dominates the other vortices.

"As you return to the physical, you now have to deal with this same vortex again and again - and you need to feed the other arms more energy to diminish this imbalance. By viewing Yal-hune or Tech7's departure as negative - you only strengthen this cycle and torture yourself more.If you view these things POSITIVELY and see the GOOD in them, then you will tame this runaway set of experiences and put it back into a proper relationship with the rest of your being. Do you understand?"

I watch as the red vortex slows its growth and the rest of the vortices grow faster, creating a balance again.

"Once you do this, you will no longer live lifetime after lifetime with this central theme of intense love then break up and loneliness. So you must learn to see the good in the apartness, the loneliness and the entire situation. Once you do, this cycle of energy will diminish and just become a minor element of your life. You understand that there is not just one "soul mate" for you, and that as you become more infinite you will develop intense developed positive relationships with many beings."

Yaylu looks at me and smiles. She approaches me closely and bends down and gets right in my face with her lovely face and big eyes.

"For me...I would never have gotten to meet you in this life if not for Yal-hune's departure. Your imbalanced past has opened the doorway for me to enter your life. And make no doubt about it - the kid gloves are off. When you behave in an imbalanced manner and fail to see the good, I will be here to remind you - even if I have to kiss you every time you think a positive thought - just to reinforce it and keep you on the right path.

She smiles and I test her. I think about all the good that this has brought about, about me understanding more of myself and the way life works because of Yal-hune's departure.

Sure enough, she kisses me with her silver-blue lips and it is a kiss unlike any other I have ever felt - electrical and powerful beyond words. I am suddenly floating in free space and all that is around me is her - her lips connect with mine and the flow of energy between us is intense and indescribable. It is a kiss powered not just by her body or by lust, but by her mind and soul. It is a kiss that has a keen intelligence. It is directed and it is designed to spur my mind and feed my soul - and it works!

Solutions.

2010-12-23T17:03:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting at my McGuire desk formulating a plan to make amends to Tech7 while she is in town visiting family and friends. Yal-hune appears in my office and she is smiling.

She always seems to be smiling so this isn't that strange, but today she is smiling a bit more broadly and I can guess the reason.

"I found a solution."

"A solution that breaks the loop of nuclear futures?"

"Yes."

"Does it require any special effort on our part?"

"Actually, it does. You and I have a very important mission to accomplish. To break out of this loop seemed nearly impossible and I had to view more and more possible futures based upon our actions. After reviewing literally hundreds of thousands of futures and possibilities, I stumbled across a course of action that is integral to breaking the loop and throwing the Earth into another cycle, one that is much more constructive than the alternative - and also drastically alters your futures for the better again as well."

"Sounds great! What do we need to do?"

"We are going to be traveling. Prepare yourself."

I stand up and just close my eyes, and let Yal-hune do the heavy lifting. I feel my body being changed into energy and carried through time and space and feel it solidify again.

Before I even open my eyes, I know we are in the White House. I recognize the smell of the cleaning fluid used daily on the hardwood floors. The decor may change, but that cleaning fluid has been in use since at least 1990.

As I open my eyes, I see we are in the antechamber to the Oval Office. The President's computer sits there, running silently. Yal-hune sits herself down at the desk and starts typing. I know there are at least three different cameras pointed towards this spot, but Yal-hune isn't seemingly concerned about them.

"What are you doing?"

"We're going to be sending out some Presidential e-mails."

"Is that it?"

"No, this is just one stop. We have more before the evening is over."

I watch over her shoulder and she has all the passwords and manages to enter Obama's e-mail. Her fingers move so quickly it is hard to fathom she almost never works keyboards.

I'm wondering where in the heck the Secret Service is. This room is on a 24 hour feed to one of several command centers underneath the White House.

"The monitors don't show our presence. None of the sensors are detecting anything other than an empty room."

I have long since learned Yal-hune can do pretty much anything she wants to. The only thing I wonder is why she even bothers to come here physically to do this. She addresses my question as her fingers dance over the keyboard.

"It's complex. In this instance, to get the benefit - we had to be here physically."

I remember she has these things mapped out to the nth degree. When you see so many possible futures you learn the consequences of each action and the details become all-important.

"So who are you sending emails to from Obama?"

"Just a few world leaders."

"What does the email say?"

"It's a riddle."

"A riddle?"

"I'll explain later."

She keeps on typing and I look around the Oval Office and take a seat behind the desk. I wouldn't have dreamed of doing this when President Bush was in office, but things change. I like my desk and chair better at Shamballa, both are more comfortable. The new decor is pretty bad and the furniture looks like something bought at a furniture mall. In fact, you almost feel like you are looking at a display set and all you want to see is the price tag stuck to one of the coffee colored chairs.

"You keep biasing things - nonstop"

"I know, I'm sorry."

"You only hurt yourself - not me."

"Are you almost done? I know Obama is in Hawaii by now, but someone might come in anyway."

Yal-hune looks over and smiles at me. She knows exactly where everyone is and what's going on. All my instincts and clandestine training are put completely to waste with her on a mission. Her skills and sensory awareness make them obsolete. I use my mind like Yal-hune uses hers and I see the guards patrolling and the staff enjoying Christmas eve as best they can.

"Okay. We're done here. You ready for our next stop."

I get up from the desk and walk towards Yal-hune.

"As ready as I'll ever be...activate the transporter anytime!"

I leave my eyes open. It's getting fun watching one environment morph into another in an instant. I watch the oval office and the hideous coffee table disappear and are replaced by a sterile looking room with walls of what appear to be steel and many small lock boxes.

"Where are we?"

"We are in the vault of the International Fidelity Commerce Bank in Geneva, Switzerland. We are about to make an unauthorized access."

"Theft?"

"Not exactly. You see, the box is wired to a sensor. When it opens it transmits a signal to a certain party."

"Who? What is in the box?"

Yal-hune walks over to the box and merely taps it with her finger. She slides the box out. I see what appears to be a small black book, several million dollars in diamonds and cash and a very unusual wrist watch. Yal-hune merely touches the watch with her finger and then she slides the box back in its place in the wall.

"That's it? Touch a wrist watch in a lock box?"

"That was not a wrist watch. That was an advanced genetic scanner and is not of this Earth. The owner of this box is not of Earth."

"I'm confused. First e-mails from Obama and then an alien genetic scanner? These things break the loop?"

"Yes. But we're not done yet. Prepare yourself."

"I'm ready."

The bank vault disappears. We reappear on the Great Wall in China. It is night and the stars are visible.

"Why are we here?"

"We are going to meet someone."

I barely have time to process her words and a being appears. Clearly not human. A female form about 7 feet tall. Very beautiful. White hair, silvery skin. She looks almost like the spirit of winter come to life.

"Yal-hune?"

I sense something amiss, but I don't quite know what it is. The female alien looks over at me and smiles. I get a deja-vu of this whole scene and it is linked to something really important, I just don't know what.

Yal-hune turns and smiles and then disappears.

The white haired woman walks over to me and speaks in my mind.

"Hello."

"Um....hi...where did Yal-hune go?"

"She has left the Earth. My name is Yaylu. I'm a friend of Yal-hune's and she asked me to take you back to Shamballa."

"I don't get it. Is our mission done? Why didn't Yal-hune tell me about this?"

"The mission is complete the loop has been broken. You will not see Yal-hune for some time. She asked me to look out for you."

I look over this striking (and very tall) female now that she is standing in front of me - looking down at me. Her silvery skin doesn't look metallic, but almost a very soft pale blue/silver. Her white hair and white eyebrows frame a face that is almost human looking. Her eyes are at least 1/3 again as large as human eyes and her jaw is unlike any I have ever encountered - the bones are sculpted differently. She does look very beautiful and her smile and eyes are quite attractive. She has that spark and I wonder just how developed she is and what world she calls home.

"We will get a chance to know each other much better. Yal-hune has left the Earth because her departure was one of the parameters that were necessary to break the loop."

As she speaks in my mind she seems very familiar. I keep getting the feeling that I know her. I know I would be sad about Yal-hune's departure if I were not being shielded somehow from overshadowers. In stead I am left with understanding - and an awareness that Yaylu has the ability to shield me and teleport like Yal-hune.

"I am another emissary. My world is not a member of the Confederation. I have lived on Earth for 65 years now - since the first atomic explosions."

"You look all of 28?"

"I am 393 Earth years old. The average lifespan of my race is about 700 years"

For a 393 year old woman she is a knock out. I realize that cycles of energy control the DNA and the cells and that these other worlds simply possess different cycles which keep cells youthful longer.

"Do you know Yal-hune personally? Had you met before?"

"Yes. Yal-hune was familiar and in contact with all the aliens living on Earth."

"That's interesting. I did not know that."

As I converse in her mind, I see she has a very different personality and feel than Yal-hune. It's hard to convey or describe, but she is...well..playful or less serious or something. Her thoughts are not as orderly, she has almost a whimsical mind - now as I think about it, her mind instantly becomes almost as cool as her silver/white appearance. The disparity is unnerving and I put up mental markers to shield my thoughts and I don't intend to let them down anytime soon.

She puts her hands together and a white ball appears around them. It gets larger and larger and envelopes us both. I feel time and space altering and I see she has her own method of teleporting. We are back in my office at Shamballa. The clock says 12:33 AM. It is now Christmas.

Yaylu looks down at me.

"Merry Christmas."

"Merry Christmas to you too."

Vacation

2010-12-22T11:53:00.000-08:00

The navigation room of Shayla's space craft is imposing in its grandeur. A catwalk extends into a room that is filled with imagery of the galaxy as broadcast by Confederation satellites and other worlds real time mapping. Almost every inhabited solar system is mapped and only about 10 percent of the galaxy is not accessible by her ships navigation instrumentation. The walls of the enormous room show a solar system, and simultaneously images of the inhabited worlds appear nearby with any and all dominant sentient life. Cities of unfathomable form and colors appear and one realizes just how diverse sentience is, after just a few moments of gazing at these displays.

I realize the worlds being shown are keyed into my mental activity somehow.

"Yes, the navigation display can detect those worlds which you have lived upon and extract this data from the signals still embedded in the fields of your consciousness and recorded past actions. At this time it is scanning both of our fields for this data and presenting worlds that we both have lived upon or traveled to in the past."

"Fascinating. Can it be attenuated to find ones that one has had the most positive lifetimes upon?"

"Yes. Just by thinking about it, you have already adjusted the parameters."

The worlds I see are getting more beautiful - some are so breathtaking as to leave me in awe, simply trying to absorb the beauty and majesty. My human consciousness, I realize, can only perceive a fraction of some of these worlds' beauty and my enhanced senses are needed to perceive some of what I am seeing. Colors unknown to worlds in our solar system, because the light is that much richer in spectra and complexity as generated by stars that dwarf our own. Fields of such massive intensity and beauty that even the images of them cause my consciousness to strive for new levels, to perceive more.

As the display of worlds continues, signals resonate with parts of me I knew not existed and I realize that my human consciousness is just a fragment of a greater field that has experienced so much more. Just seeing these images and these various forms of sentient life is broadening and awakening my own sentience. A thought tries to form, that I want to envy Shayla and other travelers of the galaxy, who get to use these ships, but in this state envy can't exist. My consciousness has been re-integrated and any and all lower emotions simply can't be sustained in this spectra.

"Yes, you are yourself again. Welcome back."

"It's good to be back. Thank you."

"No need to thank me - your own consciousness has again asserted itself. On Earth your consciousness is compromised, as is all human consciousness."

"I wish I could share this with the world."

"When the world is ready, they will experience these things for themselves. At this time only a very small percentage of Earth's population has frequency compatibility with these things - perhaps one thousand out of every billion people."

And I know she is right. There is a time and place for all things and I know how much pre-conditioning I needed to get to this point where I can stand here and attempt to absorb all this data.

"One world has now been focused upon longer than any other. Why?"

"That is the world where you and I have had the most positive lifetimes. We lived there as a joined couple, more than once, thousands of years ago."

As she speaks, I am overwhelmed by the beauty of the world. It glows an enormous reddish-orange and just by looking at it I feel more relaxed - and if this is possible - mentally alert. The images of the cities and the sentient beings that reside here are astoundingly beautiful and I find myself infatuated with this form of sentience - it is more appealing and more developed than what I have yet encountered. The anatomies are far more graceful and elegant, the faces all seem to convey a sublime peace and kindness that instantly can be felt and now - images and submerged memories are pouring in of life lived here.

"Shayla..."

Before I can even ask, Shayla is in my mind with the answer.

"This world is near the center of the galaxy. It is not compatible with either of our anatomies at this time and has limited facilities for hosting other forms of sentience. There is also a time-disparity and though we could arrive there in a matter of days, a year or more would elapse on Earth."

"I understand."

The truth is, just being here with Shayla and viewing these worlds has been as wonderful a vacation as I have had - ever. She takes my hand in hers and begins to oscillate with me. I feel our fields grow and then merge. Her mind in mine, mine in hers. I see us clearly as we were on this world! We were quite a couple and lived there so happily together. This world has served for many souls to further develop pure compassion, love and understanding and refine it to new stratospheric heights. It is one of the most positive worlds that still exists in the atomic spectra portion of our galaxy.

Before I know what has happened I realize I am standing with Shayla on the surface of this world in materialized energy bodies. We are in an enormous parkland and the ground glows a soft coral hue. Trees, or their equivalent, in brilliant fiery reds with jewel-like crystalline leaves tower over a cliff-face which overlooks what appears to be a pink ocean with many white and red breakers. The ocean moves in ways I've never seen, pulsing and undulating in flows like a living thing. The skies are yellowish and so beautiful! In fact, everything seems to convey this beauty - and something else. Yes, more than one sentient life form exists here! Invisible to the eye, yet not to the consciousness, other benevolent beings reside here already in non-corporeal forms. Like wisps of wind or breezes, these beings share this world with the other beings. They greet Shayla and myself with the warmest of greetings.

Truly incredible.

And once again we are back in the navigation room. Sustaining that type of materialized energy body can only be done so long and I realize that Shayla really extended herself to give us both a vacation I will never...ever...ever...forget.

"Thank you Shayla."

When I see Shayla smile at me and feel the love within her, I realize angels need no wings - just a pair of gorgeous spira-mirabilis patterned corneas to dive into and lose oneself within.

Finding Balance

2010-12-20T21:21:00.000-08:00

Shayla looks at me and I remember when I first saw her in her silver flight suit. She was Chief Scientist for Project MIMIR and reported to Odin and oversaw the alien activity working with the Earth, specifically the US Government. She singlehandedly helped develop my telepathic abilities and brought my consciousness to a whole new level. When we traveled to the Iranian desert to secure the flame room the Travelers left behind, after less than 24 hours I was certain she was the one I would be spending out my days with. But within 8 months she was recalled to her world and I flopped around like a fish out of water for the first few weeks and then I threw myself back into my work and accepted that my pasts constantly involve break-ups and lots of loneliness.

I don't know what I expected, I found out she and I had some pasts together where we were very close and I guess I would have liked to go with her when she returned. But she never asked me to join her and she was always surrounded by other guys from her world who made me look like the village idiot. I hated that. You'd think after all I had been through I would be used to that, but still somewhere deep down it really bothered me. Earth and humanity has never presented any serious development, intellectually, and I realized I was just another mentally lazy byproduct of the Earth environment. I could never change that. I was always playing catch-up. Now that I've been with Yal-hune, interacting with her level of development, intellect and ability and even have had my consciousness and portions of my human brain "activated", by Confederation technology, parts which generally remain dormant - I am finally comfortable with my development around Shayla. I know she never biased it - but I did. Somewhere the gnawing insecurity (and more than a few eager overshadowers) were whispering that she returned to her world because I wasn't really good enough for her.

After a few months, I told myself it was good that she left. That she was taking up too much of my valuable time. That the Earth didn't need any aliens and that we were more than capable of handling our own affairs. Yet our relationship had left a very real barrier that now stood between me and every human woman I've ever loved. Tech7 was the first to feel my new distance and aloofness. I know my distance hurt her just as much as Shayla's hurt me - and I still have yet to make it up to her.

Seeing these parallel universes, future lives and the beings I have been or will be with has left me a mess. I feel like a creature in a zoo - the only one of its kind. I don't quite fit with humans and I don't quite fit with aliens. I don't fit in 2010, nor the past or the future. I'm in that netherworld and that is the price I pay for seeing what I see and knowing what I know. With great knowledge comes great responsibility, awareness - and in my own case - a roller coaster ride of equal parts ecstatic love and bitter loneliness.

I don't know why I'm thinking about this all right now...or perhaps I do. I guess seeing my daughters face disappear sort of snapped something inside me.

Do me a favor. For those of you reading this who have children - don't take them for granted. Give them as much love as you can - and more. Enjoy every moment you have with them. Don't be stingy with the kisses - because some day you'll face a day in your life when you realize you will never see them again.

Life is about finding balance. And right now I am ready to try and find some solace for my soul.

"Shayla...I would really like to take a vacation. How about you and I go visit some other world some place far away."

Shayla has been listening to my mental rant and the tears are still in her eyes. She grabs my head in her soft hands and pulls my face towards hers. She kisses me...so...so tenderly. And with this kiss I know she understands and feels everything I have been thinking about.

"Let's go to the navigation room and see if we can schedule our vacation."

1985

2010-12-20T15:12:00.000-08:00

I'm driving between Del Mar and La Jolla, California on a stretch of Pacific Coast Highway that extends between the two and overlooks the ocean. The salt air wafts over the Torrey Pines dotting the roadside and is cool but not cold. The car phone in my convertible rests on the transmission hump. I glance at it because the phone is ringing.

I pick up the white handset.

"Hello?"

"Is this..."

"Yes, who is calling please?"

"I've got NSA Director Faurer on the line. Is the Robin's egg blue?"

"The Robin's egg is red and white."

The operator connects the line and I find myself dodging surfers in wetsuits jaywalking across PCH while discussing President Reagan's new foreign policy initiative and a personal invitation to head to DC for an important meeting.

The surfers look really cold and I realize the wind is starting to pick up a bit. I look at my Seiko and see it's a quarter to five and if I don't get moving, I will get stuck in traffic. My vintage convertible does not like to get stuck and starts to overheat just idling through the drive-thru of a slow moving fast food restaurant. So I get ready to turn east, so I can hit the 405 before it starts to get all clogged up.

The state of the art Alpine am/fm cassette radio is playing "Ain't this the life" by Oingo Boingo. Edgy stuff and a bit anti-social. The hip local radio station, 91x, specializes in edgy new wave rock and they play Oingo Boingo, Depeche Mode and other stuff guaranteed to alienate the previous generation quite a bit.

A cute girl in a red BMW 3 series convertible pulls alongside.

"Nice car. What year is it?"

"It's a 1965 Pontiac."

"I love the whitewall tires!"

"Thanks. That's a nice car you got there yourself."

"Oh this? Thanks. Hey, would you like to get a bite to eat sometime?"

"Sure...call me." I pull out a personal card from my wallet. I put the car in park and hop out and hand it to the blond with a winning smile and a beautiful bikini...among other appealing attributes. She writes down her number on a small piece of paper and the light has already turned green. Someone in a Mercedes Benz 500sel is honking. I take the paper, smile and hop back into my car. I turn right at Via De La Valle and watch as she continues north.

The adrenaline is pumping a bit. I don't usually do the number exchange bit and its always a bit interesting to be pursued, rather than being the pursuer.

As I merge with the freeway traffic, something feels amiss. The wind buffets my hair and a semi rig is barreling down the second lane like a bat from hell. No one wants to let me in. Fine. I punch the Pontiac and 400 horsepower from the 421 tri-carb engine quickly take me to 80mph and I easily blow past the semi.

But there is that feeling again. It's like a deja vu but in reverse. Something is wrong. What is it? This is my life, but at the same time it feels like it isn't? Like I've forgotten something? Traffic is starting to congest at the freeway juncture and I can't shake this feeling that something is amiss.

I look at my watch. I try to remember when I bought it? Was it a gift? I can't remember it. Suddenly, something about the car seems off as well. Didn't my car have a 389 with a 4 barrrel instead of the 421 tri-carb when I bought it a few months earlier? I pull over and pop the latch on the hood and lift it. It's a 421 tri-carb with 3 shiny small chrome air cleaners in a row. But it shouldn't be. I remember the 389 with the four barrel.

It's making me crazy. I look around and everything seems right, yet somehow off at the same time. I look through my wallet. I see pictures. Lot's of pictures My God! I'm married to a beautiful woman and have two adorable daughters! How could I have forgotten them? Why on Earth did I accept that girls number? What sort of husband am I? When I see their picture in my wallet I know it's true, but why does it simultaneously seem wrong?

What the hell is going on? As I look up at the corner gas station even it seems wrong. This station should be a Texaco station. It's a Shell. But I know this corner had the Texaco station - I joked about the white glove restroom inspection with the clerk a few weeks ago...or did I? It seems sort of blurry now.

I just want to get back to my wife and kids. That will clear things up. But where do I live? I had a big place in La Jolla on Mt. Soledad with an ocean view, but my wife and I live in University City with our daughters, near the mall in a four bedroom tract home. Why do I remember two different houses? I close the hood, put my wallet back in my pants and start driving towards my University City home.

I stop and pull out my wallet again. I look at my California Driver's License and the name printed on it. It's all wrong.

That's not my name.

Is this what it feels like to lose one's mind? Did I hit my head and not realize it? What the hell is going on here with me?

I pull up into the driveway. My wife's white Volkswagen Jetta is in the driveway. I get to the door and my two beautiful daughters race up and each grab one of my legs.

"Daddy! You're home early! Yay!" says the oldest.

The television is on and the screen goes blank for a test of the emergency broadcasting system. A buzzing sound starts. I pick up my youngest daughter and I reach down to turn the TV off. Just as I reach the switch, my wife turns the corner and I see her.

She is lovely beyond words. Her smile resuscitates me. I give her a kiss and its like a zephyr breeze flows through my soul. She now kisses me and it is a passionate kiss, filled with her love. Her taste is on my lips and it is delicious and sweet.

I am so happy.

"A plane ticket arrived today by special courier for a flight to Washington DC. Do you have to go?"

"I'm supposed to go." I look around at my wife and daughters and I get this feeling - I don't want to leave them alone. "But, I think I will make some excuse and miss it. They can easily get along without me."

"That's wonderful."

My wife kisses me again and I wonder how I could ever have forgotten this woman. She is so wonderful...her every touch is filled with her warmth, kindness and love. But something is still out of place. I still see the other house in my mind and the enormous picture window. Whose house was that if not mine?

I hear a voice in my head. "It's time for you to go now." I crumple up the piece of paper, with the phone number in my pants and throw it in the trash. I suddenly realize I am about to leave and even as I kiss my daughter on the cheek, I feel myself slipping away.

I look up at Shayla, whose tears in the corner of her eyes reveals how hard this was for her to have to watch as well.

I try to hold back my own tears as I realize I will never see my wife or kids again, "That was the alternate universe you spoke of - the one where I am much happier. Was all that real?"

"Yes. As real as you and I standing here."

For once, I am speechless. I don't know what to say. My feelings, desires, dreams and obligations all dart inside my head at the speed of light. Part of me can't, or perhaps does not want to, keep up and so I just drift off and try to think about something else.

"She's working on it"

2010-12-19T19:12:00.001-08:00

"Earth..."

"Yes?"

"Earth is in a loop where nuclear wars are now in almost every near future."

"What? What do you mean?"

"Starting a week ago...every single possible future of the Earth now features a prominent nuclear war which creates a chain reaction of consequences for humanity."

"What changed? What caused this? Something must've caused this, right?"

"I explained this to you. New worlds are having a negative influence on Earth's population. The events in North Korea, the Wikileaks affair, an approaching full blown US depression all lead to new international instability and confrontations."

"There must be a way to change the future now. Have you consulted with Yal-hune?"

"It's complicated. Many now believe Yal-hune's presence here crystallized this set of futures and our world's government is also of this view."

"That's ridiculous! Yal-hune is not to blame."

"No one believes she wanted this to happen. It just did happen - because her set of fields are simply too substantial not to create and attract a counter set of fields. When you see the bigger picture, every action has an equal and opposite reaction."

"I don't want to leave this world to its fates. If everything I've worked for is about to be flushed away, then I want to be here with a mop to try and at least keep it as orderly as possible. I'm curious as why you just didn't extend an invitation to your world if you don't want to see me suffer here? Why the elaborate parallel universe-time travel solution?"

"You know you couldn't remain on my world for any extended period and your anatomy is keyed into Earth, any life you live is best suited on Earth. But if you would like to visit - we would be glad to have you. Or if you really want to remain on our world, we could look into anatomical modifications or consciousness transfer into a compatible anatomy."

That's the first time Shayla has ever invited me for a long term stay on her world, so I know she is deadly serious about all this. I feel Yal-hune enter my consciousness and open a private area to communicate with her.

"Is this true Yal-hune? Are you aware of these things Shayla has related?"

"I am aware of the present future loop which seem to indicate an inescapable element to all of Earth's futures. However, I have seen such loops before and know they can be eliminated. No futures are ever inflexible. I have been working on resolutions and possibilities. I am aware, also, of Shayla's strong feelings for you and I know what she has seen which caused her to act. Shayla loves you, as I do, and some of these futures seem particularly unkind to you - personally."

"That doesn't sound good. Do I want details?"

"No. It is enough to know that you would be a focal point of some of these negative events."

Shayla turns to me - "Is that Yal-hune?"

"Yes. She and I are conversing. She doesn't think the loop is irreversible."

"Yes, but time is running out. Has she identified any temporal solutions?"

"She's working on it."

It is somewhat distressing to wonder just what awaits me in this present loop of unsavory outcomes and I wonder just what pasts I am now replaying that have elements of this type of catastrophic outcome. If I can identify and mitigate these imbalances in my fields which relate to and were formed by my own pasts, perhaps I can help break the present loop of negative possible futures.

"Good. I hope we are wrong and that Htra-deg and Yal-hune can find some other solution. We have crossed that threshold now where other worlds are now controlling the outcome of the Earth's future to a greater degree than humanity. This is not a good position for the Earth - or more importantly, humanity."

Decisions.

2010-12-17T21:54:00.000-08:00

"What have you seen, Shayla? What happens that is going to make life here so horrible?"

"It's a combination of things. Nuclear attacks on US soil, a depression from which the US and the world never recovers, pestilence and new diseases...in less than 20 years time the America you know will be completely unrecognizable - gone. And with it will go the type of life you have lived up until now."

"And the parallel universe you want us to reappear in is so much better?"

"Yes. Your life without SDAI is much happier. You are not as frustrated, lonely or bitter and you make just as much of a difference - perhaps more so. In this time stream all you have worked for will be washed away - is being washed away - even as we speak. Your life will soon have little meaning here. The world will be in no position to absorb that which you wish to share and SDAI will soon cease to exist."

"What about Yal-hune? Surely she would tell me of these things and may even have a plan of her own to avoid them. Every moment she is aware of the changing futures of Earth based upon her actions. She would not let the Earth be flushed away!"

"Perhaps. Perhaps not. She is not emotionally attached to either you or the Earth. And she will be the first to tell you if everything goes to hell - it's really a good thing."

Shayla is right there. Yal-hune would tell me any future catastrophe is really good. The futures we visited were already dystopian and she said that these dystopias were already based on my past actions and not just future events. She would say that if this is what the Earth must go through - then that is what it must do and that everyone here gets a chance to face adversity and turn it into an opportunity for great strength and character building.

"Does Yal-hune know you are here with me...does she know of your plan?"

"I'm sure she is aware of it, and probably does not approve. That's why I wanted to get you here on my ship, where you are safely able to make your own decision without interference."

"C'mon Shayla...tell me the REAL story. What is it that you see that is so horrible. It's got to be more than what you are telling me."

"I can't tell you."

"It's ME Shayla! Please...please tell me."

"Okay,I will. Earth..."

"Excuse me...what?"

2010-12-16T18:37:00.001-08:00

Before I can blink, I feel myself disappearing and reappearing aboard Shayla's ship. I stand before and enormous hologram of the galaxy and the worlds that all presently project signals at Earth, using humanity and humans as a source for sensory amusement and entertainment. The distances covered seem impossible to fathom, however I remind myself that time and space no longer represent the same barrier to these worlds as they do for us. I know all this because Shayla is beside me and is explaining to me the predicament the Earth finds itself in and the new worlds that have taken an active interest in exploiting humans and their technological impotence.

"As you can see over fifteen new worlds have actually interfered with human development and affairs in the past 3 years alone. While the vast majority of signals are mitigated and canceled out, we are concerned with a few worlds that actually project spirit bodies to do the overshadowing. These signals can't be blocked because they exist outside the range for mechanical interference."

"Why? What's so exciting about overshadowing some humans?"

"It's complex. Some of the new overshadowers are doing this not because of Earth - or humanity - but simply because they want to harm the Confederation and because the Confederation now actively defends the Earth, it has in many ways become more of a target. The Confederation is in a classic "catch 22" and if it stops protecting the Earth, any of a number of horrible scenarios could occur and if they continue to protect, these same horrible scenarios still can occur. That's why a growing movement in the Confederation simply want to wash their hands of the Earth and let it take its chances by itself."

"Is this what your world wants?"

"No. And that is why I am here - this is a wholly unauthorized mission."

I see the thoughts and the situations which occurred on her world in quick glimpses. She is jeopardizing her entire career by being here. She spent time on one of her worlds' 'future viewers' looking at several other worlds and she committed herself to altering Earth's present trajectory. Yal-hune once told me only those beings with enough development could actually alter human history successfully. She was one of these beings, and every move she makes was constantly changing the Earth's evolutionary course. Shayla is another with such development and she has more emotional ties to the Earth.

"Yes, I do. That's why I am here and that's why I have orchestrated this mission."

"So what is the point in history that will alter Earth's history? And when we return, wont we really return to a parallel stream? Will the other universe still actually continue on - simply without us? Yal-hune explained it as an infinite number of parallel streams. I guess, I just wonder...are we really saving the rest of humanity...or are you really doing this...well...for me."

Shayla turns to me and momentarily shuts me out of her mind.

She speaks aloud, "Confederation science is filled with theoretics regarding these things. The bottom line is, no one - from this spectra - really knows if the other stream continues on or not. No communication between two parallel universe streams has ever successfully been performed, although beings from non-physical spectra indicate that these streams often do continue in some form. What is known is that it effectively creates a universe with a new trajectory and with new infinite parameters to which those who partake in such time travel return."

"Okay...so when, where and what? What are you effectively trying to do?"

"We need to go back to 1985 and the formation of SDAI."

"What do you plan to do?"

"We're are going to make sure President Reagan does NOT sign the executive orders initiating SDAI."

"What? Why?"

"The creation of SDAI is the one event that brings down the Soviet Union. While appearing like a win - this victory actually is the one that spins the Earth into a new dark ages. By altering this one event, the Soviet Union remains integrated for another seventy years, slowly evolving into a more democratic union, but also keeping the balance of power, and nuclear weaponry, away from the more destructive and less intelligent masses of the 3rd world who in your current time stream end up annihilating the west and all that western progress, achieved."

"What will happen to the past decades of my life? What will happen to my memories of all that has occurred?"

"I've seen this future...YOUR future...and your life is much richer, happier and fulfilling. SDAI has kept you from living the way you would have. You'll have to trust me."

"But it was because of SDAI that I met YOU...our meeting will never have happened? When I return are you saying I wont know you..or Yal-hune or Skuuinja or any of the others I've known?"

"Yes. You will forget all these things. The world you return to will not have experienced any of these contact events. Even Project MIMIR and my life will change. I will never travel to the Earth."

"And this is better for me...how? YOU and Yal-hune and all the rest are the greatest things to ever happen to me! I can't begin to imagine my life without this knowledge and experience!"

"Yes, from this perspective all this seems wonderful to you. But your world will experience great catastrophe on its present course and all these wonderful things will soon be largely forgotten by you as you deal with a dying world and incredible suffering and frustration - I'm catching your life at the precipice - offering you a better future. I saw all the nitty-gritty details - spent days in the future viewer observing your life - and I emerged determined to carve you a better future. I felt you deserve one after many lifetimes of this repeating downward spiral."

"Excuse me...what? You're doing this all for me? I seriously need to think about this for awhile - it goes against all my intuitive impulses."

Traveling Through Time...Yet Again.

2010-12-15T00:11:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting reviewing after action reports on SDAI covert activities near the North Korean peninsula. Several effective punitive actions now have been performed with great success.

I sense some presence and I look up to see Shayla nonchalantly teleporting into my secure office 100s of feet below the surface and supposedly impregnable. I move away from the hand-finished McGuire desk and move over to greet her.

"To what do I owe this honor!?!!!"

I hug her and plant a kiss on each cheek.

She is not shocked and was already in my mind before I moved to kiss her, so she knew they were coming. She even picked up my thought about hesitating to kiss her and a few other overshadower generated insecurity based thoughts that were tacked on about our previous relationship, etc.

Sneaking a kiss on the cheek of an advanced extraterrestrial telepath is basically impossible.

"Yes, it is, but don't worry...it's YOUR thought that counts and yours was quite noble and sweet. The overshadower stuff is merely static - white noise I can easily parse and dispense with. As to my reason for being here that will be quite clear very soon."

I look at her and she looks delectable. Her eyes, hair and face are all as wonderful as I remember. The spira-mirabalis pattern in her eyes, unique to her race, is contracting and pulsing as her eyes adjust to Earth and its sources of artificial light. In my current state, I'm particularly attenuated to developed female fields of energy and I feel my fields reach out and engage hers automatically. She is aware of these things and understands them - and far better than I do, so I need not worry she will get freaked out. If these field actions were translated into physical actions, it would be like having jumped upon her as soon as she appeared in my office.

"Yes, I am well aware of your current state and of the pasts you are currently in phase with. You are oscillating with quite a few powerful and significant pasts at this time, as they pertain to the shaping of your own personality. And I've yet to not enjoy oscillating with you...so don't sweat it."

She smiles, that delicious smile of hers I remember so well, and hits me with a whammy of a jolt from her powerful consciousness. Like getting kissed so powerfully that your whole body feels like its received an electric shock - of the most pleasant variety. For a moment I forget where I am and how I got here with Shayla - all I can think about is her.

"Okay...now its time for serious matters. You have been working on the planetary defense system and shielding from overshadowing signals that influence human behavior on Earth. As you know, we are one of the Confederation worlds assigned to deal with the threats that Earth is confronted with and of mitigating the more blatant and outright attacks on Earth. Unfortunately, the Earth has been targeted by more non-confederation worlds than just a few Earth years ago when I was still living here and working as the Director of Project MIMIR. Earth is at a serious crossroads in its development. All that was gained in the past 1000 years of human development is in danger of being wiped out."

"You have my attention. What do you want me to do? What can I do?"

"We're going to travel back in time and undo a key event. If we are successful, the time stream will be altered and everyone alive here will not recognize or remember the difference."

"Okay...how far back are we going and what exactly are we going to undo?"

"I can't tell you now. We're going to beam aboard my craft..."